Age is just a number (A Harry Styles fanfic)

Bio: hi I'm Brie, if you are wondering yes I'm Louis Tomlinson little sister. This is the first summer I get to stay with him and the rest of One Direction. I miss Lou so much. He's never home anymore so I can't wait to see him.



26. I'm sorry


Harry's POV      I can't sleep. Hm, I wonder why. Oh yeah because you called your girlfriend a two timing bitch. I didn't mean, I honestly didn't. But I was so jealous that she went and hung out with another boy all afternoon. There's no way I can compete with a boy her age. It would make so much more sense for her to be with him. Which is why I got jealous that she might fall for someone that's her own age, that may be better for her then me. Anyone would be better for her then me, I've caused us so much pain already. But I love her too much to let her go, I'm so selfish. Laying on the couch, I keep tossing and turning. The guilt still bubbling inside me from hours ago. Brie hasn't even stepped foot outside her room since I chased her in there. Before I had completely walked away, I heard her start crying. I made her cry, I did, me. But I cried too, I cried because of the guilt. Because I love her so much. Because I'm the one that hurt her. I'll never be able to take that back. Jay is pissed at me for making Brie lock herself in her room and not come out or even talk to her. I deserve to not be able to sleep, I deserve to feel this guilt, I deserve everything I'm going to get.      Honestly I can't take it anymore. I sit up and get off the couch. Quietly, I tip toe up the stairs and to Brie's room. To my surprise, the door is unlocked, maybe she did come out earlier. So I slowly turn her doorknob and push the door open. On her bed, is my Brie, stray tissues are on the bed and the floor. Her face is tear stained, red, and puffy. She's also wearing my hoodie I gave her, the Jack Wills on. I hesitate before making my way over to her and kneeling in front of her. A stray hair is cast in front of her face, I slip it back behind her ear. Then I kiss her forehead out of habit. But she doesn't stir like I wanted her too. Instead, I try kissing her eyelids. To my delight, it worked. Her eyes fluttered open and she started to adjust to the lighting. When she saw me looking down at her, her eyes welled up with tears and her lip started to quiver.      " G-go aw-away," she stuttered, rolling over.      I took action and grabbed her around the waist and pulled her off the bed and onto my lap. She struggled for a minute or two, then gave up. She keeps a wall of hair between me and her face, almost ignoring me. But I don't let it get me too down, I need to tell her this.      " W-what do you w-want anyway?" she mumbles.      " Brie, I came here to apologize. None of this was supposed to happen and I can't tell you how sorry I am. I was jealous, you were right, I was. I can't compete with a guy your age. He'd be so much better for you then me. Anybody would be better then me. But I'm too selfish to let you go, I love you too damn much. I acted like a total asshole and I'm sorry. In the end, all of this is my fault. If I had just kept my mouth shut about everything then none of this would have happened. I wouldn't have gotten fired, then I never would have lost you. If I hadn't of lost you then we wouldn't be grounded from each other right now. I wouldn't have been my jealous self. But everything just keeps going so wrong and it's my fault. And I can't go on with knowing that your mad at me, I can't go on at all. I.......I......" tears escaped my eyes," need you so much more then you'll ever know."      All the guilt and upsetment just came pouring out of me. I couldn't handle it anymore, I just cried. The words just wouldn't come out, they were stuck. Brie turns around and straddles my lap. She brushes away a few stray curls and starts to caress my cheek.      " Shh, Styles. It's okay," she says behind her own tears.      " But it's not. I'm n-not good for you."      " What about oh 'age is just a number, love'?" she mocks.      I let out a small laugh, a grin plays on her lips. Then she puts her hands on the back of my neck and pushes me down to her level. The next thing I know, her lips are on mine. I was stunned at first, I hesitate before kissing her back. She pulls away a minute later, laying her head on my chest. Her warmth is so comforting, I don't want to let go of her. Nothing would make me happier then to just sit here with her, forever.       " I love you."       Brie looks up at me, smiling. She plants a kiss on my cheek.       " I love you too."  


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