I Don't Know What To Do With You

Shannen and Megan have been friends since they can remember. the thing is... after a sleepover, Shannen realised she has feelings for Megan's twin brother, Arthur-- BUT THEY HATE EACH OTHER. Arthur was starting to feel the same way... would they ever realise their feelings for each other?

Megan has like her guy bestfriend Jesse, since she first laid eyes on him. The problem is that he goes to her for advice on His Girlfriend Massy. Will she be able to build up the courage to tell him how she really feels?? Will Jesse feel the same way?


6. Single Arthur

Arthur's P.O.V 


'I'm sorry we didn't tell you but--' She cut me off now.

'How long has this been going on Arthur?!' I gulped and looked down.. 'How Long Arthur?' I didn't anwser. 'How Fucking Long????? 

'A month and a half...' I stuttered out...

'HA GREAT! A Month of my SO CALLED BESTFRIEND and BROTHER Lying to me and A MONTH of DEREK Cheating WONDERFUL!' She was a wreck.

'I was the one who didn't want you to know, she wanted to tell you' I said queitly.

'You know i would have been fine with it... BUT NOW? Fuck That!' My heart broke at that thought. There was no way she could convince me to stay away. 

'I love her, Megan' 

'I DONT CARE ARTHUR! U BOTH LIED TO ME. YOU BOTH KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE BEING LIED TOO! I want it done before next week' I watched a my tears hit the ground now... I had to throw away my world... 

Megan's P.O.V  

I stepped out of the car and let him sulk. I felt so bad. But it had to be done. I'm hurts, and he shoul've known I would've found out sooner or later... I just want to throw a brick. When Arthur got home i ran into his car. Thats how it started. Mom and dad were home and i didn't want them hearing me yell. Why did everyone want to hurt me so much?? 

Shannen's P.OV. 

I went back to my house, Arthur drove me back... and I went up my room and cried. I just felt soo bad, how could I do this to Megan-- she was my best friend. I called her a bajillion times, and she never picked up. Then I got a call... my hopes were all up, then I realized it was just Arthur.

ME: hey...
ARTHUR: Can you meet me right now? At the park? The B.S. park, also known as bullshit park.. remember that?
ME: I haven't been at that park since we... since we were in grade 6.
ARTHUR: Meet me there. now.

He hung up on me. I changed my clothes to just sweats and a baggy sweater. I put my hair up in a messy bun. My mother was there but I snuck out. I'm not allowed to stay out late, but she never really checks on me in my room. Besides, I do it all... the... time! B.S. park was really near to my house so I pretty much just took my bicycle. 

I remember B.S. Park. It was the most funnest hangout me and Arthur ever went to. We would always want to go there. I got there and I saw Arthur under the big willow tree.

"Why you want me to meet you here?" I asked him. He looked at me straight in the eyes.

"Shannen, I don't love you. Never will again." He said.

"Oh Arthur, you still got the joke-ster in you! Seriously though, tell me what you're gonna tell me cause I have to be home by--"

"I'm serious."

I stared at him blankly. "Wh.. wh-why?"

"Because I don't like bitches like you. You're such a bitch you know that? I wished this shit never happened, Shannen I'm just through with you, okay? It's better if we don't talk ever again-- or anything."

He left me there all alone, and I was crying under the tree. I went back home crying, and I snuck back into my room without my mom noticing. She was washing the dishes. I texted Megan.

ME: Arthur broke up with me. xx i knoe u'll be happy about tht.

I pressed "send" and resumed crying.


I went back to the house, and I couldn't help but cry. Luckily mom and dad were sleeping already, but Megan was watching TV in the living room. I walked past her.

"There, I did it. Happy?" I told her. "And I just want you to know that I'll never stop loving her. You know why? Because she was MY BEST FRIEND. I just don't know how I'll do this mean shit again to her after all the memories we have made together" I stormed up to my room. I decided to go cry myself to sleep and try to forget about everything... but to be honest... I don't want to forget.


I watched as Arthur stormed up the stairs. I suddenly receive a text message from Shannen. I know she's crying right now as well. I don't really care right now though. FUCK THIS SHIT. I'VE BEEN INTO SOO MUCH SHIT, THEY ENERV UNDERSTAND-- AND NOW I FEEL LIKE THEY'RE EXPECTING ME TO SAY THAT I'M SORRY AND IT WAS MY FAULT?!

I stormed up the stairs and into my room. I don't know who to trust anymore. But through the night i couldn't sleep. I had thought about what they had said... What happened tonight. I know what i said to aurthur was out of pure rage. I honestly didn't think he was going to go through with it. 2:32 am.  I was crying silently in my bed and staring at the text Shannen had sent me. Why am i such a terrible person... I need to tell her the truth. I need to stop being unhealthy  It was obvious nobody wanted me now. Amy was right, No one wants me, im nothing. Derek doesn't want me. Jesse doesn't want me. Shannen hates me. My own brother hates me. I walk sulking hysterically now sitting on the floor beside my dresser writing everything in a note to how sorry i was to everyone. If no one wants me here... Then what's the point of staying?? 3:23

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