CyberBullying (Niall Horan Not Famous)

I don't understand why everyone hates me so much. I didn't do anything to any of them. Yet, they constantely pick on me, call me names, and make me doubt myself. Everyday, a new word is added to my vocabulary. Every word, every sentence, it leaves a scar on me. I don't feel the need to try, talk, or even breath. Maybe they won.... Maybe I am just the loser they make me out to be....


7. Chapter 5:

-Alex's P.O.V-

 "Are you insane?!", Ashley yells as we pull up to the football field (soccer field). She is completely against this idea. "No! Well maybe... But Ashley come on! This is my chance!". She just shakes her head before climbing out. Neither of us have ever been to a game on Friday night. "Alex, do you even know what you're doing? You are messing with the balance of popular and non-popular!", she yells at me again as we pay for our tickets. "I know! But this is my chance Ash!"

 We walk up into the stands and take our seats. I don't see Niall anywhere. Not walking around, not with friends, not anywhere at all. Maybe he just isn't here yet. As I look around, I feel like a stalker. It's strange. "You look desperate Alex. What's gotten into you?", Ash asks. I don't answer, I just continue to search the crowd. Then, in the mist of people, I see those familiar blonde locks in the crowd. There he is. Wow. He looks even better after school. 

"Alex seriously! Snap out of it! You look like a creep!" I shake my head away from Niall. "Sorry... Sorry... I guess the Twitbook thing kind of gave me a confidence booster", I simply shrug. It's true. It did raise my confidence slightly, but not enough for me to be acting like this. Niall started making his way to the bleachers with his group of friends. As always. Perfection. Every way possible, Niall was perfect. He smiled brightly at something his friend, Chris, said. His teeth were a pearly shade of white, amazing. My knees felt weak just staring at him. There goes my plan for moving on...

  "Alex... I don't think this is just a crush anymore..", Ashley says looking concerned. I raised an eyebrow at her, "What do you mean?". "I think you're in love with Niall...". I almost choke on my own spit. I am not in love with Niall Horan. Maybe... Just a like. Not love. Defiantly not love. That's crazy, I'm only 17 I don't know what love is, heck, I don't even think my own dad knows what love is. "No. I am not in love with him. I barely even know him... Stalking from a far doesn't count..", I slouch down feeling self conscious all of a sudden. Ashley simply shrugs. 

   After watching the game for ten minutes, Ashley and I walk over to the snack stand. I'm super hungry, I guess sitting around watching a game can make you starving. We move up in line when I hear that annoying high pitch voice of the girl I dispose most in the world. "Oh look, it's loner girl", Natalie teases from behind me. I just ignore her, but I cat help but notice her friends giggling. Ashley looks at me, sticking her tongue out mocking the girls behind us. I can't help but laugh. "Oh what's so funny? Did you just realize how much of a joke you are?", Natalie laughs. This girl doesn't have any other jokes? It's not like I've never heard these before. 

  I move up in line, looking through some candy. "Better store up, don't want to starve", she laughs with her clique again. I ignore her again, paying for my candy. I don't know how she even knows me if I'm being honest. We've only ever come in contact one time, that was because she was in my biology class. 

  Ashley and I walk away from the stand, leaving Natalie and her click behind. "What was that about?", Ashley asks ripping open her sour patch kids. "I don't know". We walk back up the bleachers when I notice Niall talking to Natalie. She's smiling, twirling her blonde hair around her finger. It's disgusting. I just watched l how she flirted with him, and how he let her! Niall could do so much better, not with me obviously. I'm no where near the expectations of Niall, but neither was Natalie. 

  "Ashley, I think I'm going to have to step up my game...."

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