CyberBullying (Niall Horan Not Famous)

I don't understand why everyone hates me so much. I didn't do anything to any of them. Yet, they constantely pick on me, call me names, and make me doubt myself. Everyday, a new word is added to my vocabulary. Every word, every sentence, it leaves a scar on me. I don't feel the need to try, talk, or even breath. Maybe they won.... Maybe I am just the loser they make me out to be....

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4. Chapter 2:

-Alex's P.O.V-

  Climbing out of the safety that is Ashley's car, I feel more exposed. Everyone is walking around the campus with there groups. Girls giggling, guys laughing and high-fiving each other. Just another normal day. " You ready for another day of hell?", Ashley asks stepping out of the car. I just laugh, looking over to her. " Of course! That's what I live for!". We both laugh. Then we make our way to the large building that is South Ridge high school. Together, we walk to our lockers, which were right next to each others. 

  " Oooo, look who it is...", Ashley teases pointing her finger across the hall. I turn, following the direction of her finger. And there he was. In pure perfection, Niall Horan. His blonde hair quiffed perfectly, jeans sagging just slightly. Nike sneakers shining white, and a blue tee shirt that made his blue eyes stand out. He looked great, as usual. " Aww! Someone's blushing!", she teases. " Oh shut up!", I slap her arm playfully. I have yet to take my eyes off Niall. Yes I know I have absolutely no chance with him. But it's good to dream. Right?

  Just as Niall made his way down the hallway, he turned to me. And I swear that our eyes met for a good five seconds! That's a new record! I felt my heart start to beat fast, my face probably red. He smiled and continued down his path down the hall. He actually looked at me! My insides were exploding with happiness. " Hello! Earth to Alex!", Ashley says waving her hand in front of my face. I shake my head away from the trance I was in, then look to Ashley. She just laughs before closing her locker. " You really have it bad don't you?"

    " I think so....", I trail off closing my locker as well. Only if she knew how bad I actually had it. Niall Horan has been my 'secret' crush for as long as I can remember. Since the first day I met him actually. It feels like just yesterday, 5th grade field trip. All the classes went on this field trip to this fair ground...

*flashback*

  I started running down the sidewalk, Ashley by my side, looking for another game to play. I had some money left and I was determined to win a studded monkey! I run up to the cup throwing game, sliding a dollar across the counter top. " Here you go little lady", the man said handing my three balls. I threw one, missing the bottles completely. It was a fail, a pretty bad one. Ashley laughed at my failure. " Oh shut it Ash!", I yelled laughing at myself as well. I pick up another ball, lining up my aim this time. I throw it, actually knocking over a few bottles, but not all. I sigh, knowing that I'm not going to win the little monkey I desperately wanted. " I give up...", I mumble walking away from the booth.

   " Hey! You can't just give up with one ball left!", a small boy voice called from behind us. When I turned I felt my cheeks instantly turn warm. He was really cute, blondish brown hair, blue eyes. Better then half of the other boys in my class. He was probably from a different elementary school. " She can't hit the bottles", Ashley laughs to him. He just smiles taking a step towards us. " Well I'll help with that!". 
   Then he takes my last and final ball in his hands. Firing it towards the bottles, sending them blasting in all directions. The man laughed, grabbing the stuffed monkey off the shelf, " Here you go!". The boy takes the monkey and turns to me. " Here you go, keep it safe", he says smiling handing me the monkey. I smile and nod like an idiot. " Thanks...", I pause not knowing his name. " Niall", He finishes for me. I just nod before walking away. 

  From that night on, I have had a crush on Niall.
   
*flashback over*

   But, I know that nothing will ever happen between Niall and I. We were from two different worlds, populars and non populars. Those two worlds were better left unmessed with. So, no matter how much it pains me, I have to push my feelings for Niall aside. I have to pretend they were never there in the first place. I just hope deep down that maybe, I'll be able to let go of it. And move on with my life.
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