Dreams come true

One day harry styles meets the girl of his dreams but is that term to literal? Has his nightmares come to town along with this beautiful girl from his dreams?


23. Pains never fair

All I felt was weak and tired from the show and my balls still hurt a little. That was until I felt her slide into bed with me. When her back touched my chest my body heated up and I slung my arm around her, pulling us closer. "Good night baby." I kissed her head and smelt the kiwi shampoo she must have washed her hair with."Goodnight Harry." It was as simple as that. We had to share a bed because Zayn was sleeping on the futon. I didn't mind though, I actually enjoyed feeling her against my Chest. I have only ever fell in love once but I was young and didn't really know how to handle it. Now its just worse. I didn't realize I had said that out loud until I heard Lulu question me. "What?" I Squeezed her body tighter and moved her closer to me. "I know that you don't see what I see when I look at you. You question it when I call you beautiful.  All the things you hate about yourself are the things I hate going a day without. But all I want to do is bundle up all your insecurities and throw them into the sky. Then I would build an observatory just to show you all those stars that will never shine as bright as you. All I ever want to do is make sure your happy but I can never do it." I paused and closed my eyes waiting for her answer but she didn't say anything.  Then I heard her crying. I felt her body hitch a breath. "Lulu don't cry." I grabbed for her hand underneath the blankets but she pulled away. "Harry you do make me happy and that's the problem." She sat up and looked at me and continued to cry. "What?" She shook her head and bit her lip trying to stop herself. "This wasn't supposed to happen." She said motioning her hand toward me. "You weren't. It was supposed to me easy.  I wasn't supposed to love you more than starry nights and the moonlight. More than old Polaroids and oversized sweaters. More than tea and concert tickets. Even more than the text I highlight in my favorite novels. My heart  has swelled as the days passed knowing it is all going to end and only you will feel the pain. I don't think it's fair and I want to take it all away with me. All that pain. But since I can't do that I'm just gonna take my half right now. She got up than threw on her shoes  and jacket. I couldn't move as I tired to comprehend what was happening. Was she leaving? "You can't go Lulu." She picked up her bag and swallowed, taking a deep breath. " I wasn't supposed to have something to live for. It only makes it hurt more." She was now balling as she closed the door. I just stared at the door for a minute until I jumped off my bed and ran out of my room. I could see her in the elevator sitting on the floor crying. I ran. I ran as fast as I could down the hotels hallway but I didn't make it. I watched the doors close and watched her leave. Maybe forever.
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