You're My Light

When Zayn stumbles upon a girl who has many secrets and cuts herself he decides to take her in. She doesn't trust him at first and is quick to try to escape. But he keeps her firmly trying to protect from herself. As she realizes she can overcome the hurt, the two fall for each other. Then a horrible event occurs, but the boys don't see it as too tragic. Will her secrets all be revealed? Only Zayn can bring the light back to her darkness and vanquish the evils that haunt her.


36. No Stress

"I just got it 'back' a couple of minutes ago. I was standing on the balcony, thinking about everything that had just happened and how it upset me. The memory came out of nowhere and it felt like i was living through it again. I thought it would be like everything else like it would disappear as soon as it was over, but even now I can remember that Specific memory," i try to explain to Zayn.

"That's good!" He smiles, but something about it seems off. I narrow my eyes at him. "It's good that you remember that memory," He says genuinely, carefully wording his sentence.

"So it wouldn't be good to remember other memories?" I ask. His smile wavers because he is unsure what to say. "Mr. Malik how rude were you?" I question, a smile playing on my lips. There is still the edge of alcohol on my brain, but for the most part i can think straight.

"It's not that I was-"He starts, but then stops. "Let's just say that when you got close to THE EDGE I wasn't the nicest guy," He seems satisfied by the way he answers.

"Tell me about it," I retort.

He gives me a look - it's the same look that he always gives me before he asks, "What'd you just say?" I close my eyes and try to remember. I know what I said, but I'm not really sure why I said it.

I shrug, at this point, not willing to do anything. If I try to remember than my hand will burn up because it's still touching Zayn's. So instead I just say, "Wanna go inside?"

He narrows his eyes at me, but figuring that this is the best response he'll get, he nods and leads the way inside. "I was going to come outside to see if you were okay, but the boys insisted that if it was serious Zayn would yell for us," Eleanor says as we come into sight. I nod and provide a smile even though it feels more forced than it should be.

"Who's up for a film?" Zayn suggests.

"I'll make the popcorn!" Niall yells. Emily giggles. I raise my eyebrows at her and look to Bella to make fun of Emily with facial expressions, but I see Harry's arm around Bella and Bella's hand on Harry's knee.h

I feel my jaw drop before my mind processes it. "What's wrong luv?" Louis asks, nudging Eleanor with his arm.

"Oh, um I just realized that I forgot to tell the girls something. Girls?" I call all of them away so that it doesn't look like I'm singling Bella and Emily out. "Bella? Emily? UAny new relationships i should know about?" I cross my arms over my chest, my face bemused. El and Dani catch on to what I'm saying and smile at me.

Both Emily and Bella blush. "Well uh-"Bella mutters.

"Can it. We all know Em likes Niall, Niall likes Em, Bella likes Harry, and Harry likes Bella," I list it off. "You guys could have told me though!" I mock a frown and all of the girls burst out laughing.

"We didn't want to add any potential stress," Em shrugs her shoulders.

"Well it doesn't add stress. In fact, the only stress I have is the pressure of trying to remember everything. You know, I'm thinking that maybe if I'm not put under pressure than I'll get at least some memories back right?" I think out loud. They all look at me surprised. "Oh whatever. Let's go watch the film," I laugh, leading the way back to the living room. I see the girls exchange a worried look - now what are they hiding form me?

"It's not stress that kills us, it's our reaction to it,"

-------------------------------------------------Author's Note-------------------------------------------

Anyone have any clue what will happen next?

What are the girls hiding from Charlotte?

Is Charlotte going to find out?

Will Charlotte get her memory back?

What exactly happened between Charlotte and Josh?

Is Zayn ever going to kiss Charlotte again?

Keep reading to find out!! I hope you love it as much as I do! You are all my lovelys and you are lovely for that - get it? LOL I love you all!

Remember to like, favourite and comment!

XX Emily

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