"We are still really good friend, we didn't let the fact we had a bad spilt destroy our friendship."

Amanda Fawner just finished her first world tour, with the famous One Direction. She left the fragile broken girl and came back the strong independent woman she is today. Amanda has changed for what she thinks is for the better, but others think for the worse. She feels free, alive, and confident, but there are people who would do anything to watch her crumble to her knees again. People who are not afraid to end not only her career, but her just to see her fall. Now she has to not only keep up the act of still being friends with the one boy she can't forget, but she also has to fight against a force who would do anything to win. Amanda just got back from a world wide journey, but her journey has only just began.


5. He's Not To Blame


Chapter 2   

~Louis' POV~   

"Guys, place two more plates Amanda and Carter are coming for lunch!" Niall exclaims and I feel everyones' eyes fall on my back. I had been helping Harry finish making the pasta, that he had decided to make last minute. I hear Kendall mumble an "okay" before shuffling to go grab two more plates. We had a fairly large table, thanks to Harry and Zayn's request of it, and Carter and Amanda could easily fit in. There was a knock at the door of the tour bus and I hear Amanda call out that she could open the door. 

"Hey." She calls out mostly likely to Carter. 

"Hey, stranger." Carter teases her and I hear her soft giggles. I slowly make my way to the door way to be able to see them, and I creepily watch them from there. I watch as Amanda takes asleep Nikki out of Carter's arms and into her's as she leans up and gives Carter a quick peck of the lips.

"I missed you." He announces to her, while grabbing her waist. I felt a small pang in my chest as I stand frozen watching their interactions. 

"I missed you too." She mumbles before turning to see me standing in the doorway. "Can I help you?" She asks in an annoyed tone, after noticing I had been watching them.

"I was just coming to tell you that lunch was ready." I said before turning on my heels and heading back into the dining room. I listen as their footsteps follow behind me as I lead them into the dining room. 

"Hey, Carter." Niall greets Carter as they walk in right behind me. I don't stand and wait this time, instead I head straight to the empty seat besides Kendall and Harry. 

"Hey Niall, watch the soccer game last night?" Carter asks Niall as he takes the seat next to Amanda who had sat next to Niall. 

"No Amanda wouldn't let me watch because she had to watch the episode of that show she's i beaded with." Niall laughs as Amanda lightly smacks his shoulder. 

"It's not my fault that Damn Salvatore is sexy and captures my attention." She explains herself as Carter laughs besides her. 

"You up to coming over tomorrow and watching the game there?" Carter asks Niall as the rest of us silently sit excluded from the conversation.

"You guys are more than welcomed to come too." Carter adds seeing that he was excluding us from the conversation. 

"Me and Liam would love to come, we're here in California for the next couple of days anyways." Zayn says accepting Carter's invitation to join him and Niall. 

"What about the rest of you guys?" Carter asks while Amanda silent serves herself a bit of the pasta that had been sitting in front of her. 

"I have better things to do like go get trampled by screaming fans." Kendall coldly answers. I silently sit pushing around the food that Harry had placed on my plate.

"Excuse you." Amanda almost angrily asks Kendall while coldly glaring at her. 

"I am sorry didn't hear me let me repeat myself. I said I have better things to be like get killed by your fans. You know I would rather die than head over to your 'boyfriend's' house." Kendall explains in the same tone Amanda used. We all sit silent as Niall places a hand on Amanda's arm to calm her down as Carter just stays silent. 

"I honestly don't know what your problem is with Carter." Amanda asked breaking the blanket of silence that had fallen over everyone. The usual loud screams and laughs that happen during dinner are missing. 

"You did not just ask me what my problem with Carter is." Kendall ask dropping her fork and glaring at Amanda. Watch Tristan reach over and wrap am arm around her waist to keep her in her seat. 

"I would love to know why you hate him so much." Amanda asks crossing her arms and leaning back in the chair. 

"My problem is that he has changed into a rude, obnoxious, soiled brat who thinks that she doesn't have to follow anyone's rules. You're constantly out until past midnight and when you finally do get home you're completely wasted! You are skipping out rehearsals, if you don't what this anymore then give up and stop wasting everyone's time!" Kendall shouts now completely standing up in her seat. 

"And have you ever stopped to ask yourself why I have changed so much?" Amanda responds still siting in the relax position she had been sitting in. 

"Because of Cart-" Kendall starts with everyone except my eyes on her. Rhia was trying to get her relax and the same goes for Cassie as they get up from their seat to walk to Kendall's side.

"Because of Carter? Carter was the one who helped me put my life back together after this asshole dumped me for no good reason! He's the reason I 'changed' so much, he took what I was before and broke it. I was done letting people break me so easily, those entire eight months we spent together mean nothing to him. He wasted my time and torn me apart at the end! Who wouldn't change after having her heart torn into shreds by the person who had said was going to love and protect them forever. " Amanda yelled, and once again the same stinging pain I felt all that time ago stabbed my chest. I don't even bother looking up at her, I could hear her heavy breathing and small sobs and she stood waiting for a response. "And I never even got a reason why. Why he just left me broken and tore. If it wasn't for Carter I would be an empty shell with no purpose to live. So if anyone is to blame for the way I am now, it's Louis not Carter." Amanda finished before standing up so quickly that the legs of the chairs screech. I finally look up only to see Carter pick up Nikki from her high chair before following Amanda out the dinning area. 

"I am sorry." I apologize before standing up with Harry excusing himself as well to follow me. 

"Louis." Harry gently calls out to me as I walk out of the tour bus and into the arena where we will soon be performing. 

"I fucked up everything."I sadly state while walking inside and sitting on the edge of the stage, that was now ready for rehearsals in only about an hour. 

"Maybe you did, but maybe you didn't." Harry says while sitting down next to me, we a concerned look on his face. "Do you think you fucked up everything?" He asks while staring up at the ceiling of the arena. 

"I am pretty sure I did." I state while laying down so my back was on the floor of the stage. 

"Then maybe it's time to fix everything up." Harry said copying my actions and laying his shoulder next to mine. 

"How?" I ask to not only Harry, but to myself and really everyone in general. 

"Starting over." He states before getting up and leaving me alone with my thoughts. Start over, what I would do to have one of those. To be able I restart with Amanda, to be able to regain what we used to have. To be able to once again call her mine again, to not just watch her from afar but from right in my arms.   


Author's Note:   

THANK YOU MY LOVELY MUSES! Which consist of my iPod and other authors! I have written this in less than two days! EEK! Yay, I am so happy it's a pretty sucky chapter but hey I am trying to overcome the small case of writer's block I had.   

Okay now I have a proposition for you guys I need a new character! So if anyone wants to create or be the character please let me the character is the antagonist (or bad guy) in the story.

Question: does anyone want to make a trailer for Hometown Badboy vs. Hollywood Sweetheart or this story?   

Dedication: this chapter is dedicated to... the lovely @xxjamie_shaexx  

Because: who has one of the world's best fan fiction...which is very similar to one of YOU SHOULD GO READ IT!

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