She Will Never Know...

This story is about a girl named Charlie. Charlie has many problems with anxiety and depression. She has learnt a lot about who she is and what she want's in life but then things start to go downhill. She meets a boy named Niall Horan not knowing he was in One Direction. If you want to know the rest I guess you will have to read..


6. The Next Morning


I had woken up the next morning realizing I had slept at Niall's house last night. Niall had been awake for a while I was assuming since he wasn't in bed, I had gotten up and went downstairs and realized that Niall was in the living room watching the telly.

"Hey Niall, umm I'm kind of hungry would you be able to point me to the kitchen?" I said that so hesitantly it sounded like I was doing something I shouldn't.

"Well good morning there Charlie, and yeah sure it's right over there, I'm a bit famished as well so I will come too." He smiled and walked me to the kitchen with his hands on my shoulders guiding me. 

It felt so right being with him. I hadn't known him for long but I had grown to like him in that past weekend. A few hours went by and then I had to show Niall I hadn't cut till now.


"Could I see you're wrist's Char" I asked that with such a shaky voice because I didn't want to see if she had done more. I grabbed her arm and pulled her sleeve up slowly with my eyes closed, hoping that when I open them there wont be more cuts. I slowly opened my eyes and saw she hadn't cut till now as she promised. 

I looked deeply into her crystal blue eyes with a small smile on my face, I told her I was happy she didn't cut. Then I pulled her close to me and put my arms around her waist squeezing her tight enough to let her know I cared for her. I slowly let go then softly kissed her cheek and looked at her with happiness in my eyes I could tell she knew I was happy for her.

I took Charlie home that night so she wouldn't get in trouble for being home so late.

"Do you're parents know about the cuts?" I whispered that so her parents wouldn't hear me if they hadn't known. She turned around and looked at me with tears filling her eyes, she took me to her room so she could cry and explain everything to me about why she did and how she had a proble with depression and anxiety.


I felt so bad that I did and I knew it made Niall so sad to se me like this as I was explaining it to him a small tear escaped his eye. I quickly wiped it away and hugged him close. I felt so bad that I was making Nialler sad. I thought it was my fault so I started to cry even more he just held me closer and whispered into my ear,

"Everything will be alright Char, I promise," he said that with so much fear in his voice but I could tell that he wouldn't let me slip away.




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