Letting Go

Alex has been in love with Niall since they were twelve years old. Little does Alex know that he feels the same. Will they finally become a couple? Will Niall's upcoming fame tear them apart? Will this turn into a happy ending, or become and unforgettable tragedy?


5. What Have I Done

I can hear the rain pouring outside, I loved the rain. I didn't get any sleep last night. My mind couldn't go to rest. All the thoughts racing through my brain, all the what if's causing me to worry. All the thoughts of Harry. I couldn't seem to get him out of my head all last night and this morning. Everytime I would start to drift of I thought of Harry. Thoughts of him holding my waist and kissing me intimately spiraled through my mind, I couldn't stop thinking of him. I couldn't stop picturing us together. This is insane, I'm in love with Niall. I've been dreaming of the day me and him would get together since primary school and now all of sudden I'm growng feelings for his Bestfriend? This isn't fair.
I read the clock, it's barely 6 am. I get up and walk downstairs, I'm shocked to see Harry sitting on the couch watching Adventure Time.

"W-What are you doing up so early Harry?"

"I could ask you the same question." he says looking up to me and smiling. I was afraid to be alone with Harry, I was afraid something might come over me making me do something I would regret. I layed on the other couch.

"I couldn't sleep, so I decided to watch tv." I say. He looks so prefect just sitting there with his white tank top and sweats with his curly hair pulled back in a grey beany. I fight my feelings trying to focus on the tv, but my eyes always end up on Harry.

"Watcha lookin at?" Harry says smirking at me.

"Shit he caught me!" I say in my mind. I just smile and turn back to face the tv. I still can't keep my eyes off Harry, he's just so hot.
Harry gets up and sits next me.

"Is there a reason you keep saring me?" he says with a smirk as he starts rubbing my legs. I try to fight him off but his strong arms hold me back.

"I know you want me." He says. I shiver trying my hardest to break free and not give in.

"Harry please, I'm with Niall."

"Shhhhhh.." he says and leans into me. I try to move but it's no use, Harry is too strong. His moist lips crash into mine. They're so unbelievably soft. I give up and let Harry kiss me, but then I come to my senses but before I could pull away I could hear a familiar voice.

"Alex, Harry! What are you doing?" I look up to see Zayn. Thank god it wasn't Niall. Harry releases me and I quickly sit up.

"Zayn, please don't tell Niall. It wasn't what it looked like at all!"

"Alex, Niall likes you a lot and this is how you treat him?" he yells to me.

"Zayn, I promise. It wasn't what it looked like." I say hoping he'd believe me.

"I'll let this one go, but I have my eyes on you two." he says as he walks into the bathroom.
I can't believe Harry just kissed me, it was actually such a rush. His lips were so plump and moist, and just perfect. The way the rain poured down in the background as Harry and I kissed, it was amazing. Something I've never felt before, I wanted more.
As soon as Zayn goes back to his room I look over at Harry.

"I know you loved it." he says to me.

"I hate what you do to me Haz." I say back to him. He chuckles and attacks me with his arms. He again begins to kiss me, this time I let him. I couldn't resist his lips, they were so perfect. Minutes seem like hours as they pass.

"follow me." Harry says walking towards my extra guest room. He locks the door behind me and pushes me to the bed. He climbs on top of me and flips on the tv.

"So nobody can hear" he says as he kisses me. He takes off his clothes and strips me.

"Just tell me if you feel uncomfortable." I nod and put my arms around his neck.
Three episodes of Spongebob later, I rolled over on my back in pleasure. I look over to the clock to see its now 8:34 am. Me and Harry quickly get dressed and tip toe out the room. I crawl back into the bed where Niall was fast asleep, clueless. If only he knew what just happened, he'd never forgive me. I felt so disgusting, I cant believe I just did that. I was so ashamed of myself. How could I ever let it get that far. A tear streamed down my face, as flash backs of what just occurred came back to me.

"What're doing up already beautiful?" I look up to see Niall smiling at me and kissing my forehead.

"Babe why is your head sweaty?" he asks me. My heart drops and I lose it. I start sobbing uncontrolably.

"Babe whats wrong!?" he holds me in his arms. I wipe my tears away.

"I don't want to talk it" I cry. Niall just holds me.
Niall was the nicest guy ever to me, and I just ruined everything. If only he knew..

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