Letting Go

Alex has been in love with Niall since they were twelve years old. Little does Alex know that he feels the same. Will they finally become a couple? Will Niall's upcoming fame tear them apart? Will this turn into a happy ending, or become and unforgettable tragedy?


8. My Only Escape

I wake up the next morning and see Niall fast asleep. I had a huge head ache, must have been from last night. I was so confused, nothing felt right. I was broken, it didn't feel like reality. I couldn't help but think, why me? Why did all this have to happen to me.
I had to get up early today, I had a doctors appointment. I find out the sex of baby today. I get out of bed and take of the ruffled shirt I was still wearing from last night. I forgot to change last night, so much happened, that was the least of my worries. I slip on a tank top and look down at my stomach, my bump showed clearly. It was no use trying to cover it up, everyone knew.
I walked downstairs not expecting anyone to be awake. I peer downstairs and see Harry and Louis watching tv. I awkwardly stroll downstairs and walk into the kitchen where I see Zayn and Liam. They both stop and look at my stomach. They looked surprised, they probably didn't expect me to be showing so much. I felt so ashamed, I hated myself deeply for what I did to Niall. He was so sweet, and he stayed with me when others would leave. He stayed through touring and constant traveling. He never gave up on us, on me.
I took advantage of him, he gave me everything, and what did I do? Got knocked up by his Bestfriend. I felt so horrible.

"Goodmorning" Zayn says smiling.

"Morning" I say walking over to the fridge. I pull a hot pocket out of the freezer and un wrap it. I put it in the microwave and turn to see Harry. I jump back to his sudden presence.

"Sorry I scared you" He says looking down at my stomach. His eyes glowed in the light, he looked so perfect. I was falling for him, and it made it worse since I'm having his child.

"Look, I'm so sorry for everything. I'll help with the baby, I want to be in the baby's life." He says putting his hand on my shoulder. I got goosebumps from his touch. I look at the floor, this whole situation was just confusing.

"It's not all your fault, we're both guilty." I say looking into his eyes. "I have a doctors appointment today, I find out the sex of the baby today."

"Can I go?" He asks.

"Well it is your child." I say faking a smile. I take my hot pocket from the microwave and run upstairs. I see Niall sitting up on his phone. I walk in and go to my closet. I reach up to get my coat and a sudden sharp pain erupts from my stomach. I fell to the floor and Niall rushes over to me.

"Are you alright?" He asks helping me up.

"Yeah I'm fine" I say trying to stand back up. I didn't get it, he cared about me so much although I've hurt him so bad.

"Where are you off to?" He asks still holding me.

"I have a doctors appointment today, I find out the sex of my baby" He looks down at my stomach after I say this.

"Alone?" Niall asks me.

"No, Harry's driving me there." Niall looked like he was on the verge of tears.

"Oh, makes sense."
I grabbed him and held him. I felt like the lowest thing on earth. A tear streamed down my face, his body was so warm. He quickly wrapped his arms around me,

"I love you so much." he says to me.

"How? I've hurt you so much." He looked me in my blue eyes,

"I'll always love you, no matter what you do to me." With these words I feel his lips against mines. I loved his kisses, his lips were always so soft.

"I should be going" I say wiping my tears. I turn and walk downstairs to see Harry sitting on the couch playing with the car keys.

"Ready?" He asks standing up.

"Yeah, let's go. We walk to the car and Harry helps me in. He goes around and gets in. A few moments pass and the car is silent. We come to a stop at a red light.

"What did you want it to be?" He asks looking at me.

"I've always wanted a girl." I say smiling.

"Really? I want a boy." The light turns green and he drives off. A couple minutes pass and we pull up to the doctors parking lot. When I walk in I see happy couples nervously awaiting to see how their baby is doing. Harry sits down and I walk over to check in. I sit down and a few moments go by before I hear a girl yell.

"Holy crap it's Harry Styles!" I look over to see blonde girl with blue eyes run over to Harry.

"Can I please have a picture? I'm like in love with you!" the girl says shaking.

"Sure" Harry says smiling. He quickly snaps a picture with her. The girl then hugs Harry, and when he pulled away she kissed him on the cheek.

"Thank you! I love you so much!" She says before walking over to her mom who was yelling at her to hurry up.
Just minutes after I hear the nurse.

"Alex?" I stood up and me and Harry followed her into a room. The room had a two chairs and a screen.

"Just wait in here and the doctor will be with you momentarily" She walks out and shuts the door. I sit on a blue cushioned chair. Harry sits next to me on a smaller fold up chair. He holds my hand and kisses my cheek. I get butterflies and can't help but smile.

"I'm here for you." He says smiling at me. A moment later a female doctor walks into the room.

"You guys okay today?" She asks putting on gloves.

"We're fine, just nervous." Harry says smiling.

"Harry Styles? Better hope paparazzi don't find you here." She jokes. She applies gel and looks around my stomach on the screen.

"You guys ready to find the sex?" She asks smiling.

"Yes please" I say.

"Well, it looks like you're having a baby boy, Congradulations!" I smile and stare at the screen.

"He's beautiful" I say.
Although the trouble thisnbaby brought, I loved him already. She cleaned me up and me and Harry left. As soon as we got outside paparazzi basically attacked us. I quickly covered up my stomach with my coat and purse.

"Harry what are doing here with Niall's girlfriend?" One of the paps ask.

"Just keep walking" Harry whispers to me. We climb into the car and zoom off. A few minutes of silence and Harry breaks it.

"What are you going to name him?" He asks turning a corner.

"Not sure, but I like the name Christopher" I say looking out the window.
When we get home Harry helps me out of the car and we walk into the house.

"Sooo, what's is it!" Louis asks excited.

"A boy!" Harry says and they both pretend to fangirl to eachother. I couldn't help but laugh. I look over and see Niall eating cereal. I walk over to him and sit down, looking at my ultra sound pictures.

"Can I see?" He asks looking at my pictures.

"Sure" I say and hand him the pictures.

"How cute" He says looking at the pictures.

"Thanks" I say with a smile.

"Niall ,from One Direction's, girlfriend spotted with Harry Styles? His Bestfriend?" I turn around see a picture of me and Harry on the tv. Zayn's eyes were wide and his mouth dropped. How could it already be on the news? I was only an hour ago. I run to the tv and watch it.

"One Direction flirt, Harry Styles was spotted with Alexis Slater, outside a doctors office in West London today!" I watched it and was relieved to find they didn't find out I was pregnant.
I turn to Harry who looked equally as relieved. I turned to Niall who looked miserable. He walked into the room we shared. I followed him in and shut the door.

"Niall.. Are you okay?" I ask.

"Not really" he says climbing under to covers. I layed next him, holding him.. He wrapped his arms around me.

"What are we gonna do?" I ask.

"I dont think I can be with-" Tears fill my eyes.

"I understand." I say crying,not letting him finish his sentence. He gets up and walks downstairs.
I layed there, broken. It felt like my world was coming to an end. I was confused and I felt lonely. What am I going to do? I asked myself. I closed my eyes and drifted off.
Only in my dreams I could escape.

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