Letting Go

Alex has been in love with Niall since they were twelve years old. Little does Alex know that he feels the same. Will they finally become a couple? Will Niall's upcoming fame tear them apart? Will this turn into a happy ending, or become and unforgettable tragedy?


14. It's All My Fault

A day goes by and I get discharged from the hospital. The news about Niall went viral in less than 12 hours. As me and Harry left the hospital thousands of fans crowded around the hospital. Paparazzi snapped endless pictures of Harry, Christopher, and I. We got into the car and drove off. I haven't got to see Niall yet. I don't want to. I couldn't handle myself, I'd be a sobbing mess. When the boys heard about the accident they rushed to the hospital instantly. There were tears in everybodies eyes.
Me and Harry had no choice but to go back to Liam's house. When we got back I noticed Danielle sitting on the couch. I sat on the couch next to her and took Christopher out of his carseat.

"Awe he looks just like Harry!" Danielle says looking at Chris.

"I know." I said smiling at her. I look down and notice he opened his eyes. His eyes were a beautiful emerald green color, just like Harry's. He also had small dimples, just like Harry.

"Can I hold him?" She asked looking at me with a big smile.

"Sure" I say handing him over to her. She held him and Liam, who was sitting beside her, looked down at him and smiled. It was so adorable, they looked as if it was there's.

"He's so adorable." Liam says as he played with his hands.

"Holding him makes me want a baby of my own." Danielle says looking at me. Liam's eyes widend and me and Harry erupted in laughter at him.

"Can I hold my baby?" Harry says from the other couch.

"Of course." Danille laughs. Harry gets up and holds Chris and takes him back to the couch. He stared at our child and smiled. Christopher held on to Harry's finger and Harry kissed his forehead. I got butterflies. This is the type of family I always dreamed of.
Liam's phone rang and he answered. I could faintly here Zayn on the other end. A few moments passed and he hung up the phone.

"I'm going to go visit Niall, anyone want to come." I looked down for a second. I had forgotten about him for a short while.

"Alex, you have to come." Harry says to me. I sigh and agree. We all get into the car and drive back to the hospital. When we get there all the fans were gone and there was security at the door. They let us through and we all went into Niall's room. My heart dropped when I saw Niall hooked up to the machines with his eyes closed. He looked so peaceful, as if he was just sleeping. Tears instantly filled my eyes as soon as I walked into the room. Harry set down the carseat and sat next to him. I sat in the chair on the other side of him. He had a large cut on his forehead that was stiched up. He had sratches and bruises everywhere. Tears started streaming down my faceas I just sat there.

"How's he doing?" Liam asked the doctor.

"He's doing pretty good. His heart is beating at a normal rate."

"Do you have any idea when he might come out?" Harry asked.

"Hard to tell. Couple be a couple days, or a couple months." The doctor said looking down at a clipboard. I lose it and just start to sob. Harry comes around and holds me.

"He's going to be okay. I promise." He says holding me.

"What if he doesn't? This is all my fault." I hide my face in his chest and just cry.

"It's not your fault Alex." he assures me. It was my fault though, I was the one who had to cheat. I was the one who had to be with Harry. I was the one who got pregnant. I was the one who caused an obsessed fan to knock us off the road. I look at Niall and held his hand.

"You can get through this Niall, i love youso much." I cry.

"The doctor says we have to go now." Liam says. I look over at Niall one last time.

"You can get through this Nialler. I love you." I grab Chris and we all leave. Halfway down the hall the doctor calls us all back . He had a very frantic look on his face, like he had seen a ghost. We all rush over to see what had happen. I look into Niall's room and my heart drops and tears fill my eyes..

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