Letting Go

Alex has been in love with Niall since they were twelve years old. Little does Alex know that he feels the same. Will they finally become a couple? Will Niall's upcoming fame tear them apart? Will this turn into a happy ending, or become and unforgettable tragedy?


16. I Kinda Like It

The next day I'm awaken by Christopher crying. Harry picked him up and took him downstairs, to make a bottle I assumed. I layed in bed staring out the window, just thinking about everything. I never thought that I would be living this life style.. especially with Harry. I push the sheets back and step out of bed. I looked in the mirror and lifted up my shirt. I frowned at the sight of my flabby stomach.

"You're beautiful, don't worry." I pull my shirt and quickly turn to see Niall leaning in the doorway with his arms crossed, smiling. I smile and walk towards him.

"I don't feel beautiful." I say looking up to him. All the boys were so much taller than me. He wrapped his arms around me, and I couldn't help but get butterflys. Eventhough I did have a child with Harry, I was still deeply in love with Niall.

"How'd you sleep?" He says smiling at me.

"Not so great.. the baby kept me up." I say giving him the puppy dog look.

"Awe, I'm sorry." He says pulling his arms away. We walk downstairs to see the boys gone, except for Harry and the baby.

"Where is everyone?" I asked Harry. "Out with their girlfriends." Harry says feeding Chris.

"Babe, I'm going to take Christopher to see his grandma today, is that okay?" He says looking up to me. I noticed Chris was holding on to Harry's finger, again.

"Yeah, it's fine. I'll just stay here with Niall. Help him refresh his memory some more." I say smiling at Niall.

"Well, alright." Harry says getting up. About an hour passes and Harry's out the door.

I plop on the couch and pull out my phone. I see millions of tweets regarding Harry, the baby, and I. Some good, some bad. I noticed "-B" stopped tweeting me. I was so relieved. Niall came and sat next to me looking down at his phone also.

"Look at all these girls saying they love me!" Niall says shoving his phone in my face.

"Yes Niall, fans adore you." I say sarcastically as I look back at my phone. He pulls his phone back and scrolls through his tweets. I look at him look down at his phone, he looks so perfect. I wonder if he still loves me. Well, of course he should. He doesn't remember I cheated, or that we were even together. I sit up and scoot closer to him. He looks at me and smile. He wraps his arms around me and we watch tv. I loved him so much, still. I looked up at him and back down before he could notice, but it was too late.

"Watcha lookin at?" He smiles at me.

"Oh, nothing." I say looking back up at him. We just stare into eachothers eyes for a minute and he leans down crashing his lips into mine. Me and him start to kiss, and suddenly I end up on his lap. We continue kissing, and niall picks me up and takes me to the room. He closes the door and locks it. He set me on the bed and hovered over me, still kissing me. He starts to kiss down my as he slips of my jeans. Is this really happeneing? He takes off his shirt and takes mine off. I climb on top of him and takes off his remaining clothes...

About an hour or two passes and I roll over on my back out of breathe. I lay back and look up at the ceiling. I look over at Niall who was completly naked. He looks at me and smiles. He wrapped his arms around me and I could feel his heart still racing. I finally caught my breathe and looked up at him.

"We can not tell Harry about this.." Niall laughs and kisses me.

"Secrets safe with me." he winks at me. He looks into my eyes and his face gets serious.

"I love you, Alex." I swallow nervously and my eyes widen.

"I love you too, Niall." I say choking on my words. We hear the door open downstairs and scramble to get dressed. I slip on my sweats as I hear footsteps up the stairs. I slip my shirt on and look over to Niall, who had just slipped his on as well. I layed on the bed next to him and we both stayed quiet. Liam walked through the door with a Mcdonalds bag.

"You guys hungry?" Niall juimped up.

"I am." I giggled. Athough Niall didn't know Liam well due to the accident, he couldn't deny food. I got up after him and we walked downstairs to see everyone else eating. Harry walked through the door with Chris. I shot up to get my baby, I missed him. I held out my arms to Harry saying.

"There's my beautiful baby, I missed you." In a baby voice. Harry handed me our baby and walked over to the table. I sat on the couch with Christopher. I looked into his little emerald green eyes. He smiled at me and my heart sank, I loved this child.
I looked outside to see the sun begginning to set. Did I really just have sex with Niall? What is wrong with me? I hate this love trianlge between Harry, Niall, and I. The worst part is, I was forced into the descion of being with Harry. Although I loved Harry, I wanted to be with Niall desperatly.
I looked over at Niall who was eating a hamburger. He was so adorable. He looked at me with his mouth full and smiled. I chuckled, he looked so cute. I put Chris in his little crib by the couch and walked to the kitchen. I sat next to Harry and he kissed me.

"I missed you babe." He said wrapping his arms around me. Niall looked at me and looked down at his food. I could tell he was hurting. I looked back at Harry and smiled.

"I missed you too Harry." I lied. I gave a little smile at Niall and he smiled back. I walked back to the couch and turned on the tv.Iit was the news. It was talking about Harry and the baby, I watched interested. Harry sat next to me and watched. The tv displayed pictures of all of us walking out of the hospital. There was a short video too, it showed Niall looking around at everyone amazed and me and Harry craddling Chris trying to get into the car. Niall sat down next to us and looked into the tv.

"Hey I'm on the tv!" Me and Harry look at him and laugh.

"Yes Niall, you're on the tv quite a lot." Harry says to him. I laugh and look over at him. His blue eyes glistened in the tv light. His brownish blonde hair was flipped up like usuall. He was wearing a black tank top and sweats. We changed the channel and started talking.

"Let's do something." Harry said to me and Niall.

"Like what Harry." I say looking over to him.

"I dunno, I'm just bored." He says leaning back on the couch.

"Let's go swimming!" Niall blurts. Me and Harry look at him with a weird expression.

"It is getting dark outside." I say to him.

"It's called night swimming" He says back to me.

"I'm down!" Louis and Zayn shout from the kitchen.
We all change and go outside to Liam's pool. It was huge. There was a hot tub and a slide. Liam stayed inside with the baby. I took off my towel and stepped into the hot tub. Harry, Zayn, and Louis dove into the pool all together. Niall walked over and stepped into the hotub with me.

"Why you in here?" He asks.

"It's too cold in the other pool." I say looking over at the boys swimming. There was a big rock in the way, hiding me and Niall. He sits next to me and holds my hand.

"This tub is so warm." He says to me.

"I know, I love it." I say smiling to him. We start talking a little more and once again, his lips crash into mine. He kissed me for a minute and pulled away.

"I just can't keep my hands off you." He says to me in an almost whisper. I blush and look at him, I peck him on the lips and step out of the hotub.

"Let's jump in the pool!" Niall suggests.

"Have you lost your mind?" I say to him stopping in my place. I realized he had actually lost his mind.. He looks at me and smiles. I looked away and suddenly I felt arms around me. Niall picked me up and jumped in the pool with me in his arms. My body hit the water and I felt a rush of cold water. When my head reached the surface I looked over at Niall.

"You asshole!" I yell splashing water at him. I was so cold. Harry swam over and held me, his body was warm. All the boys were laughing like idiots.

"It's not funny!" I yell jokingly.

"Oh yes it is!" Zayn yells laughing with Louis who was sitting at the edge of the pool. Liam walked out with Chris in his arms.

"What's going on out here? I'm trying to put this child to sleep. We all look over at Liam who was wearing a kitchen apron with the baby in his arms. We all erupt in laughter. He looks at us in confusion.

"What are you guys laughing at?" Liam says looking around.

"What have you got on?" Louis says trying to stop laughing.

"It's an apron, have you never seen one before?" Liam said.

"Why are you wearing that?" I said laughing.

"The baby kept spitting while I was trying to put him to sleep." We couldn't help but keep laughing.

We all got out of the pool and went inside. We all sat around and watched tv the rest of the night. I couldn't help but htink, am I going to tell Harry? I cleared my mind and just watched tv. Life was so mixed up for me, but I kinda liked it.

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