Forever and Always

18 year old, Kyli Darlington, gets abused by her foster dad. She runs away to her best friends Ashley's house. There she will find love, hate, fights, and things she never imagine. Along the way she meets a special person and has to make a decisions that may change her life forever.


19. Decisions

Kyli's POV-

It has been almost two week and Ashley and I are still undecided of what we wanted to do. We went out to lunch to talk it over. "Ok, so what's your idea?" I think we should forget Oxford and go on tour," I spitted at Ashley hoping she would agree with me. 

"ARE YOU CRAZY?! You are really throwing away Oxford for something stupid!" Ashley whispered loudly. My face was bright red, furious of  what she said. "Well Kyli...Are you seriously dumb enough to let your education go to waste?" My fiery fist gripped tightly onto the my cold glass. My palm numbing. I wanted to slap her so hard. Ashley doesn't understand love because she could fine one in  two seconds if she wanted, but me it's different. I really love Niall.

"But I love him...," I finally let out a breathe. "I'm just so confuse my heart says tour but my mind says Oxford. I just don't know what to choose and if I do pick Oxford how will I tell Niall. I started sobbing, not realizing this was harder than I thought. "I think I should go with my heart. That's what's best. Do you think so?" Ashley rolled her eyes. 

'No! That's stupid Ky," Ashley let out a big sigh. "Look... I love Harry and the lads but Oxford is a lifetime opportunity and we can't just say no to OUR dreams. Besides I bet they don't even love us like they say they do." I was flaming with anger, steam coming out of my ears. I rose up.

"I bet you wouldn't know what love is if it hit you with a bus!" I snapped viciously. I don't know what was more shocking, Ashley just saying that to my face or the fact that i stood up to her. "You don't know the connection that me and Niall have! Sorry I'm not a slut whore bag like you and can get any guy that walks in the door." I was letting out the worst side of me. I felt like I couldn't stop my rage. Words flowing out of my mouth like endless rain."By the way I can give less of a damn about Oxford that was YOUR dream school not mine!" I lied. Ashley mouth dropped in surprise of my language.She's gone speechless, bewildered of everything that just occurred.  My eyes started to flood.

"Sweetie..." Ashley trying to find the right words to say. "I'm sorry but you gotta get a reality check. I know how much you care for him but he loves you enough to understand. I apologize for my mean words but I'm only telling the truth. Niall will understand and wants you to make the right choice," Ashley said with an assuring voice. My mind was spinning, I felt broken, and beaten.I buried my face into my blistering hands. "Hon, if you truly love someone you gotta set them free. I looked up at Ashley with an evil glare. I hated that saying. I took in a deep breathe and finally made my decision

Kyli's POV-

I finally saw Niall today and he's just been dying for answers.He looked like a love sick puppy. He bombarded me with billions of questions,"So babe... what did you choose?  Tour in heaven, or the dungeon in hell you call school," he said jokingly. "No pressure your choice," he smiled perfectly. I grabbed his hands gently stroking it. His eyes glues on to me with with that beautiful crooked smile. I took in a deep breathe.

" I have decided..." I couldn't say it I knew it would hurt him just as much as it's hurting me. I stared at the ground."Oxford", I mumbled softly. I looked back up to see his wonderful smile turning into a frown. "I'm sorry sorry but it's a big deal for me and I can't pass up something like this. Please don't be mad." 

Niall's POV-

I just sat there frozen. I was for sure Kyli was going to choose coming on tour with us.She was hooked on it yesterday. What changed her mind? I bet that son of bitch made her change her mind. I looked at Kyli,s saddened face. I couldn't be mad at her for chasing her dreams. "Love, It.s fine. I can't be mad at something you worked hard for. I understand completely and i'm happy for you. I just want you to know that I love you, always have and always will." I kissed her soft pink lips not wanting to let go, but she pulled away. She did a cute laughed. It was refreshing to see a smile on her face. I wanted to spend every last minute with her knowing we are going to be separated tomorrow.   




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