Doesn't last forever

I just want to show my real self. I don't wanna act anymore. It's been to long. You changed my life. You made me open to who I really was and showed everyone that I wasn't this. I really do love you and I hope we last forever. But does it? Does it last forever?


1. Does it even start with a I love you?

Krissy's POV

I sat behind the waterfall that my mum showed me when I was a little girl. This was the only place that made me feel like myself. I was that popular bitch who everyone loved because they thought I was pretty and popular. They didn't care about anything other than that. The girls wanted to be my best friend and the guys wanted to be my boyfriend. But this isn't me at all. I don't act like that. I guess I am a scared girl who is afraid to show everyone my true colours.

I shoved my face into my hands and just sobbed. I jut cried and cried into my hands. Thats all I wanted to do at the moment.

"Krissy?" I heard. My head shot up and I looked at the one and only Payne. I didn't know his name because we just called him Payne.

"What do you want Payne." I snapped at him.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing. Just leave me alone."

"Tell me what happened." He said and sat beside me on the pavement floor.

"Like you care."

"I do. I would never want to hurt you."

"Its nothing. Let's just drop it from there. Nothing more."

He sighed.

"It's a pretty waterfall." He whispered.

"What are you doing here?" I asked and wiped off the left over tears.

"Well I guess we both come here for the same reason. To think."

"Yeah that's why I come here." I said and shivered from the cold air. He stripped off his jacket and put it on my shoulders. I flinched and moved away while the tears continued to fall down.

"It's okay. I promise I won't hurt you." He said and put the jacket on me.

"Why?" I asked.

"Why what."

"Why be nice to me when I'm a bitch."

"Because that girl at school isn't really you."
I smiled a little but the tears continued to stream on my face.

"Now will you tell me why your crying?"

"The reason is quite pathetic but every body doesn't want to be friends or girlfriend with me. They want to be those things with Krissy Frost. The popular side of me. And some other reasons."

"What other reasons?"

"If I told you, you would tell everyone and then I will become the most hated person ever."

"I promise." He said and stuck out his pinky. I giggled a little and interlocked my pinky with his. I didn't want to say this part so I just turned my head so he could see my right cheek.

"Oh my god Krissy! What happened to your cheek." He said while caressing my cheek gently.

"If I told you he would kill me." I said while more tears fell down.

I don't know why but I liked Payne's company. He made me feel safe and that I had some one who actually cared for me and that he didn't just wanna be here for Krissy Frost but here for Krissy.

"Who did this to you?" He said with tons of concern in his voice.

"It's okay Payne. I promise I'm fine. Its just a bruise that make up can fix." I said with a weak smile.

"So......... It's not okay Krissy. Who did this to you?"

"But if I told you, he would kill me like I said."

"I don't care. I will be here through everything. Just please tell me." He said with so much concern.
I didn't want to. This night has already been a total disaster. I didn't want to ruin it any more.

"Can we please talk about this later?"

"Yeah. I'm sorry Krissy. I just don't like to see people hurt."

"No, I'm sorry that I'm such a mess. You didn't do anything and all I have done is cry and be mean to you."

"It doesn't hurt to cry. Actually crying makes people feel better." He said and looked me right in my blue eyes.

"But girls are very sensitive and cry easily while guys hold in their tears."

"Well I don't hold mine in. I was on the X factor not to long ago and when I heard I wasn't going through I was devastated and cried on live TV."

"I actually saw that. But you were cute when you cried. I probably have make up smeared all over my face. I look like a screwed up mess."

"Don't say that. Your still beautiful even when you cry." I started blushing this boy had a effect on me and I tried not to show it so I changed the subject

"Tell me your name." I said with more confidence than I wanted.


"Sorry for asking about that. It's just everybody calls you Payne and I didn't know it."

"It's fine. You can ask me anything."
I looked up at him and he smiled. Something about him was really different. He wasn't here because he wanted to use me but he was here because he really cared about me. My insides burst with butterflies and sparks. It surprised me for a second because I was new to the feeling. It was just weird that the feeling was running through me body.

"What time is it?"

He checked his watch and answered.


"Oh no. I have to go! My dad is going to kill me."
I said and stood up quickly.

"Wait!" He yelled before I ran away.

"Your dad did this to you." He said and touched my cheek very gently.
I didn't answer because he was right. He was 100% right. And I was scared to admit it.

"I promise not to tell anyone. But take my number and call me if this happens again or if you just need someone to talk to. I will always be here." He said and wrote his number on a receipt that he had.

"Here. Now promise me you will do this."

"I promise. Thank you."

He gently kissed my cheek and I waved and wondered off.

Liam's POV

"I promise not to tell anyone. But take my number and call me if this happens again or if you just need someone to talk to. I will always be here."

I said and dug my hands in my pocket. I found a wrinkled receipt and wrote my number on it. I handed it to her gently.

"I promise. Thank you. And call me Kris."

She more whispered it but loud enough were I could here over the loud waterfall.
I decided to kiss her cheek with the bruise on it but very gently were she wouldn't feel pain. She waved her hand bye and ran away. I felt really sorry for Krissy but that wasn't the reason why I stayed. I fancied her and I didn't want to. I always liked her in the beginning but her friends always pushed me away. They made my confidence run down on talking to her. She then became popular and started dating all these jocks. I knew that I wasn't like those jocks so I just forgot about her. I stayed with my best friends and just continued on my life. I then auditioned for X factor and I was happy. It was the best experience I ever had. It was fun but my dreams got crushed when we went to the judges house. I wasn't ready and Simon was right. I wasn't. So I came back to school and was going to come back in two years. I just had to. Singing was my life. But when I came back, "Krissy's friends" made fun of me about me and that I wasn't qualified for singing but singing made me feel open. Singing had a big effect on me. I felt like I could be whoever I want. I loved singing more than anything. So I got bullied by them but never from Krissy. She just didn't care about making me miserable thats what made my feelings open up for her more. I guess this is just complicated for me.
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