Your little things

The freak. The fat girl. The girl who cuts her wrists. The girl with acne. The girl that no one wants to be friends with. The girl who loves a 'gay' boyband. The girl that nobody likes. The girl that can't afford fancy clothes. That's me. Alayna Harper, 18 years old. 10 years ago, my parents died in a car accident. I was devastated. Can you imagine? Your whole family dying, when you're 8. I now live with my aunt. Who is terrible. All she does is smoke, drink and watch TV. I have to work at McDonald's, just to keep us alive. I get bullied in school, I mean, why would anyone want to be friends with me? I'm the weird girl.


15. Paps

I sat in silence, looking out of the window from the moving car. Louis was in the drivers seat, eyes focoused on the road. Raven was in the back, silent aswell. The radio was on, not very loud though. A familiar melody played through the speakers; Kiss Me by Ed Sheeran. Louis drummed the leather steering wheel in time with the music. "Kiss me like you wanna be loved, you wanna be loved, you wanna be loved. This feels like falling in love, I'm falling love, I'm falling love." He sang along quietly. I loved that song, but I wasn't gonna let Louis win over me with the 'Alayna sing' thing. I wasn't gonna sing infront of him. He pulled up by the big house and we stepped out. Suddently a thousand flashes flashed at my face. "Alayna wha-" "Louis te-" Voices yelled all around me and I was in panic. I felt a strong arm around my shoulders as Louis pulled me into his arms. We locked the door behind us as we ran inside. "What. was that?" I said, still panting. Louis let my shoulders go and sighed. "Paps." I drew the curtain of the window the to the door aside and a thousand flashes hit my eyes again. Quickly I dragged the curtain shut and turned around. "You have to deal with that every day?" I said and pointed back at the door. "Well, not every day, but almost. Are you okay?" He said concerned. "Yeah, I'm a bit claustrophobic that's all." I said. "Aw come here." Louis took me into his embrace and gave me a warm hug. I hugged him back but then furrowed my eyebrows. "Hold on, where's Raven?" I said and pulled away from him. He threw his hands down his pockets and looked around. "I dunno." He said. "Over here!" A familiar voice called from further in the house. Ravens head popped out from behind the corner. "Where were you?" I said. "Well you bastards locked the door so I had to run out back and come in through the back door." Louis laughed a little. "Sorry." He said and smiled. She stuck out her tongue at him and walked upstairs, to Harry probably. "You hungry?" I said and headed towards the kitchen. "Yeah." He followed me. I took out a bag of sandwiches, butter, cheese and some ham. I started preparing the snadwiches as Louis leaned against the counter beside me.

"Did I do them good?" I said and Louis nodded "Delicious." He said and smiled. "So listen." He continued. "I'm going to this party tonight and well... I was wondering if you wanted to come?" He said, a bit shyly. I gave it a moments of thaught. "Yeah, sure." He smiled. "Good! Then go get dressed, we leave in 30 minutes!" "30 minutes?" That was soon. He nodded and I just shrugged my shoulders. I didn't need that much time to get ready.

I stepped out of the car and once again I was blinded by flashes. I could barely make out the sign on the building infront of me. 'Funky Buddha' it said. Louis grabbed my arm and led me inside, away from the flashes. The club was big, full of blinking lights and loud music. People were all over the dance floor. At least 90% of them was drunk, I'm sure. Louis grabbed my hand and intertwined his fingers with mine. He walked in the direction of the pub. "Do you want anything?" He yelled above the music to me. I shook my head. I didn't drink. I hadn't and I didn't plan on starting that night either. He nodded and ordered something for himself. About 30 minutes later I was alone. Louis was out at the dancefloor, just shaking his ass all carefree. I think he had too many drinks. I stood at the bar, just laughing to myself at Louis epic dancemoves. Suddently something hit my bum. I quickly turned around and looked at a tall 20-25 year old guy. Obviously  drunk. "Hey sexy, what are you doing here all alone?" He blurted out. "Leave me alone." I said and turned around again. "Do you wanna have some fun tonight?" He whispered in my ear, causing me to shiver. He grabbed my bum in a firm grip. "Hey get off me!" I tried getting away but I was stuck in his arms. Suddently a fist flashed through my sight, hitting the guy behind me, causing him to fall on the ground with a bloody nose. Louis jumped on him, hitting him in the face several times. I had a horrible feeling of déjà vu from the night of my bithday party. "Okay Louis that's enough." I grabbed his arm, trying to pull him of. "Louis that's enough!" I yelled, dragging his arm with all my power. I dragged him towards the toilets, his sight never left the guy on the floor. Not until we were inside a toilet and I locked the door I let his arm go. "What is wrong with you?" I exclaimed. "What? He was harassing you!" He yelled. "That doesn't mean you have to beat him until he passes out!" I yelled back. "You don't have to protect me Louis! I can deal with myself!" I yelled. "Oh god you can't see it can you?" He said in a normal tone and laughed a bit. "What can't I see Louis?" I said. "Oh my god have you not been noticing anything lately?" He said and lughed. "What? Tell me! What haven't I've been noticing?" I said annoyed. He held his hand over his mouth and looked up at the ceiling. "You really can't see what I've been trying to tell you the past days? Me holdning your hand, hugging you, cuddling with you. Why can't you see, that I'm in love with you Alayna?" I was speechless. I couldn't make a sound. I just stared at him. He laughed slightly and then headed out of the room, leaving me wondering.

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