Unfolding Journey

Well Johanna, is just trying to find her way in the world just like everyone else. Things couldnt be going any better right now. She has a great boyfriend (so she thinks). But suddenly things are unfolding, she finds herself falling in love with more than one guy from 1D see how this journey and one simple mistake changes her life forever. Her one choice could make or brake the band. Does she choose or do the unthinkable?


19. serious regret!

I woke this morning with the biggest headache it feels like someone decided to sit on my temples. Ugh I could just use a few more hours of sleep. 'whatever you like cause we own the night", my alarm clock start going off letting me know i seriously need to get going I have class this morning then work today was going to suck. I threw on some shorts, toms and my yellow pullover and grabbed my pack. I had philosophy which was just a 10 minute walk and like 7 minutes from there to the cafe. I sat through the whole lecture lost in though about what had happened last night. I just couldn't focus as much as I love the subject I couldn't get my mind off of it. Harry was making me angry I really couldn't stand to look at Louis after all that hurt just turned into anger. I actually quite liked Hunter but I doubt he wants to see me again not after last night I made hi leave as soon as he dropped me off. I took my stroll to the cafe. To be honest I was glad one to make sure Diantha was OK and two so I would be busy doing something. I walked into to the cafe and made myself a french vanilla latte before signing in. I sat at my usual booth and pulled out a magazine. Diantha bounced up sitting at the table across from. "Well you must of had fun since you left me", she smiled at me playfully. "Yah about that I'm so sorry", "no don't be I'm just happy my little girl became a woman", she said pretending to wipe a tear. "Yea about that", "Uh- oh", her eyes got big and I turned to see who was walking over to us. You have got to be kidding me you would thing he would have got the memo last night that I didn't want to see him like ever. Diantha stood up "I will just let you to talk" and he just took her place looking at me. "What the hell do you want?", I spat at him. "I just wanted to apologize about blowing up on you last, i don't know what came over me. Just seeing him all over you, pleasuring you..", he closed his eyes trying to hide his anger. "why`d you do it?", I asked through gritted teeth he was not getting away that easily. "because the thought of him and you, it just made me angry Johanna I wanted that to be me not him, It should have been me pleasuring you not him!", "how do you figure that!?", I spat again. He looked at me clearly piercing me with his stare "Because you should be mine!", "well you ruined that chance didn't you!", my voice was hitting him like venom, if only words could kill. "Beside the point you were about to give yourself to him, you were going to be his, you where going to let him be the one to steal your innocence, it should be me!!", he whispered. "I was not going to be anyone's Harry, I'm not property you cant just claim me, and he wasn't going to still my innocence if I wanted him to take it. And what way should you think you have the right to take it?", he grabbed my hands in his and looked down at them "Because I love you", I have to admit it made my heart all warm and fuzzy, but i sure was going to act as if it meant nothing I was not about to fall for any of these guys again for as long as I could help it, I wasn't  going to fall in love with anyone ever again. I snatched my hand away crossing my arms over my chest and looked at him squarely "Well you sure have a funny way of showing it. You know what? You just lied!! I hate Liars Harry!!!, So how many girls did you sleep with? How many times did you think of me when you were with them, How many times did you once go after me, How many time did you try and make me believe you?, NONE!!!!, so cut the crap you don't love me none of you ever did, I was just to dumb to fall for you and not realize it was just a stupid game!". I said through gritted teeth, In my mind I was strangling him right now. How can you love someone so much you hate them? He was angry now he jumped up grabbing my hand spinning me around. He was yelling at me now, somehow he was the only one that could scare me, but I didn't let it show.  "You listen Johanna Elizabeth Hahn, I love you and you love me and I will make you see that, no matter what it takes, you will be mine". He forcefully smashed his lips onto mine. I tried to fight it push him away but he was just to strong, and I could smell alcohol on his breathe that explained a lot. He pulled away and growled in my ear "kiss me back, kiss me like you will never kiss me again!", he nipped on my ear sending shivers down my spine, i went weak at the knees but he just pulled me closer to him and growled again "see how i make you, you love me, your weak just from me touching you", he smashed his lips to mine again even harder than the first time his kiss was rough and was leaving me completely breathless, I couldn't think, my mind was racing nothing was making since at all. Before i knew it I was kissing him back. He pulled away smirked at me and walked out. I couldn't handle it I felt my knees began to buckle and had to sit down quickly. I just closed my eyes and breathed in. I took a sip of my coffee and went behind the counter to a very wide eyed Diantha. "Don't say anything", I said she put her hands up as to surrender and Just chuckled. There rest of the day at work went by very slowly, and it left me in a grumpy mood. I didn't bother to check my phone because I knew I had some text from a certain person that I did not want to see. I looked at the clock 3 minutes til close and guess who walks through the door with the biggest smile, Followed by a face that could kill.

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