Unfolding Journey

Well Johanna, is just trying to find her way in the world just like everyone else. Things couldnt be going any better right now. She has a great boyfriend (so she thinks). But suddenly things are unfolding, she finds herself falling in love with more than one guy from 1D see how this journey and one simple mistake changes her life forever. Her one choice could make or brake the band. Does she choose or do the unthinkable?


24. Moving on

I drove home with Liam in the passenger seat. The car ride was quiet and a bit awkward. I realized this was the first time I was alone with Liam in over 4 months. The only thing was i didnt get those butterflies when I was around him, I wasnt nervous or excited, I didnt feel anything but hurt and I couldnt blame anyone but myself for that. I pulled up to my flat and Liam looked at me with confusion written over his place. Oh thats right I never told Liam the only people that know are Harry and Louis, the thought brought back memories bringing tears to the brim of my eyes "I will explain it inside". He nodded and got out following me to the door. I walked in kicking my shoes off and walking into the kitchen "make yourself at home", I called to Liam as I walked into the kitchen. I suddenly realized besides the intial fact that i was tired, and sad, I was starving. I grabbed a bowl and some fresh strawberries out of the fridge, then some eggs and began to scramble them while toasting some bread. After making the eggs i put them in between the bread and make a sandwich with my strawberries. I pop a strawberry in my mouth, with my plate in hand, and turn to see Liam with a grin. "What?", I ask with a full mouth. He just chuckles and nods "nothing". I just shrug and walked into the living room and plop on the couch with Liam doing the same. "Ok, Johanna so tell me what happened between you and Harry?", He looked at the floor avoiding my face. I braced my self I would feel better once I got this off my chest. "Well it started really when the day that Louis kissed me. And I saw you with that girl it hurt me, and well Harry was there to see if I was ok and well he made me feel better and he met my mother and she liked him quite a lot and well then I kissed him, thats when I started to have feelings for him. And well then that arguement between you and me and well I didnt speak to you guys for a while, and well I started to date Dylan again", This caught his attention, liam`s face hardened "Johanna, why would you go back to him he cheated on you?". I looked down suddenely ashamed "I dunno he kept saying he loved me and was really sorry, and I felt alone since mum moved to napaul, and he was there. Well thats were Louis came in. Everything happened so fast I fell in Louis, but when we came to tell you it went all wrong and Louis, he broke up with me", I was now silently crying. Liam just looked at me with a blank expression showing no emotion. "It hurt, more than when I found out when Dylan was cheating, i started to go into a depression and lost a lot of weight and I started going out more, and well something happened I went home with a guy Hunter to be exact". Liam`s face widened in shock "did you..?". I shook my head no "We almost did, but Louis, Zayn, and Harry were there, I didnt know it was Harry`s cousin. I was just trying to get over Louis. But it made Harry very angry. He was mad because me and hunter we were drunk and..high". Liam looked away from me "Have you smoked since", "No that was the only time, but anyway I havent spoken to hunter since the day after that.. and thats how me and Harry sort of happened.". He looked at me wanting me to continue "I was hurt because Louis acted like he didnt care and Harry said that he would come to an agreement with me. So we began to become...physical...and i started falling for him we had been 'together' for about a month and i finally realized that i was over Louis for the most part but falling for harry, but then I found out he slept with Ashley, and when I asked him today he didnt deny it", I was crying even more but they were hot silent tears. Liam closed his eyes clenching his fists, and rested his head on the back of the sofa. After a minute he spoke "So Harry took your virginity", it wasnt really a question. After a while of intense quiet, Liam opened his eyes and looked at me , not moving his head. He looked into my eyes almost on the verge of tears "And us?", he whispered shutting his eyes again. I just sat there stunned I wasnt expecting that. I couldnt handle this not now this was all to much. I had to be alone now. I tried to open my mouth but was completely lost for words. I did what I did best. Run. before i made it to my door Liam grabbed my arm with tears in both of ours but behind his eyes were filled with Anger and sadness. "You didnt care for me did you?",  He yelled at me tightening his grip. "Are you kidding Liam, I wanted you, but it was obvious you didnt care for me, you hurt me too Liam", "DAMNIT JOHANNA WHAT DID YOU WANT FROM ME???", "I WANTED YOU TO GO AFTER ME LIAM, I WANTED YOU TO FIGHT FOR ME!!!!", I jerked out of his grip slamming the door in his face. I crawled into bed hugging myself tightly and cried my self to sleep.

*Liam`s P.O.V.*

I just stood there facing the door that just slammed in my face with tears running down my eyes. I felt numb, empty inside. How could I just yell at her like that after all that she has been through I always yell at her. I walked to the bedroom across from hers dispersing my shirt and pants and crawled into bed. I love her, and have from the minute I saw her. I let my anger get the best of me , and hurt her far more than I ever knew. Her words kept replaying in my head 'i wanted you to go after me Liam, I wanted you to fight for me', she was right I should have faught for her, each and everytime. If i wouldnt have let her go none of this would have happened, she would be mine, and I would have been the one to take her innocence. But i wont make the same mistake ever again. I wont let her go this time I will fight for her no matter what it takes.

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