Unfolding Journey

Well Johanna, is just trying to find her way in the world just like everyone else. Things couldnt be going any better right now. She has a great boyfriend (so she thinks). But suddenly things are unfolding, she finds herself falling in love with more than one guy from 1D see how this journey and one simple mistake changes her life forever. Her one choice could make or brake the band. Does she choose or do the unthinkable?


11. moving on fast

I woke up to the sun shining in my face and the smell of french toast. I rolled out of bed and went into the bathroom to brush my teeth. Well last night was weird after hanging with the guys I found them all likable. I knew me and Louis were going to be best of friends we got on really well, and I had a kind of school girl chrush on him but I wasnt going to push it. Liam hurt me a little yesterday and still hadnt spoken to me though he did try and call, I knew I liked him and he liked me too. He said he did, but yet he tried to hurt me. Then there was the Harry thing I mean I kissed him and he already had dinner and met my mom, and I liked him way more than I should. When I walked into the kitchen my mom was just setting out the plates. "Goodmorning sweety, how did you sleep?", "good mum, and you?", "just fine". We sat down and began to eat. "So are you going to tell me what happened between you and Dylan, I thought you too really loved each other?", "I did mum", I said starting to get teary eyed. "well what happened?", she pushed I knew she wasnt going to let it go. I just didnt know how to say my lien cheating boyfriend did it all because he wanted what I wasnt willing to do. "Mum, he was cheating...", "oh Anna im so sorry", "its ok im letting it go but I broke it off I just couldnt bear to look at him and know that I loved someone who wasnt completely comitted to me", "so why did he cheat?". "He said that he loved me and didnt want to hurt me. He didnt want us to end it was just that he had urges and I wasnt willing to give in. So he wasnt going to force me. He said he was going to respect it but Sarah-Grace just kept coming on to him. He said he tried to fight it but one day it just..kinda.. happened. and that they have been doing it for a while, but she meant nothing to him.". By the end of this I had stopped crying I actually felt better after telling her. "So how do you feel?", "I mean I was really hurt but the guys made me feel so much better", "the guys?", "yes Harry and his friends". "oh sweety I really like him and I can tell he makes you happy", "they all  do but its just making everything complicated, im really confused", "About what Johanna?". "Mum I.. well me and Harry kissed last night?", "I know, I kinda walked in to him saying something about 'what you thought best' and then bam!, but dont worry I walked away". I laughed my mum always had great timing. "But whats so confusing you wanted to kiss him and I could tell he wanted to kiss you too", "Well I did but..Liam he kinda was there when the whole Dylan thing went down, well they all were, but Liam he said he liked me and we kissed twice and well I know I like him too and well then we all hung out yesterday and Louis kissed me out of no where infront of everyone and well then Liam got mad and ran off when we found him he was with this girl and she kissed him he wouldnt look at me I knew he felt guitly", "anything else?", my mum asked. "Well I was kinda upset and mad that he did it to hurt me and so I walked out to leave and there was Dylan with Sarah-Grace and I just lost it so I went to the gym, Harry followed me there and just watched me for two hours not saying anything he said he wanted to talk so thats were coming to back here came in that and I needed to shower first, he already knew about the liam thing I told him cause they didnt know why Liam would get so mad", I was talking really fast by the time I finished. My mum just sat there taking it in "So you like them, but which one?". I sighed, "I like Louis but more as freinds I do have a crush on him, he was actually the first one I noticed. But then Liam was there for me and He is so sweet my and you know that he was the one I liked before I met them, But then harry I just.. he made me forget about everything It was like we were already dating. what do I do mum I like all of them but more than I should" I said putting my face in my hands. My mum put her hand on my shoulder and said "sweety, I understand its hard but you need to explain to them how you feel, I dont want you to rush into anything after all you just got out of a relationship.". I knew she was right but I had a feeling that my next boyfriend was going to be one of the three I liked them to much to let any of them go and I was staring to get over Dylan fast. Just then my phone started to ring it was harry. I showed it to my mom and she nodded I picked it up and skipped the stairs to talk in privacy.

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