My One and Only

Cassidy Simmons is an average 19 year old girl. She attends university, gets by with a part time job and does a webcast about One Direction with her best friend, Tori to entertain themselves. When one direction starts getting interested in this show, they decide to pay them a surprise visit. That’s when Cassidy meets Niall and starts falling for him more than she ever has for anyone. But when Niall returns these feelings, things start getting complicated. Can they survive it or will everything they once shared crash and burn?


14. Saying Goodbye




        I woke up at 6:00 a.m. to start getting ready. Last night, Niall asked me to come to the airport with him. I said yes. Tori was going to. I walked into my newly decorated washroom and took a ten minute shower before wrapping my towel around my body. I brushed my teeth before I walked into my closet and picked out a pair of black skinny jeans and a red tie front. I paired it with my black ballet flats. I sat at my vanity table and began to straighten my hair.

After I was done, I walked downstairs to the kitchen to grab a muffin. Tori was on the couch dressed and ready to go.  She was in a pair of black tights  that she paired with a red Aero Postale v neck. She put her red converse with it and had her hair in a messy bun.  “Hey, tors.” I sad while grabbing my muffin and warming it in the microwave. “Hey, Cass. What’s up?” “Eating a muffin.” I shrugged while joining her on the couch. “I’m going to miss him, Cass.” She whispered. I pulled my best friend into a hug, stroking her hair in the process. “I know. But he’ll come back.” I told her the same words that I kept telling myself.

‘You’ll miss him, but you know he’s coming back’ is what I had been telling myself since last night until this very moment. “Aren’t you going to Miss Niall?” she asked. I nodded my head slowly. “Like crazy. It’s going to be hard not having him with me but I have to keep telling myself, he’ll be back. You should tell yourself the same thing.” I informed her.  She smiled and nodded her head. “Thanks, Cassidy.” I smiled back. “Anytime, Tors.” Just then, m phone beeped. I had a text from Eleanor.

El: Hey! I’m outside. You guys ready?

Cass: Hey! Yah we’re ready. Coming outside now.

El: okie dokie :)

        “Eleanor is outside. Let’s get going.” Tori nodded and we slipped on our shoes, shoved our phones in our pockets and walked outside to Eleanor’s car. She was driving us to the airport because weren’t going to leave their cars there and tori and I didn’t have our license to drive them back. Tori sat in the front and I sat in the back. We both said bye to Eleanor before she drove off. We all didn’t talk much. I think I speak for all of us when I say we were tired as hell. 5 minutes into the car ride, Niall texted me.

Nye: Morning!!!

I smiled.

Cass: Hey! Aren’t you tired?

Nye: Not really… I went to bed as soon as I went home yesterday. didn’t you?

Cass: no. I was downloading music ‘til like three.

Nye: smh….

Cass: LOL shut up. If you got an iPod 4g and a $50 dollar gift card for iTunes you’d do the same thing. What’s up?

Nye: Nothing much, just driving to the airport with the boys. Hbu?

Cass: driving with Eleanor and Tori.

Nye: oh… how much longer do you guys have to go?

Cass: like 20 minutes.

        The boys plane got here at 9:00. It was now 7:30. I never understood why people had to get to the airport so early. To me, it was overrated. I wasn’t looking forward to this trip to the airport. T

It only meant that I wasn’t going to see Niall for six months.  I knew this day would come, but I wish it didn’t have to come at all. I wanted Niall to stay with me (A/N:I WANT YOU TO STAY…. Lol a little Rihanna there for you ;). Yah I’m weird…). But I knew that was selfish of me. Maybe he would be in Florida  by the time Tori and I went there. The plane tickets were set for after our exams were done so that we wouldn’t miss them. So, in about 3 weeks, we would be on our to Florida.

Nye: okay. The boys and I are here now so I’ll see you later?

Cass: Yup. Later xx

Nye: bye xxx

        I locked my phone and put it in my back pocket before getting comfortable in my seat. We arrived at the airport in no time. Eleanor parked her car and we piled out to set off looking for our boyfriends. We found them at the luggage department. I spotted my Irish cutie in no time. He was wearing blue, loose fitted jeans, a plain white tee and a blue and white snap back. When he looked up from his suitcase, he spotted me. he sent a smile my way and waved.

 I smiled and waved back. We met up with Perrie and Danielle who had just arrived at the same time the boys finished checking their luggage. “Hey.” Said Niall as he approached me. I smiled and hugged him while he planted a kiss on my lips. “Hey.” Was my response as rested my head on his shoulder with my arms still wrapped around his neck. “How come we don’t get hugs?!” I heard zayn complain. Perrie chuckled. “Cause she’s oblivious to everyone else when Niall comes.” I rolled my eyes and released Niall to go hug the others.

“Happy?” I asked zayn as I hugged him. “Yup. I feel loved.” I laughed and shook my head at the crazy boy and hugging Perrie before going back to Niall’s side. we all began walking to the boys terminal gate to sit on the benches near it. We had to wait for a hour until their plane came. During that time we all just talked and eventually branched off into our own little groups with our partners. “Will you be in Florida when I am?” I asked niall and my head rested on his shoulder. He shook his head. “I wish.” I sighed at his words as he stroked my hair. “You’re going to see me before the tour is over.” He mumbled.

I smiled slightly. I knew that he wasn’t sure if he would be able to have a break, but he was trying to make me feel better and I appreciated that. “The time I’m gone will go bye quickly.” He reassured me. I shook my head. “No it won’t. I’m used to seeing you every day now. It will be hard not to for six months.” He nodded understanding my words. He intertwined our fingers as I looked him straight in the eyes. “I promise I’ll call you every day.” I nodded before I kissed him. We were interrupted by Paul, who was rounding up the boys to start putting their luggage on the plane. I check my phone. It was 8:45. I sighed and got up along with Niall and walked over to Paul. he took Niall’s luggage last and left us all to say our goodbyes to each other.

I hugged all the boys. I was going to miss them also. “bye, Cassie. I’m going to miss annoying you and teasing you about Niall.” Louis faked cried into my shoulder, causing me to roll my eyes and laugh all at once. “I’ll miss you too, Lou.” I then hugged Harry, then Liam, then Zayn before my attention was averted back to Niall. I wrapped my arms around his neck before planting my lips on his, not caring that the boys and girls were hooting and hollering. He grabbed my waist, bringing me closer to him. “I’m going to miss you.” I mumbled as we pulled away and hugged him.

“I’m going to miss you too, Cass.” “Boys? We got to start boarding the plane now.” Paul announced. I sighed and kissed Niall one last time before letting him go so he can board the plane. I joined the girls who were equally down at the moment and waved to the boys one last time as they boarded the plane. The plane took off and I watched as it flew into distance. I sighed Niall was now gone. The girls and I decided to hang out at Eleanor’s house for a while. While tori, Eleanor and I were driving to her house with Danielle and Perrie following close behind, I got a text.

Niall: miss u already babe. Xxx

I blushed and smiled before replying.

Cass: I miss you too xxx.



        “So Emily, what’s going on with you and Josh?” I squealed as Tori, Eleanor, Nicolle and I walked down the halls to the cafeteria. She blushed and shook her head. “Nothing. We just text a lot ‘is all. Nothing can really happen since he’s on tour with the boys.” She stated. it has been a month since Niall, Harry, Liam, Zayn and Louis left for their world tour.  I miss Niall like crazy but it was easier.  I nodded at her statement. Nicolle rolled her eyes. “Don’t lie! He said that he wanted to take her out when he had the chance.”  Tori, Eleanor and I gasped and squealed as Emily slapped Nicolle for telling us that.

        “Omg! I have to come up with a cute couple name for you guys! How about… Jemily. Or.. Jily.” Tori grinned. Eleanor giggled. “I like Jily.” “I second that name.” added Nicolle. I agreed to also before we started Jily all the way through the hallways as Emily rolled her eyes and blushed. “Hello, Cassie.”  Said Zoey as we walked past her. I rolled my eyes and ignored her. She unwrapped Rick’s arm from around her before  following me and the girls. “I heard the boys left you guys for their tour.”  We all just ignored her before turning the corner with her hot on our trail. “you must be so sad. Niall not hear to lie to you by telling you that he that he cares about you.” She pouted.  Why did she only target me? not that the other girls deserved to be bothered, but she only bothered me. what did I do to her?

        “What is your problem?” Nicolle asked Zoey. “Yah. Just her alone.” Eleanor added. She only smirked at them and sent her attention to me. We had all now stopped in the hallway with people watching us because of Nicolle’s outburst. “I’m only sending her warnings.” She shrugged without looking at them, keeping her attention on me. “You can have you’re fun with him now, Cassie. Listen to his lies and live in your fantasy. But just know: I will have him in the end. He’ll be mine and leave you just like I’ve been telling you all this time.”

        I stiffened at her words. They stung but I remembered what Niall told me: he does care about me. I’m not going to let her get to me. not this time. I smiled. “Are you that desperate for a quickie? or are you just born a slut.” She squinted her eyes at me before her eyes landed on my necklace. She smirked. “Nice necklace. You, know I heard your little directioner friends screaming their heads off a couple of weeks ago about some necklace. Just another lie he feeds you.”

 I rolled my eyes. “Are you done?” she shook her head. “your times ticking, Cassie. Because what I want, I get. And right now I want a certain Irish boy whose part of a world famous band.” She patted my shoulder. “But don’t worry, when I’m done screwing him, you can have him back. I’m sure he wouldn’t mind. I know you don’t give him what he wants.” I clenched my teeth as she smiled, blew me a kiss before flipping her ponytail and walking away. I started to follow her before both Nicolle and Tori pulled me back. “Cass, she’s not worth it. Let’s just go okay?” I was quiet for a while before nodding and walking with the girls to the cafeteria.    


        “I Can’t stand her! She is such a bitch! I just wanted to wrap my fist around her ponytail and yank on it. Really, really hard.” I was currently complaining to Niall about went down at lunch time. It was after school and we were skyping. I honestly was just going to lie down in my bad and just bottle up my anger. But Tori had called him and told him that I wasn’t in the best mood. He texted me and told me to log onto Skype. “I’m fine.” I told him while I shrugged. He starred at me until I finally broke down and let it all my frustration and anger, catching him by surprise. “It’s okay.” He soothed me.

 I shook my head. “No it’s Not! Do you even know what she said?!” “Well, what did she say?” I told him everything that she said. He was a bit shocked. “Yah. I can see why you’re upset now.” I sighed. “I swear it took everything in me to not just bitch slap that smile off her face.” I said while my head rested in my head. I heard a slight chuckled come from Niall.  I looked up and squinted my eyes at him. “Thank you for laughing at my frustration.” I said sarcastically. He shook his head. “No it’s just… I’ve never seen you so mad before. you get really violent.” “I know. It’s really bad.” Niall shrugged. “Actually… it’s really hot. Kind of a… turn on.”

I blushed at his words and looked down. “Maybe I should get mad more often then.” He laughed which made me smile. “But in all seriousness, I’m sure she was just saying that to get to you.” My smile faded and I shook my head. “You don’t know that. She has her ways. I just can’t lose you.” I said in all honesty. Niall smiled. “And you won’t. That’s why I gave you that necklace. To show you that I’m not going anywhere.” I smiled and touched my necklace  and looked back up at him. There was still something bothering me. “Can I ask you something?” he nodded. “What is it?”

“Well, have you ever… like thought about us....” I blushed as I tried to say what I wanted to. He rose an eyebrow at me, obviously confused. I blushed more, knowing I would probably have to explain it better. “Like us and….ummm… you know…” I trailed off once again, blushing furiously. He was still confused. “I just wanted to know if you ever thought that I’m making you wait too long. For us to… you know… like…ummm…” the confusion on his face disappeared as he eyes widen. “Oh.” I nodded. “Yah.”

“Umm…” he scratched the back of his neck and a small blush appeared on his cheek. I sighed. “You have haven’t you?” “No! of course not,” he rushed out.  “I’ve just… thought about us in that category…”  “Oh.” Was all I could say. “Cassidy, I don’t want you to rush yourself into anything. I’m a guy. We think about stuff like that. But that doesn’t mean I want you. I mean, I do but not now. No! I just meant…” I giggled. He was so cute when he did that. “I know what you mean, Nye.” He sighed in relief. “Just because that girl said that you don’t ‘give me what I want’ doesn’t mean you have to. If you want to wait, then I respect that.”

I smiled at his words. “Have I ever told you that you’re the best boyfriend ever?” he grinned at my words. “Only a thousand times.” I laughed and shook my head. It hasn’t been that much. “Now I have a question for you.” “Shoot.” “Was this the same girl that said those horrible things to you back when I was in London?” I froze. I didn’t want to lie to Niall. But I didn’t want him to get himself worked over nothing. Zoey might get me mad and her words may hurt me but I could handle her.

“Cass?” he asked. I sighed and nodded my head slowly. “It was but don’t worry about okay? I can handle her.”  Niall sighed. “I want to help.” He mumbled. “I know you do and I think you are so sweet for that. But please, let me handle this on my own.” He thought about it for a while before nodding. “Just don’t kill her. I don’t want to see on the six o clock news that a girl at STU was murdered. I can just see the headlines now. ‘Niall Horan’s girlfriend commits murder at school.”

I laughed. “Niall, I’m not stupid. I’d get rid of any evidence. And if that fails, I’d blame it on her boyfriend.” He chuckled and shook his head at me. “Well, I have to go start my homework. But I’ll talk to later ok?” he nodded and we said our goodbyes before hanging up. I got up from my desk and opened my door. As soon as I did it,  Tori, Eleanor, Emily, Nicolle and Aliyah fell into my room. I sighed and shook my head as they all scrambled to get up.

“Were you guys ease dropping?” they all laughed and nodded.  “ Actually its really hot. Kind of a turn on.” Aliyah mocked Niall from what he said earlier. “Maybe I should get mad more often then.” Nicolle mocked me. I blushed madly as they all laughed. I rolled my eyes at them. “whatever.” I mumbled. “Do you guys want to work on homework or not?” they all shrugged and nodded and piled into my room with their bags and school work.


        After Cassidy and I hung up, I flopped down on the bed in the hotel room that Zayn and I shared. It was a bit of an awkward conversation that we had. I knew she only asked me that question because of what that girl told her. But I wondered if she has ever thought about it before. “Hey, Niall.” Zayn said as he entered the room and sat  on his bed.  I smiled. “Hey. What’s up?” he shrugged. “Just came from playing a little basketball with Liam. What have you been up to?” “Just finished talking to Cass.” He nodded. “What were you guys just talking about?” “Just… stuff.” Zayn raised an eyebrow at me.

“Is something bothering you? Did you guys get into a fight or something?” I shook my head. “No. it was just a weird conversation.” He nodded once again. “Do you want to talk about it?”  I nodded. I started by telling him why Cassidy was so mad. “Then she asked me if I thought she was making me wait too long for us to… you know.” Much like me, zayn was confused at first.  But then his eyes widened and he cleared his throat. “Oh. I see.” “Yah.”  

He kicked off his shoes before putting his feet on his bed. “Well what did you say?” “Well, at first I didn’t answer and she thought that I did. but then I told her that I didn’t and if she wanted to wait then I respected that.” Zayn nodded. “It was an awkward conversation. And now, I’m wondering if she thought about this before or if it was just because of what that girl said.”

Zayn shrugged. “Knowing Cassidy, probably. She thinks a lot about this stuff.” He was right.  She did put an awful lot of thought into topics like this. I sighed and lay down on my bed. “You want to know what I think.” I nodded. “I think that you want Cass but didn’t want her to feel rushed by your ‘needs’  so told her that she wasn’t making you wait long. But in reality, you’re ready.” Zayn said while wiggling his eyebrows as he said the last few words. I blushed and shook my head. “no.” Zayn raised his eyebrow. “So, you don’t want her?” “I do. I mean I don’t. I mean- shut up zayn.” I said as I got frustrated. Zayn laughed and patted my back.

“It’s alright, Niall. You don’t have to answer. You guys have only been dating for two months. There’s no need to rush things. There will be plenty of time for you guys to have sex.” Zayn said. “Who’s having sex?!” Harry yelled and him and Louis walked into the hotel room. “Niall and Cassidy.” Zayn smiled. Louis’ jaw dropped and he whipped out his phone as Harry grinned. “Already?” he asked with amusement in his voice. I was pretty sure my face was on fire right now. “No! we’re not.” I reassured them.  “Oh. Then I guess I shouldn’t have texted her Eleanor that right?” my eyes widened.

“Why would you do that?!” he shrugged. “I wanted more information.” I sighed. I had a feeling I would be getting a phone call from Cassidy anytime soon. Harry snickered. “Cassidy is going to kill you.” My phone rang and sure enough, it was Cassidy. I sighed. Here goes nothing. I answered it. Before I could say anything, Cassidy started shouting. “YOU TOLD THE BOYS WE WERE HAVING SEX?!” I moved the phone from ear. The boy’s eyes widened. I think it was because they never heard Cass shout before. “No! I didn’t! I promise.” “Then why is Eleanor telling me Louis texted her asking her about it!” she yelled. “Because Louis is an idiot.” Louis gasped. “Hey!” I ignored him and continued talking to Cassidy. “He misunderstood what zayn and I were talking about.”

Cass scoffed. “Is that so?” I sighed. Sometimes she could be really stubborn when she was ready. “Think about it. When would we have gotten the time? I’ve been on tour and we haven’t seen each other in a month.” She was silent for a while before she sighed. “You’re right. I’m sorry for yelling at you.” I smiled. “It’s fine.” “Well, I’ll let you get back to the boys.  Bye, Nye.” “Bye Ca…” “YOU AND NIALL ARE HAVING SEX?!” tori screamed and Cassidy’s line. She sighed as I laughed and we hung up.


I sat in my backyard with Macy beside in our bikinis. We were drying off because we had taken a little dip in my pool. “I heard you talked to Cassidy today. What did you guys talk about?” I smiled. “Just the usual. Telling her that Niall doesn’t care about her.” Macy sighed. “Zoey, why can’t you just leave her alone.” I sent a glare her direction. “Like come on, if you want to bother someone and get under her skin, bother Tori. She’ll probably cry right in front of you.” I rolled my eyes at her. She can be so stupid sometimes. “I know she would. That’s why Cassidy is more fun to bother. She’s stronger. And I want to break her.”

“Is that really necessary?” I looked at her once again. “Are you on her side now? You’re supposed to be my best friend.” “I am your best friend. That’s why I’m on your side. but I think you should just leave her alone. It’s obvious she’s not going to break. Why are you so obsess with Niall anyway.” I smiled. “Cause I’m a directioner. Isn’t it obvious.” We both exchanged looks before bursting out laughing. True, I thought they were cute and their music was good. But  I wasn’t crazy about them.

“So, why are you really obsessed with him?” she asked while calming down. “Because, he’s her kryptonite. If Niall leaves her, then its goodbye strong Cassie.” Macy nodded. “All I need to do, is get to Niall. Then, Cassie will be broken.” Macy rose an eyebrow at me. “And how do you plan on doing that?” I smiled at her. “You’ll see.”


HEY GUYS!! sorry i made you wait so long. this chapter is basically a filler. more important stuff will start happening later on.  okay i'm going to freak out now: OMG GUYS 224 READS?! I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME!! AHHHHH!!! okay i'm done. byeeee!! 

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