Love and Hate

I went home and walked into my house my mom was on the couch and she gave me a hug and asked"have you seen the boys since they found you?"i said"no" She sat down and I wondered where they could of went and then i left to find the boys


32. Are you serious?!!

Kaycee walked out the door and josh looked at me and I looked at him and then he asked "so what are you like?" the I said "well I like sports I'm not scared of anything I'm single I love taco bell and I love to skateboard and I love paintball fights and then beaches and I love video games" he nodded then said "wow me to I'm athletic and single" I smiled then we started talking we had so much in common it was like we were made for each other before I knew it our lips met it felt like our lips matched perfectly he got up and picked me up and we went to my room oh no I thought to myself I pulled away from josh then ran down to the door I ran out then down the street. I couldn't believe I was about to have sex again! What the fuck is wrong with me I am a slut just like Zayn said he was right I was about to have sex for like the 4th time I'm really messed up. As I ran I made a promise never to have sex until I was happy with a person and I trusted them not to cheat on me. I stopped at a Starbucks and I walked in and got a mocha I sat in a booth and enjoyed my drink. When I finished I threw away the cup and walked out the door and just walked to wherever. Until i ended up going back home and Josh wasn't there.

*Liams Pov*

We were out trying to find Zayn because it's almost been 3 hours and he hasn't returned we looked basically everywhere the bar,club,store,his friends houses, and even the gas stations but he was nowhere. I finally got out of the car and darted walking along the sidewalks I should of done this first i looked behind everything and down every alley there was when I  passed the last alley and nothing was down there I stopped where could he be?

*Skylars Pov*

i took a shower and headed downstairs when I put my clothes on I went to the kitchen and grabbed a water I went out to where the tv was and I sat on the couch and turned on the tv and started to watch some random show. After a few minutes or so the front door opened then closed and in came Zayn "guess who's back" he said "you are" he nodded and sat down then I said "I think the boys went out to look for you" he nodded and said "I know I seen them looking around" I nodded Zayn came over and sat next to me I felt a little uncomfortable I looked into his eyes that were so beautiful I looked away and at the tv when Zayn made me face him I really didn't want to talk to him. "Sky I'm sorry for what I done to you I didn't mean to I was just angry" I rolled my eyes "well how about you control your anger" "I can when your holding my hand or when your hugging me" I rolled my eyes "yea right your saying that so I will fall for you then after a couple days you can break my heart again" he looked down "no sky I auctually mean it when your holding my hand or whatever I auctually calm down m not lying, I got up and went to the kitchen I leaned on the counter and thought does Zayn really love me? Should I forgive him? I'm not sure I just want to start a new life because right now I feel like a whore and I'm so confused I sat on the floor and cried. Soon Zayn came in and saw me he sat down next to me and i said "I wish I could have a new life" he smiled and said "why is that?" "Because" i replied.


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