Harry's Baby Girl

Hi, Im Lauren. im 18 years old an i have a 3 year old daughter. She was Born April 14, 2014. She has curly brown hair and green eyes. if you havent figuered it our yet then let me tell you who her father is. He father is Harry Styles, thats right THE Harry Styles from the famous boy band One Direction. Now, lets go to the year 2018. where this story takes place.

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4. Sofia Blanco

*next day*

Lauren's P.O.V

i was taking a shower singing a song called "Blown Away" by Carrie Underwood.

Dry lightning cracks across the skies
Those storm clouds gather in her eyes
Her daddy was a mean old mister
Mama was an angel in the ground
The weather man called for a twister
She prayed blow it down

There’s not enough rain in Oklahoma
To wash the sins out of that house
There’s not enough wind in Oklahoma
To rip the nails out of the past

[Chorus:]
Shatter every window 'til it’s all blown away,
Every brick, every board, every slamming door blown away
'Til there’s nothing left standing, nothing left of yesterday
Every tear-soaked whiskey memory blown away,
Blown away

She heard those sirens screaming out
Her daddy laid there passed out on the couch
She locked herself in the cellar
Listened to the screaming of the wind
Some people called it taking shelter
She called it sweet revenge

[Chorus:]
Shatter every window 'til it’s all blown away,
Every brick, every board, every slamming door blown away
'Til there’s nothing left standing, nothing left of yesterday
Every tear-soaked whiskey memory blown away,
Blown away

There’s not enough rain in Oklahoma
To wash the sins out of that house
There’s not enough wind in Oklahoma
To rip the nails out of the past

Shatter every window 'til it’s all blown away (blown away)
Every brick, every board, every slamming door blown away (blown away)
'Til there’s nothing left standing, nothing left of yesterday (blown away)
Every tear-soaked whiskey memory blown away,

Blown away, blown away, blown away, blown away, blown away

 

When i was finished i heard clapping. i mean i was used to Rosemary clapping, which was soft and low. This one was loud and hard, it sounded like it a boy. i just blew it off because i was still showering and it was in my head. so i just went on to another song "Before He Cheats" by Carrie Underwood.

Right now he's probably slow dancing with a bleached-blond tramp,
and she's probably getting frisky...
right now, he's probably buying her some fruity little drink
'cause she can't shoot whiskey...

Right now, he's probably up behind her with a pool-stick,
showing her how to shoot a combo...

And he don't know...

That I dug my key into the side of his
pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive,
carved my name into his leather seats...
I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights,
slashed a hole in all 4 tires...

Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.

Right now, she's probably up singing some
white-trash version of Shania karaoke..
Right now, she's probably saying "I'm drunk"
and he's a thinking that he's gonna get lucky,
Right now, he's probably dabbing on
3 dollars worth of that bathroom cologne...
And he don't know...

That I dug my key into the side of his
pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive,
carved my name into his leather seats,
I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights,
slashed a hole in all 4 tires...

Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.

I might've saved a little trouble for the next girl,
'cause the next time that he cheats...

Oh, you know it won't be on me!

No...not on me
'Cause I dug my key into the side of his
pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive,
carved my name into his leather seats...
I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights,
slashed a hole in all 4 tires...

Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.

Oh.. Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats...

Ohh... before he cheats...


And again i heard the same clapter. i got out and got dressed. when i went to were the bedroom was there was Zayn standing. he had the biggest smile on his face and his phone out, with the camera pointed at me. That was when i realized that Zayn had heard me sing and he recorded it!

"ZAYN MALIK!!!! YOU DID NOT JUST RECORD ME SINGING!!!!!" i screamed.

"yes, yes i did and i sent it to Simon." he answered me. i got furious!! i didnt want any one to hear me sing. i felt that i didnt have a good voice. and i kept my promise to her, to Sofi. Then my phone started to play a song that was all to familier.

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in.....

 

When i heard that song i fell to the floor and started to cry. It was her favorite song, they played it at her funeral, i would always listen to it, try to keep holding on; to many things like: life, freedom, and promises. It ment so much to me. But that was when i realized that i put it as an alarm, for her anniversary, the exact time she died. That was when i realized that it was April 3; 10:30 am. It's been 4 years.

Zayn saw me and tried to confort me. but Rose pulled him away.

"Z, can you help me put my bwack dwess on?" she asked him. she realized what it meant. She knew that we were going to the Graveyard. where her ashes are. See, when i was little i had a friend named Sofia, this is here story:

Sofia Blanco was diagnosed with Non-Hodgkin’s Lymphoma (Anaplastic Large Cell) in December 2003 when she was four years old. Her cancer was very aggressive and she almost lost her fight then. Fortunately, her body responded very well to the chemotherapy and her prognosis was good. She finished her treatment in December 2004 and had been in “remission” since.

However, eight months into treatment Sofia had what we initially thought was viral-induced heart failure to which she responded well to treatment. She was followed-up with a cardiologist for years after without incident until the summer of 2011. It was then that her heart function began to decrease until March of 2012 when it failed completely. She had just celebrated her thirteenth birthday a few days before when she was hospitalized with the thought that she’d improve as she had years before with medications. However, it was not to be. The heart failure was caused by one of the chemotherapy drugs that ironically saved her life earlier and this damage was permanent. She was placed on a heart/lung machine and had heart pumps installed all in hopes of getting her organs to regain normal function so that she could qualify for a heart transplant. Unfortunately, Sofia passed away on April 3, 2012.

As always Sofia showed tremendous strength and courage throughout this entire period, as well as incredible understanding and acceptance. She was a smart, curious, easy going, independent young lady that had a tremendous sense of humor. She was a great sister, a tremendous friend and wonderful daughter. She taught me that every day is special and should be lived to the fullest…she is my inspiration and my hero!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When i found out she passed. i didnt believe them. i made them take me to the hospital, big mistake, when i went to her room, i just couldnt believe it, there was her bed, empty, they were cleaning it. That was when i realized that she really was gone.

Zayn and Rose came out. Rose dressed up with her black dress and black gloves and mary janes. She even had a black hat with veil. I went to go and get dressed and wore this (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=67855576; it will also be in the comments) i flat ironed my hair and put foundation. When i walked back out i see Zayn wearing a black suit. i looked confused but then he said something that touched my heart.

"Rosemary told me that you  were going to visit your friend. i was confused but she told me to get fancy and wear black. can you tell me what is going on? it broke my heart to see you on the floor crying." he said.

"Well thank you for actually wanting to come but, i need to tell you that we aren't going to go to her house and see her, if that is what you think." i said.

"Well are we going to a restraunt? that would make more sense. But why were you crying?" he ased again.

"No we aren't going to a restaraunt either. We are going to a graveyard..." i answered tears welling in my eyes.

"OH im so sorry. i didnt know." he said

"no. its ok. um have you heard about Sofia Blanco?" i asked

"No. Sorry i dont know much about stuff that goes on in America." he answered

so i handed him my phone i opened up the website and showed him. (i dont know if she has a website. i wasnt told. but i dont need one because i know her story by heart.)

When he read it his eyes started to tear up. He hugged me and kissed me on the cheek. After that we went to the graveyard. i had asked them if they could stay in the car so i could have a few minutes alone. when i got there i started to talk.

"Hey Sof. i really miss you. i now you are probably mad, actually pissed, at me now. i didnt keep my promise. but you didnt keep yours either so dont get mad. But um, remember how i told you about Harry and I. Well i never told you but i got pregnant and had a baby girl. i named her Rosemary Marie. i remember how much you wanted to name your daughter that so, i did it for you. Well, i never told Harry and i ran into him yesterday. He put two and two together when he saw her and found out how old she is. i mean she is a spitting image of him." i started to teir up again but i continued "i-i still cant b-believe you g-gone and i-i really m-miss you. i told Rose s-some of your s-story so she c-could figure o-out why s-she comes h-here. She u-undertood some o-of it and she-she wishes that she m-meet you. Sof, i r-really miss you an-and i know th-that you would lo-love her." then i took a deep breath then laughed at what i was going to say. "by the way. i meet Zayn. Rose somehow found out about love and she asked him if he loved me and then vise versa and we both said yes. Sof, i really miss you. i wish you were still here. i cant say that i haven't wished that it was me up there and you still here. but if i wasnt here i wouldn't have had Rose. and since i had her i am so much happier than before. Sof, i love you." i finished and turned around.

That was when i saw Zayn and Rose behind me. Zayn must have heard me because he was crying too. Rose ran up to me and hugged me. then she called Zayn and hugged both of us at the same time. I saw Marta, Sofia's mom, walking by and noticed she had her phone pointed towards us. she walked up to us and hugged me.

"Hello, Marta. How are you?" i asked her

"Hello, Lauren. I'm fine dealing with it a bit better. And you? i see you have Rose with you. My has she grown!" she answered.

"Im doing good. and yes, yes she has grown. a little to much if you ask me!" i answered. looking over at Zayn and Rose making funny faces at each other.

"Who's the new Bo Lauren?" she laughed.

"oh no, he isnt my boyfriend. well, not yet. One thing why did you have your phone pointing towards us?" i said

"Ohh i saw it as a perfect picture moment. Ill send it to you." she sent me the picture and it was adorable. If you looked at it without knowing our situation. you would think that we are a family.

"Awww, Thank You Marta." i said and hugged her. we said bye and went our seperate ways.  Me, Zayn and Rose went back to our car and went to a restaurant to eat lunch/dinner.

A/N

Thanks for all the favorites. i mean DAMN i post it and i already have people favorite. now to something that really hurts to talk about....

Sofia Isabelle Blanco, that was her name. She really was my friend. She still is. The story that i put up there, that really is her story. I miss her. That really was her favorite song. i listen to it to remember my promise to her, i still have the paper from when we were 12, when she was still alive. She knew she didnt have much time left. she was told that so she made me promise her something: i promised her that when i turned 14 i would try out for X-Factor and try to get 2nd place. For her. Since i promised her something i made her promise me something, i should've known that she wouldnt be able to keep it. i mean God descides this stuff: i made her promise me that she wasn't going to die. i made her promise me that she would live. that she would get married, have kids, and die of OLD AGE. i still miss her. She really wanted to name her kids Rosemary Marie. now, i will name one of my daughters Sofia Isabelle and the other Rosemary Marie. I really miss her.  People only know her as the girl that had Lymphoma and died at 13 becuase of Heart Faluire. But i see her as the girl that would cheer you up with just her smile, her laugh echos in my head. i remember her as the girl that LOVED horses and would go out of her way for them. The girl that would do anything for her friends. That's the girl that eveyone should remember. Not a girl that had Lymphoma and survived.

 

well thanks for everything.

 

Lots of Love for my little Carrots,

Lauren

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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