I was in the bathroom crying my eyes out I had the razor in my hand ready to cut myself. I was ugly fat and worthless and completely in love with someone who didn't love me back. You may think I'm with Eleanor but I'm not. She is just a cover up so people don't know I'm gay and she know that.
"This one's for being to ugly" I said slicing my wrist
"And this one's for being too fat"
"And this one's for being worthless" I said slicing my wrist again
At that moment Harry walked in
"L-Louis..." Harry had tears in his eyes
"What are you doing" Harry asked a tear sliding down his cheek
"U-uh nothing" I said covering my wrists
"Lou why are you doing this to yourself" harry said sitting next to me taking the razor away
"It doesn't matter"
"Yes I does Lou..I'm your best mate you can tell me anything"
I saddened when Harry said Best mates thinking that's all we would ever be. Harry wrapped me in a big hug
"I'm f-f-fat ugly a-and Worth-worthless" I said crying into Harry's shoulder
"Louis you are none of those things..you are beautiful and your too skinny..,your not worthless"
"D-do you mean it?" I asked looking into Harry's breath taking eyes
"Yes I do your perfect.....and I love you" Harry said mumbling the last part
"Y-you love m-me" I asked shocked
"......Yes I do Lou I love everything about you, your hair, your blue eyes, your face, your body, how you never want to grow up, how your completely random and heaps more Lou, please don't do thus to yourself" Harry said cleaning my wrists
I was trying not to cry I had to be strong for the older boy who is obvisuoly breaking but I couldn't help it. I couldn't bear to see the person I love hurting like this
"Harry I love you too"
I kissed Louis softly after he said that making sure I didn't hurt him. Louis had his hands in my hair and my hands were on his waist
"What about Eleanor" I asked suddenly remembering her
"We weren't dating"
"You weren't what about those kisses" I asked
"All fake she was to get my mind off you"
I kissed Louis again
"Lou promise you will never ever do this again"
"You have to stop I will help you through this"
"Louis will you be my boyfriend" I asked him
"Yes of course I will Haz"
Harry was now mine I was so happy
"I love you Harry"
"I love you more Boo never forget that"
I smiled at him as wrapped my wrists in bandages
"Never ever do this again" Harry told me
Harry kissed me on the cheek and carried me to the couch I soon fell asleep in his arms
Ok I love Larry Stylinson they are so cute <3 I do not hate El I think she is gorgeous and I love Elounor so no hate. And I never ever want Lou to cut or any of the band. And if anyone is reading this and they cut please stop you are beautiful don't let anyone tell you different. I love you if you are reading this :D