Forbidden love

Nothing is ever as simple as falling in love with someone and living happily ever after. At least not in Elena's case. Struggling with her uncaring mother, she turns to Damon, desperate for someone to talk to. Infactuated by the mysteriousness and chaos that surrounds him, they embark on a relationship that neither of them thought was possible.


20. Chapter 20

Damon drove us to a small cottage, it was 2 hours away from home. Not as much distance as I would have liked but it will do. “Does anyone know we’re here?” I asked. He shook his head “Good” I smiled. That way no-one will find us and spoil everything. “This place is nice, is it yours?” He nodded “I own a lot of places” of course he does, I rolled my eyes. He parked the car, opened his door and got out. I opened my door, and walked to the front door waiting for him to open it. As the door opened I looked around, it was nowhere near as big as his mansion but it was nice, cosy. “I love it” I smiled, my eyes lingering over every aspect of each room. “Good” he smiled. He tugged at my jeans urging me to take them off. “We’ve only just got here, and that’s all you’re thinking about?” I joked, knowing that was all I thought about. He tilted his head to the side “You’re right, that was rude of me do you want a drink?” Now he was trying to torture me, two can play at that game. I smiled and nodded. He left the room, returning with an ice cold glass of coke. I sucked on the straw gulping down the coke. “Thirsty?” he asked mockingly. “Very” I smiled. I heard a groan coming from his direction. I finally gave in, I put my glass down and walked over to Damon, sitting on him one leg either side of his legs so I was facing him. “And what do you think you’re doing Elena?” he mocked. I grabbed hold of his shirt with one hand pulling him closer to me. “Nothing” I said seductively, he stared at me for a few moments. His hands on my bag pulling me closer to him. I leant down and kissed him, sucking at his bottom lip. He groaned and kissed me back his hands were under my bum lifting me up, pushing me against a wall. My glass knocking over, we ignored the bang and carried on. He lifted my top over my head so I was completely naked on the top half of my body. “No bra Elena?” I shook my head smiling. I undid each of his buttons slowly making the torture last as long as possible, I undid his jeans as he did mine. He pulled off his, and then pulled off mine along with my pants. We both stood there naked “What to do now” he smiled. “I could think of a few idea’s” I said knowing my main one was for him to be inside of me. He sat me down on the sofa and knelt to the floor, I can see where this is going. But I couldn’t stop him my body having other ideas. I pushed my hips forward he smiled widely. I closed my eyes and leant my head back on the sofa, his mouth was on me down there. His tongue circling around and around slowly torturing me, my breathing quickened. I groaned loudly as he carried on, his tongue moving faster, I couldn’t breathe everything went in slow motion as I exploded. I cried out, he lifted his head, his mouth suddenly on mine I could taste myself on him. He kissed me hard lifting me up against the nearest wall, pushing himself into me. I moaned hard, he pushed in and out hard the pain only made the pleasure more unbearable. His face changing cracks down his face appeared his eyes red. This time he didn’t look away, he stared into my eyes as he fucked me. I couldn’t look away, I was doing this to him. We both released instantly crying out. We dropped to the floor wrapped up in one another. “That was…” I was lost for words “Incredible” I managed to say. He didn’t say anything, he pulled my head to his kissing me. “Yes it was” he smiled.

“I want to show you something” he urged me to follow him. I followed him to the bedroom, he walked up to a closet, he signalled me to sit on the bed as he opened the closet. I watched as got out some clothes. “These are yours” I stared at him shocked, this is too much. “Damon…” he shook his head. “I want you to have them Elena, I have an endless supply of money, I’m not trying to show off but…” he smiled. I walked up to the closet looking at all of the clothes, they were beautiful. If they were in a shop and I had the money I would so buy these. “Thank you” I smiled and kissed him. “I love this place, it’s cute and cosy I want to live somewhere like this one day” he smiled, he had a message behind his smile which I didn’t understand. “Are you hungry I bought some er food” he looked uncomfortable. I could never understand how food could make someone feel sick, but then again I feel the same about blood… I needed to talk to him sooner or later I just needed to find the right time. But when will the right time be? He gestured me to get into bed as it was night time, maybe as he could barely see my face it wouldn’t be so bad. “Damon?” I concentrated my breaths, don’t be afraid Elena. “Mmm?”  He hummed. “Can I ask you something?” I asked terrified. “Yes ask me anything” he said confidently. He would soon regret that… “Don’t be mad ok?” He looked at me switching on the lamp so he could see my face. Oh fuck sake, he nodded. I took one big breath before I spoke. “I don’t quite know how to say this, or how you are going to react. But…” I took another breath. “How would you feel if…” I couldn’t speak my throat dry. “If what?” He asked concerned. I felt like I was going to be sick, just do it Elena, what’s the worst that can happen? “If I became like you…” I tried my best not to make eye contact. Minutes past and he still hadn’t said anything, I looked into his eyes, and they were filled with anger? Worry? But whatever it was it wasn’t good. “I’m sorry I shouldn’t have said anything never mind” I turned away from him. He focused on his breathing before he spoke “Please tell me you are joking?” Oh god. “Since you are asking me that question I think it’s obvious what the answer is” I turned to face him. “Why would you want to become like me? A monster” he said coldly. “You love it?” I asked confused. “Yes I do, but that’s not the point, it isn’t right for you”. “Right for me and what it’s right for you?” I said dryly. “No that’s not what I meant, I never asked for this. Every day I wish that I died instead of turned into this, but I didn’t and that’s what I have to live with. I wouldn’t wish it upon anyone, especially you… so innocent”. “That’s exactly my point, I’m sick of being so vulnerable so helpless, I want to live I want to feel alive” he shook his head. “You think this is the way to feel alive?” he asked. I nodded “You don’t know what you’re saying” he shouted leaving the room. I slumped down in the bed feeling embarrassed. He didn’t come back to bed that night.

3 days has passed and we have barley spoken, except if it was necessary. He couldn’t look me in the eye, I have had enough of this. I went up to the bedroom and packed a bag, I am getting the fuck out of here. I ran down the stairs hoping not to be noticed, obviously it is Damon silly me. “Where are you going?” He said somewhat annoyed. How the fuck can he be annoyed at me for wanting to leave? “Home” he laughed. “And how do you expect to get there” he said coldly. “I don’t know and to be honest I don’t care” I said without a hint of emotion. “Why?” I turned to face him “Why what?” I half shouted. “Why are you going?” I laughed loudly “Are you being fucking serious? I came here to get away from everything back home. I’ve lost everyone Damon, I’ve even lost Stefan I have no one and I thought I had you. I come here to get away from my thoughts, to get away from feeling useless and pathetic. But here, it’s 100% times worst, because the person I am in love with can’t even look at me” I shouted. He closed his eyes and moved closer to me, I backed away from him not wanting to be touched. “Elena” he reached towards me. “Don’t” I said coldly, tears filling my eyes. “Please don’t cry” he said closing his eyes. “Why won’t you let me be like you, honestly?” He opened his eyes to look at me. “Because I couldn’t bear it, you won’t feel the same anymore”. “Don’t you get it Damon? I don’t want to feel the same. I hate everything about my life, then you came along, you made me feel something. Years I’ve spent feeling nothing but loneliness, to spend the rest of forever with you… Unless you don’t want to spend it with me?” I closed my eyes. “Of course I do, but it isn’t that simple Elena, please can we just drop this” I shook my head. “You’re not doing it against my will, you haven’t compelled me, I want this” I said confidently. “I can’t Elena, please stop” he said. “When I’m 50 would you really want to be with me?” This pissed him off “Elena, I would love you no matter what, no matter how old you are or what you look like”. I sighed “I don’t get you, you said I would make a good vampire?” He nodded “Drop this?” He kissed my neck, I pulled his face towards mine so we were staring at each other. “This is not over” he rolled his eyes lifting me over his shoulder carrying me to the bedroom. We lay there in silence, only the sound of our breaths to be heard as we fell asleep.

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