Forbidden love

Nothing is ever as simple as falling in love with someone and living happily ever after. At least not in Elena's case. Struggling with her uncaring mother, she turns to Damon, desperate for someone to talk to. Infactuated by the mysteriousness and chaos that surrounds him, they embark on a relationship that neither of them thought was possible.


15. Chapter 15

It’s been 3 weeks, me and Damon giving each other the silent treatment. Neither of us willing to say the first word. Damon walked up to his room, after my shower. “I’m going away for a couple of days, so you will have the house to yourself”. He was trying, but I was too stubborn. “Wow, maybe you should have given me a warning last time?” He looked down, we both sighed. He walked up to me and rested his hand on my cheek. I closed my eyes, craving the touch. He removed his hand and went to walk out. “Stop messing with my head Damon”. He stopped and looked at me confused. “Messing with your head? Do you know how hard it is for me to make you forget all of this? To make you forget me leaving you? You have no idea. But I respect you too much, I could never mess with your thoughts, it’s not my right. I want to stop the pain you feel, make you think I’m a nice guy and not the useless piece of crap I really am. You need to think Elena, how hard it was for me to leave you. You think it was easy? I loved you, I needed to let you go. You didn’t deserve someone like me”. I couldn’t speak, what the fuck do I say to that? “What about now?” He tilted his head to the side. “What do you mean?” “Tell me how you feel now, what’s changed” he sighed. “Nothing has changed Elena, I still feel the same, I still think you are better off without me. I don’t let myself feel guilt, I can’t. For years and years, I blocked off any emotion I had, any feelings because I couldn’t handle them, I didn’t want them. But my feelings for you are stronger than ever before. I don’t know what to do. To see you hurt every day, because of me. It’s like someone repeatedly stabbing me in the chest not letting me die”. Tears rolled down my cheeks “You left me Damon, I came to yours, I made my choice. Only to find my decision had already been made for me. I don’t care you’re a vampire, the way you are doesn’t bother me. You’re different with me, you treat me like I’m worth something. Nothing mattered when I was with you, I could forget every horrible thing and live in the moment with you. But you went and fucked all of that up, because you thought different. I can’t accept that Damon. You can’t go around deciding what happens whenever you feel like it”. He nodded his head and closed his eyes. “I’m sorry Elena”. If I wasn’t completely naked wrapped in a towel, and he wasn’t just about to leave I would have probably ran up and kissed him then. His eyes opened filled with sadness. “I need to go…” he placed his hands either side of my face and kissed me gently, I didn’t return the kiss, I just stood there. I was being strong, but how long would that last?

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