Forbidden love

Nothing is ever as simple as falling in love with someone and living happily ever after. At least not in Elena's case. Struggling with her uncaring mother, she turns to Damon, desperate for someone to talk to. Infactuated by the mysteriousness and chaos that surrounds him, they embark on a relationship that neither of them thought was possible.


11. Chapter 11

“What does that tell you?” I groaned what does it tell me? “I don’t know”. He smirked “I think you do, but you don’t want to admit it to yourself.” Oh no, I have admitted it to myself, I just can’t bring myself to say the words. “I don’t know what to say” I frowned. “Do you still want to be with him?” I nodded my head. “But it isn’t as simple as that Stefan, he obviously doesn’t want me to know”. He shook his head “But…” I held my hand up to him. “There’s no but’s, I’m going to pretend like I don’t remember any of it, pretend I don’t know who he is.” Stefan didn’t say anything else, he just nodded. “Where are you going to live?” I laughed “I have no idea”. “Stay with me” doesn’t he live with Damon? “Where do you live?” “Around here, close to Damon but I will make sure he doesn’t find you”. I smiled at him, I liked Stefan, I’m glad Damon has him for a brother. “Thanks” we both went to Stefan’s house, it was much smaller than Damon’s house, but it was much cosier. “I erm only have one bed…” I laughed remembering this conversation with Damon. “Look Stefan, we are either sharing the bed, or I will sleep on the sofa, no ifs or buts”. He laughed at my demand. “I guess we’ll share a bed” I smiled at him. He was beautiful, no question, but I only had eyes for Damon, I’m happy there was no sexual tension between us. I nodded and went to his room, he gave me a spare t-shirt to wear. His bed isn’t as comfy as Damon’s but it was nice. I needed to stop comparing everything to Damon’s! He got into bed beside me, I turned to face him. “Tell me about yourself” he looked at me. “What do you want to know?” “Damon, told me your parents died a long time ago. What happened?” He smiled “Do you know how long ago they died?” I shook my head. “300 years ago” my stomach almost came out my mouth 300!? “I know…” he smiled. “It’s very complicated, but they were murdered” my mouth opened wide. “Murdered?” he nodded sadly. “I’m sorry” he smiled. After hours of talking we both fell asleep.

Me and Stefan made sure we weren’t seen together when walking into school. The day was dull, boring and useless. I was in Damon’s last lesson. I wasn’t really sure I wanted to see him, how to act around him. As I approached the classroom, I saw him standing there talking to Sarah. Every part of my body raged. How is she allowed to remember him and not me!? He turned as I approached, I tried my best to ignore the stabbing pain in my chest. “Elena” Sarah called after me. Argh what the fuck do you want? “Yes?” I said dryly. Damon or no Damon I wasn’t being nice to that bitch. “Hello Elena” Damon greeted me. “Hey Da…” I coughed covering up my mistake. “Damon” he said smiling. I don’t know whether to kiss that face or punch it. “Nice to meet you” we both smiled awkwardly at each other, and unwillingly my legs pulled me away from him. I went over to Bonnie she smiled at me. “I thought you would be with Damon” she said coldly. Aware that he could hear me I played along “Why would I be with Damon?” she looked at me confused “Because you seem to spend every waking minute with him”. Oh god “Every waking minute with who? I don’t understand what you are talking about”. She laughed “Don’t play dumb Elena” and then she walked off. What the fuck? I’m getting so sick of everyone. I wondered if I took of the bracelet, how much would I actually forget. Would I still feel so useless, so hurt and betrayed? I looked down at the bracelet. No I will not let anyone mess with my head, no-one should be allowed to control peoples thoughts. “May I sit next to you?” I turned to see Damon standing there, why is he doing this? Has this happened before? What if we’ve met in the past and he made me forget. “Sure” I smiled at him. He’s acting so normal… Matt knocked on the door “Can I borrow Elena Gilbert” I heard Damon growl beside me, not quite sure why this made me happy. I hid my smile. “Sure” Mr Jenks answered. I got up from my seat and stood by the door. “Elena we need to talk” I shook my head “There is nothing to talk about Matt, please leave me alone”. “What did I do wrong?” I wanted to laugh. “What did you do wrong? Really? How can you even say that to me?” he frowned. “I got jealous okay? I’ve liked you for years, then Damon comes along and it’s all about him, it’s not fair”. Now aware of Damon’s presence I stopped, oh shit. “Why is everyone talking about me and Damon?” He laughed. “Okay Elena, you carry on playing dumb” “Fuck you” I slammed the door in his face, everyone turning round to look at me. I can’t do this. Tears appeared, I opened the door and walked out. I didn’t care anymore. Damon followed me into the car park, what does he want? I turned and looked at him. He stood in front of me looking at me. “Can I help you?” I asked agitated. He smiled “Really Elena? You’re a terrible actress”. Uh oh. He pulled the bracelet off my arm “Don’t” I shouted. No no no please I don’t want to forget him, my crying only got stronger. “Don’t make me forget please, I don’t want to, please”. He shook his head “Haven’t you realised?” What is he talking about? “Realised what?” he smiled. “You haven’t forgotten me”. “So what the plant thing didn’t work?” he shook his head “No the plant works, but I never compelled you” my stomach dropped, what? “Why?” he sighed “Because I can’t compel you, I would never forgive myself if I messed with your thoughts” I looked down. “What does this mean about us?” he sighed again. “You know the truth Elena, it’s your decision now.” What????? “I choose you”. He shook his head, you’re not thinking clearly Elena, I’m a bad person. I am not going to change what I do, not even for you”. This pulled at my heart strings. He placed his hand on my right cheek “You have until tomorrow to decide what you want 6pm. If you chose me, come to my house by then, if you don’t then I will go and leave you in peace”. We can just save all this waiting and be together now but yano… “Good bye Elena”. He kissed me on my forehead, why does this feel like a farewell?

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