It's a long walk to heaven

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6. Chapter 6

I made my way to the back of the library and signed into one of the computers. I checked my email to see if there was any feedback from the contest. Nothing. Just once. Once... can I win this? Can I win anything? I then signed out and stood up from the computer, then walked back outside. It wasn't as cold as last night, so I decided to go for a walk despite my aching body. I walked slowly with my head down, hands in pockets. My hood was up and I didn't look up once until I reached the playground. Nobody was there so I walked over to the swing set and sat down. The seat was cold and hard but I didn't care. My whole life is like an uncomfortable swing set. This isn't that bad. I started to swing back and forth, slowly, not picking my feet up from the ground. The metal chains squeaked every couple seconds as I went back and forth. I feel so alone. Like nobody is there for me. There is only one person who actually knows that I AM a human being and I DO have feelings too. That is Jacob. He's not here though. Life sucks sometimes.
"Dreaming comes so easily
'cause it's all that i've known
True love is a fairy tale
I'm damaged, so how would i know" I started to sing my favorite song. 'Damaged by Plumb'. {go listen to this song cuz it's really sad but good} "I'm scared and i'm alone
I'm ashamed
And i need for you to know

I didn't say all the things that i wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'cause i feel you, i feel you near me

I didn't say all the things that i wanted to say

And you can't take back what you've taken away
'cause i feel you, i feel you near me

Healing comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
Will anyone get close to me?
I'm damaged, as i'm sure you know

There's mending for my soul
An ending to this fear
Forgiveness for a man who was stronger
I was just a little girl, but i can't go back" I stopped singing as I heard footsteps from behind me. I jumped up off the swing hoping it wasn't Mason, Timber, or my parents. It wasn't. I stood there in shock as I looked into the eyes of Zayn freaking Malik!
 
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