It's a long walk to heaven

You'll have to read on to find out more about this one... This is one of my favs that I have posted so yeah hope you enjoy...


21. Chapter 21

Zayn POV • Skyler and I just had a lazy day. It's good to do that once and awhile, just hang around the apartment and not do anything. We watched films most of the day and had an interesting bake-off. When I say interesting, I mean most of the ingredients ended up covering our bodies, not on the cookie tray. It's fun being care-free, just like Niall. He joined us for the food fight and I guess you could say Skyler is starting to like him a little more. She likes to stay in her box. Not talking to the people she doesn't know, and only talking to those who mean a lot to her. She's lightening up with the boys and they seem to like her just as much as I do. But not the way I like her. They like her as friends. I want to ask her to be my girlfriend. I can do that some other day though. There's not much to the word "boyfriend" or "girlfriend" because your just claiming someone. If they really like you, they'll stick by your side and not leave you. I really like Skyler though, and tomorrow I'm leaving. I don't want to leave. I want to stay and be with Skyler. I want to make her like me even more. I want to be a bigger part of her life. I want to mean something to her. Not just the guy who loved you and leaved you. I don't love her though. I'm not ready to love. But I like her a lot. I can actually see myself loving her one day though. Is it weird that I think that? It's true though. I'll admit it. She's genuinely a lovable person, especially when you have taken her on a great date and ended it with the most amazing kiss ever. At least I hope that kiss was. I hope it meant something to her, because it meant something to me. I felt no spark but that doesn't mean I didn't feel anything. I felt the love and the emotion she put into it. A spark is for people who have been together for awhile, right? We will feel that spark one day, I hope. I want to stay with her for a long time.
"When does it come on?" Niall cheered as he ran into the living room looking at Skyler and I. X-Factor auditions are being shown tonight and Niall seems to be the most excited to watch how Skyler did. He knows she's through to boot camp but that's basically it. Skyler and I layed under the big fuzzy blanket on the couch. I had an arm around her, like I usually do, and she was cuddled up against my side. I used my free hand to hold onto hers. She rested her head on my chest cozily. I want to stay like this forever. I love being with Skyler and being so close to her- not in that perverted way though. I like being with her, knowing that she's safe and has someone who cares about her. Niall came and sat down on the other side of the couch smiling and waiting for commercials to be over. "I can't wait! I've never heard you sing!!" he called out happily, looking at Skyler who lifted her head up off my chest and smiled at him, then returned to resting on me.
"Du da da du du du da du duuuu.." the TV hummed as the ever so familiar X-Factor theme song played throughout the room. Short clips of auditions were shown; smiles, cheers, the judges, and everything you see at the beginning of each show. Skylers face was shown for a brief second and Niall cheered crazily. I looked down at her and smiled. "YEAHH! GOOO SKYLERRR!!!" Niall screamed. We just laughed at him. After a couple good and bad auditions, Skyler saw who she would be with for awhile. Well at least the good singers. Soon enough, she would be at boot camp singing, laughing, and having a good time with them all. They were pretty good but nothing like Skyler. "And from Doncaster, next we have Skyler Ruchete" the TV said and Niall once again flipped out. "I knew your audition would be shown on TV" I whispered into her ear smiling. Skyler walked on stage and greeted the judges and the music started. Then they showed me waiting and listening anxiously backstage. Great. If fans send her hate I don't know what I'll do. I really don't... She started singing and just like before, she was phenomenal. Niall was up dancing the whole time like an idiot. At the end, it showed when she ran off stage and jumped into my arms. It switched to the next audition and Niall sat back down laughing. "Funny seeing myself on TV" Skyler joked and looked up smiling at me. "You'll be seeing yourself on TV a lot, love" I said kissing her nose, causing her to blush and smile at me even more. "Awwwww! You guys are too cute!" Niall cooed at us. I wanted to tell him we weren't officially a couple but I didn't. I just hesitated and looked at Skyler waiting for her response. She stayed quiet too. I winked at her and gave her a little smile.
"Too bad we're leaving for tour tomorrow" Niall brought up, causing both Skyler's and my smile to fade instantly. "Seriously Ni? Trying not to think about that" I said annoyed. He got up and walked out of the room, leaving us alone. "I wish I didn't have to go" I whispered into her ear. "This is what happens when your famous" she joked, trying to lighten the mood. "Sometimes I wish I wasn't famous. Too much hate. Too much praise. Too much everything" I admitted. "Hate?" she asked shocked. "Like how people call us gay and tell us we can't sing... Sometimes a hater can really get to you, but they'll only make you stronger. Remember that" I said smiling. "Will I get hate?" she asked worried. I hesitated as I saw the upset look on her face. "I don't know how anyone could hate you" I said kissing her cheek. She smiled at me and was about to say something when the phone cut her off. "Niall can you get that?" I called out. He didn't respond and the phone kept ringing. "Be right back" I said getting up and going into the kitchen, to answer the phone.
Skyler POV • I don't want Zayn to go. I don't want any of the guys to go. I'm going to miss them so much. Their like family to me. The only family I have. Maybe I could go and stay with Jacob-- no. Maybe I could see if my parents would let me-- no. I'm just going go be on the streets again. Alone. Zayn ran back into the room with the biggest smile on his face. "I'm staying for another month!" he said happily and I jumped up hugging him. Another month of Zayn. Another month of the boys. Another month of having people that care about me. This month is going to mean everything to me.
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