I can't trust you

read to find out what its about.... im giving nothing away! im not that type of person. hehe


15. chapter 14

At 6:45 Megan and I were ready for the movies. I wore denim jean shorts and a light purple cut-off with a white tank underneath. Megan wore a cute dress she got from Hollister a couple days ago. "Ready?!" she asked me excited and stood by the door jumping up and down. "Your crazy" I said rolling my eyes then laughed a little, walking to the door. We got there and surprisingly there was only about 10 fans outside calling out their names. I texted Harry asking how we should get in and waited for a reply. "Megan! Claire!" someone called out and gestured us towards the doors. We walked over and he let us in. "I'm Paul by the way" he said and led us up to the boys who were getting popcorn and candy at the stands. "Megan! Come and buy food with me!" Niall called out and she ran over to him quickly. She loved food almost as much as Niall. Harry walked over to me and I smiled at him awkwardly. "I can't believe you guys just rented the movie theater" I joked and he put his arm around my shoulder leading me to the popcorn machines. Being with Harry felt so right. Him being my best friend though, not boyfriend-- I don't think I'm ready for that yet... Harry is amazing though, how could I not want him back? I have him as a friend but it was nothing compared to when we were dating. When we're friends we can be free and open with each other. We can talk about anything together and trust each other with ours lives. When I was dating him all he wanted to do was impress me or try to look good for me. I know what he looks like so why spend hours trying to look like a celebrity- now that he is one it's different. I guess he has to look good when he goes in public. But I wish he looked good for me again. I wish he would do anything for me- not that he wouldn't-- but I just want him to be... my boyfriend again. I want him to hold me in his arms and let me sit on his lap with our faces close together. I want him to play with my hair, curling it around his fingers as I giggle at him stupidly and give him a little kiss. I just want all that back. I want everything to be like it used to be but why? I really don't know. I can't trust him. He's changed.

This is a new Harry. If we even tried going out again would it work out or have we both drift apart from feeling like that about each other? What if we did and ended up falling apart? I can't loose my best friend, my boyfriend, the guy I care most about, in my life again. I can't do it. I any loose Harry again because I-- I... I love him.

"Claire? Hello?" Harry waved his hand in front of my face and took me out of my thoughts, snapping me right back into the real world. I looked up at him confused. "What?" I asked and he chuckled. "Well you we're either staring at me for awhile or you've been spacing out... Which one?" he said the last part grinning. God did he know I was thinking about him? Could Harry freaking read my mind?!? No... "Eh... Both" I said with a smirk on my face and leaned in, wrapping my arms around him for a hug, and placing my head in his chest looking up at him with a smile. "I do look good don't I?" he joked and I rolled my eyes. "Totally! Your my mister pretty boy ok?" I said sarcastically and he laughed at me nodding his head. "On from now on I'm your mister pretty boy" he smiled down at me. I just looked into his eyes and smiled back. I could easily get lost in his eyes again and just trail off thinking about how amazing he is- but I'm not doing that again. He put his hands on my lower back and hugged me back a little. I turned my head and looked to the side resting my left cheek on his chest and smiled to myself. This is how I want things to me. I want to be close to Harry and hug him. Sure it sounds stupid but I love this- being with Harry. "I have a surprise for you" Harry leaned down whispering into my ear, sending chills down my spine. "Oh do you now, my mister pretty boy" I said and he laughed happily. "Remember in 6th grade..." he started and I smiled to myself. "Yeah, we were the bestest friends in the whole world and everyone was jealous of our awesomeness. Who could forget that?" I joked and he chuckled at me. "and we went to see a movie for the first time without our parents..." he continued. "Because we were mature and obedient then" I joke an laughed to myself. "and we saw our favorite movie, That Crazy Kid" he went on. "Best...Movie...Ever" I said and looked up at him. Where is he going with this? "Well I got the guys here to play it for us. It starts in 15 minutes" he smiled down at me and I hugged him tighter sinking my head into his chest again.

"Your the best friend ever ok? Never forget that. I loooovveee you Haz" I smiled to myself and backed up looking at him. "You still like that movie right?" he asked surprised. "Harry there's nothing I don't like about that movie. It's childish and hilarious and it's also when you asked me out" I winked at him and he smiled to himself blushing a little. "I remember" he mumbled and looked back up at me.



|| so guys the next chapter is gonna be the last im afraid... i hope you all enjoyed the novell and i hope you like others that i will write in the future... that is if you read them. anywho thank you for reading and i would love for you all to leave a little feedback in the comments about what you thought about the fanfic and what parts you enjoyed the most and those you didnt... i also would like you to tell me on what i could improve on with my writing as i love to write and a bit of critisismn can only help one improve... so thanks again and enjoy the last chapter that i will post real soon....  chloe xx ||

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