The Worst Enemy Of Them All

The place, where the strongest and most personal texts are published. When everything becomes overwhelming, and my fingers instinctly find their way across the keyboard, this is the final result. I dont expect you to get them - but if you do, atleast you now know, that your are not the only person in this world, feeling lost and alone.


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I'm sick of small-talks. I'm sick of people asking how your day's been, when they dont really want to know the answer.

I'm sick of people pretending to care, but as soon as you need them, they'll disappear like a fucking magictrick.

I'm so sick of everyone acting like they know me, like they understand me. They have no idea, what's going on inside of me, I dont even know myself.

To be honest, I'm sick of life. I'm sick of pretending, smiling and acting. I'm sick of fake friends, lying bastards, people who don't really deserve a spot in my life.

I want to cry, but I don't want to seem weak. Why does it have to be like this? Why can't I be who I want to be, cry when I want to and stop plastering on a fake smile everytime someone asks me if I'm okay? Why cant my answer be a simple "no, I'm not okay," instead of lying and saying "Of course, I'm great, just had a rough night, thats all."?

Because that is how my life is. I'm not a touchy person, I dont like talking out load about my feelings, and I sure as hell dont cry. Because if I did any of those things, I'd be weak. And being weak means nothing to me.

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