Caught in a nightmare...(14+)

Kidnapped by world known pedophiles, not the best way to spend summer time. But for ALi it is that way...
And not only is she kidnapped, she is forced to break her virginity in front of other people. The only thing that keeps her head up, is Niall. Will the two of them get away? Will they fall for each other?
Read inside to find out!! Much love :) xx
(Sexual scenes, hard language and please don't get mad at it, i have warned you!)


8. Questions.

Niall's P.O.V

I was crying myself. The tears was just like waterfalls. They kept coming. She sat there on the floor, still holding her fathers hand while just staring empty out in the air. She didn't say anything anymore. She just cried. I wished i could help her, but how. The worst part was, that i had known this for two days and i should have told her. I had for gods sake 48 hours. I was so mad at myself. I didn't knew what to do. I just sat down next to her. She noticed the movement in the room that a few seconds ago was without a single move. She looked at me, then her eyes opened wide,  she dried away a few tears and looked at me. Then she turned to me and said ''You knew right...? That night when i heard someone yell... You knew all about it.. How could you keep it secret to me!?'' The last thing she almost yelled at me, then she stood up and ran out. I got up but didn't knew what to do. Then her father looked at me. ''Hey son, go after her, watch out for her when i'm gone... You did the right thing, it's not your fault...'' Then he smiled and i ran after Ali. I could her her cry a little down the hall. I followed the sound and found her sitting on some chairs. I sat down on the one next to her. She didn't look at me she just tried to stop cry. ''Ali... Please talk to me... What have i done?'' I knew what i had done... But maybe she would think about it and forgive me. But yeah, that didn't happen. She turned her head and looked at me like i had just killed a puppy, i knew i deserved it, i really did. ''What have you done!? You kept secret to me that my mom was dead, that my father is dying and my sister probably wont ever move...'' She was cut of by her own tears. She almost threw herself down on the knees crying very loud. It hurt me to see her like that. I tried to reach out to help her, but she hit it. ''Do not touch me... Just leave me alone..'' She cried and ran of. I sat on the chair again with my head in my hands and silent started a waterfall of my own with the eyes... 

Ali's P.O.V

I ran back to my fathers room and made sure he hadn't followed me. I sat down, this time on the chair next to my fathers bed. He looked reproachful at me and i looked at him. Then he said ''Will you please explain what happened? With details...'' I breathed deeply, then started the long story. It was hard to talk about what happened in the room, but i got through it. When i was finished my dad looked at me. ''Then what have that boy done to you?'' I looked at him. ''He knew this had happened to you, and he didn't tell me...'' My dad moaned and said ''Sweetheart, you just told me he had something to tell, but you rejected him right? Twice actually, maybe he did try to tell you, but just didn't got the chance?'' I looked at my dad, he was right. ''But, i asked him out there, right after it happened, and he didn't tell me...'' My dad looked down his hands. ''No, but maybe that was because he thought about how you felt at the moment?'' I nodded. and i knew he was right. But i just didn't need some famous pop star hanging around right now. Paparazzi would probably soon start see us. I just hoped he would go away. I would stay with my dad the last time he had. Then i thought of something. ''Uhm dad... Just thought... How much time do you..'' I didn't need to finish the sentence, he knew what meant. ''They don't know exactly. It can be in the next few hours my heart fails, or it can be tomorrow. But it's not much time...'' Tears gathered in my eyes again. ''Will you do me a favor? When you get up to mom... Tell her i love her, miss her and will think about you everyday... And that i...'' He cut me of. ''Don't say any more, she knows what you mean. And remember, though we aren't here with you physical, we'll always be with you, in the heart, in every move you do...'' He smiled at me and had placed his hand on my chest, where my heart is. A few tears fell from my eyes and i placed my hands on top of his...

[A few hours later]

I was still sitting, trying to say all of those things i never had said before. My dad listened and he told me things to. I wasn't crying anymore. And somehow i think i had accepted that he was going to die. I thought.  One of the machines started beeping. My dad started breathing deeply and i heard people come running. He looked at me and said ''We love you, live your life, the life we didn't get'' Then his hand pulled me in and he hugged me one last time. Before the doctor started getting him away to a surgery. I started crying very badly, and fell down to the floor crying almost screaming. And officer, one from Sweden came into me and helped me up. Then we walked into another room, and sat down in some chairs. He didn't talk to me. He probably didn't knew what to say. I didn't care. I just needed to cry. 

[An hour or so later]

A nurse walked into the room. I was still in tears. She looked at me, with a sad face. ''We're so sorry ms. Alex. But his heart was so weak. We couldn't do anything. He asked us to say one thing... Live the life we didn't got... So do you wanna see him or?'' She asked me. I just shook my head. I didn't want to see my dad death. I would remember him alive. She nodded and left the room. We started to leave. I told the nurse when we meet her at the hall that i didn't want to have anything to do with his funeral. I didn't want to come and start crying again. I had already said goodbye to him. I didn't want to be around a lot of people who just kept asking me if i was okay. Didn't want to think that much about it. Just wanted to find a way to start a normal life. Without any more loss. The officer drove me back to Sweden. We got into the same station and all the boys was still sitting in the TV room. I couldn't see Niall. And didn't want to. I would actually just like to forget about him. Love hurt to much for me. The boys saw me but i didn't look them in the eyes. The officer gave me another room, so i could be alone. He left me with a little smile. I laid down and tried to find out how to live with this. How could i forget about Niall? Could i forgive him? What should i do now, my life suddenly felt so empty when i didn't have any family.... The only thought that i could think of was to... I had to do it. I went out and walked to the bathroom. I locked the door and looked in all the cabinets. Finally. A scissor. I took it in my hand and turned on the water. It ran and i placed the scissor at my wrist. A clean deep cut appeared. It felt like all the other pains suddenly was gone. The only thing i could think of was the cut. I made on more. They looked like and 'X'. I thought about it for a moment. Wouldn't all this be easier, no questions noting to worry about, if i just died to...?


Just want to make a little comment. Thank you so so so much for all the sweet comments. This story have become way better than i thought at the beginning. And i know it it so sad right now, but keep updated, i promise it will get better!! Love you so so much!! :) xx

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