We must've waited a hour before the Doctor came back in and told us the news.
"Mr and Mrs.Styles, Your baby will be okay."
I felt the tension in the room roll off my shoulders. I went to hug Aly and she pushed me away.
"I thought we were alright again?"
"No. But now that the babys fine, you can go back home and I'll call El to see if I can stay there for a while."
"Harry. Don't. I don't want to deal with anymore stress right now."
"Ok. But I'll be at home if you need me."
I had been staying at Els for about 3 months now. I was 5 months along. Only 4 more to go. The boys were leaving for a 4 month tour tomorrow and me and Harry barely have talked since the hospital. He would be back before I was due. He texted me a few 'how are yous' and 'I miss yous'. To be honest, I missed him like crazy. But for some reason I just can't do it. I rode to the airport with El and we both had some pretty big bellys. We had to wait for the other girls to come and help us out of the car. Hannah helped me and Hailey helped El. We all talked for a bit and I caught Harry staring at me a few times. Before they had to leave the boys were giving out hugs. When Harry reached me he grabbed my hand and led me away from the group.
"What are you doing?" I tried digging my heels into the ground but it wasn't working.
"I want to talk to you, privately."
We stopped around a corner.
"Okay, now what do you want?"
"Can you tell me what my baby is? A boy or a girl?
"It's a girl." I mumbled.
"A beautiful baby girl." He smiled.
"Yeah. Are we done here?" I started walking away. He grabbed my hand again.
"What Harry?" I spat.
"Can I touch her?"
He placed his hands on my belly and started moving them.
"She's getting pretty big." He said. Should I be affended by that? Eh, I'll just let it go. "Daddy's here!" He started talking in a baby voice.
"Okay, that's enough." I took his hands off me and started walking away.
"Why do you keep walking away from me?" He grabbed me and pulled me to him again.
"Because. Harry. Can't you see? Everytime I see you it kills me!" I started crying. He pulled me to him, wraping his arms around me as best as possible, but with a belly in the way, it made that kind of hard. I pushed him off me. I didn't need his sympathy. I was fine on my own.
"We're never going to get through this if you don't let me back in. You have to trust me. I've been going to anger management classes and I'm doing a lot better. But I've been crying my eyes out everyday because I miss you. I need you. I love you."
"if I give you a hug, will you leave?"
"Only if you kiss me too."
He pulled me to him and hugged me tightly. I looked up at him and into his beautiful eyes. I did miss him. I just didn't want him to know. I wanted to be going on tour with them. I knew I was holding all the girls back. I could see it in there eyes. They wanted to go as bad as I did. I got on my tip-toes and I kissed him. I KISSED HIM. That's not what I wanted to happen. I wanted him to kiss me and leave. I couldn't help the butterflies I got when I kissed him. I know he had to leave but I didn't want him too. I broke the kiss and looked at my feet.
"Will you miss me?" He smiled.
"N-no? Babe, c'mon. Don't be so stingy. Just tell me you'll miss me. I know you will."
Curse him for always being right. I would miss him but I didn't want him to know.
"I'm not being stingy. I just don't care."
He just gave me a plain look. He wasn't buying any of it. But I had to try to go along with it. He grabbed my hand and lead me back to the group. We all got one more hug before they walked into the airport. Harry came up to me and hugged me tightly, kissing me on the cheek and he whispered into my ear "I love you and I always will."
We got back in Els car and headed back to her flat. Looks like we would be doing a lot of nothing for the next few months, seeing as we're very pregnant and too tired to move a lot.
(Sorry about all the time skiping. But I'll make up for it I promise!)
The boys were coming home today and I wasn't looking forward to it. But I also was. I missed Harry so much. Me and El were do withing hours of eachother. It was scary thinking of birth and I didn't want too. Tomorrow the month would be up and tomorrow was when El was due. I was due 2 or 3 days after her. The boys were on there way back right now and we said we'd meet them at the hospital. We got in the car and El asked me to call the girls and ask if they were coming.
On the phone with Hannah:
Me: Hey babe. Are you with any of the other girls?
Hannah: Yeah. I'm with all of them. Is something wrong?
Me: No, we're heading to the ospital right now. El's due today.
Hannah: OH I FORGOT OH MY GOD TELL HER I AM SO SORRY WE'LL BE THERE SOON. DON'T LET HER WATER BREAK WITHOUT ME THERE!
Me: Haha. Ok Han. See ya later. Love you.
Hannah: Love you too babes.
"They're on their way." I looked at El. "Louis will be here soon. Calm down hun." I smiled at her.
"I know. He texted me. They just landed. They'll be here in about 30 minutes. You should really give Harry a second chance. He's so miserable without you. Louis said he hasn't been going out or anything. He said Harrys also been crying himself to sleep every night. I don't know how much more he can handle before he goes off the deep end- OW!"
"El! Are you ok?!" I basically jumped out of my seat.
"Yeah, I think I just had a contraction."
"Ugh! The boys need to hurry!"
We pulled into the hospital and El had had two more contractions. We got her all settled in and I gave Harry a ring. Not the person I wanted to talk to but It made sense.
Conversation with Harry:
Harry: Hello? Aly?
Me: Yeah. Where are you guys? Els having contractions.
Harry: Els having contractions?
I heard Louis scream in the background and tell the driver to go as fast as he could.
Me: Yeah. That's what I just said.
Harry: Are you coming home with me after you have the baby?
Me: This isn't the time to talk about it and I just don't know Harry.
Harry: Ok, well. I love you.
Me: Yeah, ok.
The boys all ran into the room about 15 minutes later. Louis ran over to El and grabbed her hand. The nurse walked in and saw all the boys and shook her head.
"Which one's the father?"
They all looked at eachother and raised their hands simueltaneously. Except Harry.
"I am!" Louis chirped.
Then all the girls walked in. The nurses' eyes widened.
"Okay, This is too many people. The father and someone else can stay but everyone else had to go to the waiting room." She sounded mad.
"Erm, Aly, stay? Please."
"Of course I will babe."
Everyone else walked out of the room and the nurse got down between Els legs. I saw Els eyes widen and the nurse said:
"You're dialated 10 centimetres. If you want, we can break your water and you can start, or you can keep going through contractions and wait for your water to break."
"BREAK IT!" El screamed.
The nurse waslked over to a drawer and pulled out a awkward looking dildo thing and shoved it in Els vag. El winced and grasped my hand.
"I feel like I just peed on myself." El whispered into my ear. I couldn't help but laugh. The nurse was between Els legs and El had another contraction.
"You're ready to start pushing. All you have to do is when I say push, you push and I'll count to 10. When I reach 10, you can stop for 5 seconds then start pushing again."
"Ok, ok, ok, ok!" El dug her nails into my hand and I silently cursed.
"AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHEHEHEHHHHHHHHHH!" El was making a whole bunch of noises I couldn't make out. All I heard was a faint screaming and crying. The nurses' eyes lit up as she pulled a beautiful baby boy from El.
Louis screamed like a little girl when he walked over to cut the umbilical cord.
The nurse wrapped him up and gave him to a very sweaty Eleanor.
"What are you guys going to name him?" I smiled.
"WHAT ABOUT JAVEN?" Louis was so excited.
El looked at me.
"Javen Kyle Tomilson." I smiled.
"Kyle?" El looked surprised.
"Yeah, has a nice ring to it." I grabbed her hand and the nurse went to get everyone. El handed me Javen while they singned the birth papers.
"What's his name?" Kelly asked.
"Javen. Javen Kyle."
"Who came up with Kyle?" Hailey asked.
"I did." I smiled rocking the baby.
"That's so cute." Hannah said.
"You look good with a baby." Harry smiled at me.
I let a smile light up my face and he noticed and smiled harder. I gave Javen back to El and he looked just like her and Louis. I don't know which one he looked like more.
Harry pulled me into the hallway.
"I missed you so much."
I crossed my arms and placed them on my stomach. He looked at me and I realized that my boobs have gotten huge and I was wearing kind of a low-cut shirt.
"Harry, stop, you're drooling." I laughed and blushed. That was the first time in months I laughed and actually meant it. I grabbed his hand.
"Listen, Harry. I'm so sorry for the way I have been treating you. I have been the biggest bitch, anyone could ever be. I pushed you away when I needed you the most. I thought I could do this on my own, but I couldn't. I really couldn't." I broke down in his arms and started cry. I missed him so much and I was ready for him to know it. "I-I missed you s-so much! I don't ever want to be alone like that ever again!"
He kissed the top of my head.
"You won't babe. I promise.