On your wings

Running away from home Is never easy. Especially if you don't know where you're going. She had to deal with her abusive parents. Her brother died in a crucial car crash on his way home from college. Leaving her alone in this already lonely world. In the midst of a fight with her mum, she decides to run. Run far away. Sometimes runnning away from your problems Is best. But then her whole world turns upside down and sideways when she meets a boy.


24. Falling

~Harrys P.O.V~

I woke up to a loud banging sound and screaming. I stumbled to the source of the sound and I sawy Aly throwing the babys stuff and screaming. The room was destroyed. This was her way of coping. She was about to pick up the toy chest and I ran over to her and pulled her into my arms. We slowly slumped to the floor and her body went limp. We were both shaking.

"I can't do it anymore." She cryed.

"Yes, yes you can babe. We'll get through this." I kissed the top of her head.

I swooped her up bridal style and her head was dug into my chest. She stopped crying and was just sniffling now. I brought her back into our bedroom and into the bathroom. I say her on the toilet and started some water for a bath. When it reached a certain level I turned the water off and looked at Aly. She looked up at me with red, puffy eyes. I strode over to her and took her shirt off. She stood up and slipped her shorts off and stepped into the bath-tub and sat down.

"The water feels so good." She closed her eyes.

I leaned in and kissed her forehead. She smiled and placed her hand on the side of my cheek. She was looking into my eyes and she had a glimmer in hers. She was so beautiful. She pulled me to her and kissed me on the lips. It was a sweet, soft passionate kiss. She broke the kiss and put her forehead on mine. She was still holding my cheek.

"I love you. And I'm sorry for everything. I just...I just didn't know how to deal with it. I need you."

"I'll always be here. And you don't have to apoligize. I know the next few months, or year, is going to be hard on you. I love you too babe, and I always will."

I kissed her again. I got up and sat against the wall, facing her.

"You get more and more beautiful, every day." I smiled.

She took a deep breath and slid under the water. Bubbles were surfacing the water and she popped up with a loud 'huh' sound. I laughed as she ran her hands through her hair. 

"The waters cold." She whined.

"Then it's time for you to get out." I smiled. I walked over the closet and grabbed her a towel. She stood up, water dripping off her body. I handed her the towel and rolled up my sleeves. I bent down and drained the bath-tub. She stepped out and started to dry herself off. She brushed past me and turned around walking backwards. She winked at me and walked over to her desser. She grabbed a sports bra and some underwear. I watched her dress. Even though she wasn't perfectly skinny, she was beautiful. She still had some baby fat, from the baby. But I didn't care. I don't want her to change for anyone. I loved her for her and that's all that mattered.

"You look sexy right now." She had my purple Jack Wills sweater on and black yoga shorts. Her hair was damp, but it made her eyes pop. She blushed and walked over to me. She stepped her toes on mine and put both of her hands in mine. She looked up at me and smiled. She was more beautiful wothout make-up on. I leaned down and kissed her. I could feel her lips curl into a smile. She put her head on my chest and I rested my head on hers.

"I love you so much, Harry."

"I love you too, Aly." 

~Alys P.O.V~

El texted me and asked me if Harry and I were coming over to her house today. I guess everyone was over there and they were having a get together. It wouldn't be everyone with me and Harry there.

"Babe. You wanna go over to Els? Everyones over there and they're waiting on us I guess." Me and Harry had been snuggled in bed watching the telly all day.

"If you wanna go, I will too." He shook my shoulder.

I rolled over onto Harry.

"C'mon! Let's go!" I grabbed both his hands and started moving them side to side in mine.

"Okay!" He laughed. "We could if you wern't sitting on me!"

"Move me then." I stuck my tounge out at him and crossed my arms.

He pushed me back and I fell to the floor. Not on purpose. On accident. I grabbed his hand and pulled him with me. He landed on top of me.

"We should get going."

"You're probably right." I playfully hit him in the arm. He got up and pulled me with him. I was not going to get dressed. I slipped on my black vans and left my hair down. I grabbed my phone and slid it into the sweater pocket. I headed downstairs, meeting Harry at the door.

"Shall we?" He smiled opening the door for me.

"We shall." I took his arm in mine and we headed to the car. We hopped in and off to Els house we were.

Harry knocked on the door. We srood there hand in hand waiting for someone to answer the door.

"Hey guys!" El said holding Javen. I winced at the sight of him but no one noticed. We walked through the hallway and into the living room.

"HEY!" Everyone said. They were drinking and it was 3 in the afternoon. A little early for that.

"Hey guys." I said in a low voice.

I sat on Harrys lap and swung my arm around his neck.

"How's everything going?" Niall asked.

"Pretty good. I lashed out this morning. But you know.. It happens." I looked at Javen. He was so beautiful. I wished my baby would've lived. It was all my fault she died. 2 babys now that could've lived. But I stopped them from it. I'm a terrible person. Everyone was talking and I was daydreaming about her. What she would look like. How she would've affected the family. How she would've affected everyone around her. I blinked a few times. 

I'll be right back."

Everyone fell silent as they watched me walk out the room.

"Aly!" Harry called after me.

I heard Hannahs voice tell him to sit down and that I'd be back.

I walked up onto the roof and gasped at the fresh air. I felt suffocated inside. I walked over to the railings that kept people from falling off the top of the building and leaned over it. I started hyperventalating. I needed to calm down. I steadied my breathing and my legs felt weak. I climbed on top of the bars and sat down. I was looking down and I caught myself thinking, 'what would happen if I fell from here?' or 'It wouldn't hurt that much if I 'accedently' slipped'. 

~Harrys P.O.V~

"So how is everything going? You know, with you two? Any fights? What did she say earlier about her lashing out?" Kelly asked.

"Everythings great, so far. We havn't had any fights. But yeah, I kinda drank last night. A lot. I was really drunk. Don't tell her this. But I was trying to drink away my pain and it didn't really work. I still felt it. So I drank even more. When I came to the conclusion that I was always going to feel the pain of a missing piece in my life. I gave up and went to bed. I woke up to a banging and screaming sound. I guessed it was just because of my hang over. I opened my eyes and Aly wasn't in the bed next to me. I got up and walked out of the room and the closer I got to the room you guys decorated for the baby, the louder the banging and screaming got. I opened the door and the room was destroyed. Completely. She was throwing things and ripping things off the wall. It was her way of coping, but when I saw her go for the little toy chest, the one my mother gave me. I had to stop her. I walked into the room and pulled her to me. She cryed even harder, knowing that I had just watched her destroy something so beautiful. Her body went limp while I was holding her and we fell to the floor. We sat there for a while in eachothers arms. When her crying stopped we went on with our day, like a regular one. We were cuddling when El texted her."

"Oh my god." Hailey gasped.

"Yeah." El and Hannah agreed.

"Wow, mate. That must've been hard on you." Zayn said patting my back.

"You're alright now thought, right?" Liam asked.

"Of course." I gave him a fake smile.

"You can't go around drinking like that. She needs you." Louis said.

"Now, more than ever." Niall finished for Louis.

"As a matter of fact. Where is she? She left more then 30 minutes ago. She said she'd be right back." Hannah said worried.

"She'll be fine. I don't think she felt comfortable with Javen around." El said

I winced at the thought. Alys bestfriend had a baby, whereas Aly lost hers. The one thing she wanted. She couldn't have.

"Well, I'm going to look for her. I'll call if I need any help." Hailey said

I just stayed and was talking with everyone else. Aly was fine. She was probably just getting some fresh air.

~Alys P.O.V~

What if I jumped? Who would miss me? I know Harry would. I missed her so much, and I didn't even meet her. She was apart of me. She was my other half. She was what made me and Harry one. It make me think, life can be made as quickly as it's taken away. Just in the blink of an eye. I needed to stop thinking of all these negative things. If it wasn't for her me and Harry probably would've never gotten back together. And I needed him more then ever at this point in my life. I should probably go back inside. Everyone was probably wondering where I was. I turned to get off and the door swung wide open and Hailey stood there. She yelled my name and scared me. My foot slipped and I tried gripping for something but there was nothing there. As I fell I heard a faint voice yelling "ALY!"

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