zayn was so angry with me , he was yelling at me , and whenever he look at my face , i get scared i feel like its all myfault , but it not my fault... he wanted to rape , thats was my reaction , why i cant change everything that happened , i was really sad , scared , feeling guilty , i was really feeling bad for louis .
i hope he wake up , but whats gonna happen if he wake up , will he try to rape me again ? oh no , i guess like the doctor said hell stay here for a couple of weeks or some days.
i felt tired i wanted to go and grab some donut and juice , but i guess they wont let me go alone , ill take liam with me , or harry , ill never take zayn
he really scares me
' guys , i-i want to buy a donut and a juice '
' fine ill come with you '
i looked at harry and liam with a DONT-LET-HIM look
' what are you waiting for HA'
' nothing , o-okay lets go '
i went downstairs to the cafeteria
i walked in there
' can i have one donut and a juice ?'
i said to man
' yea what juice ?'
' umm apple juice '
' choclate donut?'
after some mintues he gave me the donut and the juice
' thanks '
i said and smiled
i was walking upstairs but suddenly someone grabbed my wrist and took me downstairs to the bathroom
' its all your fault '
' its not my fault '
' IT IS '
' ITS NOT , WHY YOU THINK SO '
' YOU HIT HIM AND BECAUSE OF YOU , HE IS STAAYING HERE FOR A WEEKS OR DAYS AND YOU MADE HIS LIFE IN DANGEROUS '
' YES I HIT HIM , BUT HE WANTED TO RA.....'
i wanted to complete it but he slapped me
' WE GET IT , SHUT UP , HE WANTED TO RAPE YOU , BUT YOU WILL KILL HIM?'
' I DIDNT KILL HIM , HE IS STILL ALIVE '
' BEHAVE BITCH , DONT YELL AT MY FACE '
i didnt said anything , the slap which he gave really hurts , i felt like my cheeks was numb....
' can we go now ?'
i said , there was little tears in my eyes , why he hate me that much
he didnt answer my question but he opened the door and walked outside
we went upstairs
' why youre late ? '
' i went to buy ...'
' why youre cheeks are so red ?'
' i dont know , thats my natural colour '
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