Since the begining as a child
I would wander around
Just waiting for some reason
Even watching the time as it went on and on
Having dreams that I wish was more clear
Just starring up at the sky....
Thinking deeply than before
I have a mom...dad...siblings...but is that all?
Still not understanding...
Just a child growing and learning
But my chest often hurts...sometimes too much
Even become heavy...
Like a big cloud of rain ready to burst
Is it strange if I just want to cry...?
I wake up and start another day
But Its actually always the same...not one thing different
Except me...becoming taller with just more work to do
Off and on fights with parents who just don't undertand
Then funerals of the oldest and most beloved ones
No matter what that feeling won't go away
In time I return to my old home
To find what it is that I'm missing
To my surprise....
Nothing...not a treasure or memory...
As I leave walking down a path I walked many times
Starring at the sky with the wind in my hair
I for some reason pause in shock
The pain actually stopped....
Feeling my chest as I look back up....
That person I knew stood before me
Now older too yet so very lovely
I finally realized...
I had left behind something precious
My other half....
The one that completes me and ends my story
Had left me when we were kids... were very close
I had no idea at such early age I had fallen in love
No wonder I was confused and so unhappy
Standing face to face
Neither of us knew what to say or do...
But laugh like kids under the sun
This was the person for me
Walking hand to hand down the meadow
Soon both in white with rice and flowers thrown in the air...
After all we did pretend to be husband and wife once.