1. Day 1:
9;30pm. Location: Jay & Linda's House. (New York)
I decided to buy you when I was getting a couple of things from the store, I saw you. I decided I would buy you, because I need something to let all my thoughts out. I'll write in this until the pages are gone, I promise.
My name is Wesley, I have been suffering depression & self harm since middle school. I guess it all started since my Dad passed away. My mom left us, when I was 5 years old.. He raised me since I was 12, then committed suicide. I always blamed myself, I don't know why.. I'm very quiet since, I have no friends. They don't talk to me no more, their so called 'popular' now. I'm the girl who read's for fun, is in foster family's.
I change houses a lot, they always give up on me because they wanted a regular teenager. A girl who goes on the cheerleading team, plays sports.. Not a plain old quiet girl who read's for fun. I hate myself, I will never stay put into a house where people love me.. Never. Jay and Linda are nice, sometimes.. Well they argue a lot, no doubt they will be divorced soon. None of them will want me and just give me up..
I'm going to clean my cut's, I don't want them to get infected.. When they do, I bleed and ruin my sweaters.
Then I think I'll listen to Ed Sheeran & sleep.
Goodbye Dearest Diary.