1. This is my life.
My name is Maddie, I cut myself because I can't take the bullying, but there are only 2 ways to prevent me from cutting.Justin bieber is the first one. He's not my boyfriend, he doesn't follow me on Twitter. Are you wondering how? Just by the words that he says, the words that he sings. I honestly think I'm in love with him, but he will never know, I will never be with him. I will never meet him, I will never go to his concert. Whatever thats to painful to think about. Anyways, my name is Maddie I just moved to a new school. Its my senior year, I have no friends and no family except my sister that is a few years younger than me, and she fit right into her new school. But not me. No one likes me. Everyone thinks I'm a freak because I like Justin Bieber and that I'm fat and ugly. How am I fat? I weigh less than 110 lbs. Why am I ugly? Because I don't wear loads and loads of make-up? Whatever I'm not changing the way I dress or the way I look. But sometimes words get to harsh and too difficult to handle. My other way, ugh, I have never told anyone this. But I sing and it just calms me. Don't ask me how but it does. If I think about it though, it makes sense. I love Justin Bieber, he calms me. I love singing, it calms me. You see? Anyways, this is my life.