Its November, I will be 18 in March. I know its weird that I have never had a boyfriend but I never had time at my old school, and now that I'm in a new school, no one likes me! But tonight is my forth date,with... Justin Bieber, but to me, he is just Justin. It has been almost a month since I got out of the Hospital. I was so bored! But Justin never left me! When he did to go change, he would text me or never get off the phone with me. I loved it! Whether we were talking, texting, or talking on the phone, I smiled the whole time. Now I know its true, I did love him, I do love him, and I will always love him! These are my thoughts as I'm getting ready for my date. I have no idea where we are going, no matter how much I beg, he always says "its a surprise!" Hes such a tease! I notice I have a text for Justin, while Emily is deciding which outfit I should wear. Justin- so excited for tonight, miss you like crazy! I smile and text him back. Me- Miss you too, I can't wait for tonight! Where are we going? :) I smiled and he texted me back. Justin- I told you its a surprise! <3 I sent him back an angrey face, and then Emily had finally decided which one she liked the best. I had a formal outfit and a casual one. "I think you should go with the casual one because its more you, and you want Justin to like you for who you are and not by the way you dress." Emily said turning to me. I nodded and made her get out. I put on jeans and a realy purple top. (purple is my favourite colour) I straightned my hair, but curled the ends because thats the way my hair is normally styled. Then applied some mascara, and a very light brown eye-shadow. I liked the way I looked. I nodded my head feeling satisfied, grabbed my phone, and headed downstairs. As I walked down the stairs I saw that Justin was already here, he was sitting in the living room. But with this stupid cast, I wasn't as quiet as I hoped I would be! He got up and turned to face me quickly, I smiled and his jaw dropped open. I thought I had mascara on my face or toothpaste on my shirt. I looked at myself. "What?!" I asked smiling. He shoke his head. "Nothing, you... you look... beautiful." I felt my cheeks go red and I looked at the floor even more embaressed. He lifted my chin up smiling and whispered "Don't be embaressed" then winked. I grabbed my purse, and my sweater that was hanging on the hook, put on my grey toms, waved to my parents, and Justin and I walked to the car, hand in hand. He helped me down the steps and into his car. It was such an awesome car! Coolest car I have ever seen! He got into the drivers seat and drove away.
"Are we there yet?" I asked. I had a blind fold on, he wouldn't let me see anything! He laughed "we are here" he replied. "Finally, so I can take the blind fold off now?" I asked. He laughed quietly "NOPE!" I grunted, he laughed as he got out of the car. He came around and helped me out. He guided me up a few stairs and inside some place. "We are going in an elevator okay?" I grunted. "I hate elevators, I'm closterphobic, Justin!' I said starting to panic. "Don't worry, I'm closterphobic too, but we have eachother and its the only way to get to the surprise." He said teasingly. I nodded my head, and licked my lips quickly, I'm so scared. When we got into the elevator he started to hum "be alright" I hummed along too. We got out and he walked me down a long hall and he finally stopped. He reached in his pocket and I herd a beep. Then he brought me inside a room. He took off the blind fold. I was in a hotel room. There was a beautiful candle lit dinner set up in the middle of the room. With a bed that looked so comfy I could fall asleep on it now! I gasped and tears filled my eyes. His face fell from a smile to a frown. "You hate it!" He said looking at his shoes. I shook my head. "NO, Justin I love it! Thank-you soo mcuh!" I said hugging him. I pulled away, and looked into his beautiful brown eyes. He kissed me on the cheek. I smiled, "You missed" I said winking, I then went on my tippie-toes,finally realizing how tall he was, he leaned down and pressed his lips to mine. I smiled and he smiled too. There was a sudden knock at the door, Justin pulled away from me smiling. I gave him a puzzled look as he went to open the door. It was Ryan and Chaz caring 4 bags and some food. I noticed a bag I knew I had at my house, I just knew it was mine because its had my make-up bag attached to it. I waved to them, and they waved back Justin hugged them both, "thanks, guys!" he said then introduced us. I shoke both their hands and they left. I looked at Justin raising an eyebrow. "What's going on?" I asked curious. "Well I thought it would be fun, if we spent a night together for 'our one month anniversery'" He said raising his hands to make quotation marks around the words one month anniversary. I laughed, and kissed him again. "I would love to!" I exclaimed pulling away. He smiled and led me to the table. We ate talking about our likes and dislikes, and taking turnes asking eachother questions. When we were finished eating, Justin put the dishes in the sink and sat back down in his seat. I looked at the table my hands folded neatly. I wanted to tell him that I love him, but I'm afraid that he won't love me back. I felt a tear fall on my jeans. "What baby?" He said lifting my chin up, wiping my tears away. "I-I-I.." I stuttered not sure what to say. "Baby, you can tell me anything" He said putting his hand ontop of mine. He took a deep breath. Okay Maddie you can do this. "Justin, I...I love you." I said looking down again, I felt my cheeks go red. "Maddie" He laughed lifting my chin. "I love you too!" He leaned againest the table coming towards me, I met him there and our lips crashed againest each other, his tongue tracing my lips, looking for an entrance. I spread my lips slightly, his tongue charshing in exploring my mouth, as our tongues danced together. He got up and walked around to me, our lips still attached, he then picked me up and plopped me down on the bed. I was laying down with him over me. I wrapped my leg, keeping the one with the cast laying on the bed, and tangled my fingers in his hair, hungry for his love. And...