Forever or Never

Zanni Jones was a huge Directioner. Life gets better when her best friend happens to be the one and only Zayn malik. When Zayn gets a girlfriend, will Zanni get over him, or try her hardest to get him? But his girlfriend is Zanni's worst enemy, AKA Jocelyn Smith.


8. Zayns P.O.V

Zayns P.O.V

Ahhh, what happened last night? I rolled over in bed and saw an empty space. I lifted up the covers... damn, I think I had sex last night, with Zanni! I ran into the bathroom, after putting some pants on, and saw a few pregnancy tests. I was shaking I was so nervous. I looked at them, all positive. I picked one up and stormed downstairs, and about 10 minutes later, Zanni came in. I got up and shoved the pregnancy test in her face.

"Zayn, I can explain!"

"Are you? ARE YOU OR NOT?"

"Zayn, please calm down!"

She was about to cry, and i hate seeing her cry, but for some reason, no matter how much I tried, I couldnt calm down.

"Are you, or are you not?" I said through gritted teeth. A tear rolled down her cheek and she put her head down.

"Yes..." She whispered. I threw the test on the floor and walked out the door (mind you, I did get dressed) I didnt even bother to think twice about this!  I kept walking, and I realized I'd stopped outside Jocelyns house. I went up to the door and rung the door bell. Jocelyn opened it, she had tear stained cheeks. I looked into her eyes.

"What are you doing here? I thought you hated me?"

"I'm sorry, and I really miss you. Come back to me?"

She was so happy all she did was nod. I kissed her passionately. We walked over to the couch and continued our make out session.


Its now, ohhh, 6:30pm. I've had 6 texts, 13 calls and a voice mail from Zanni. Thinking about it, I do feel a little bit sad. I didnt want to hurt her, and now she hates me! I looked at my phone. I sighed.

"Jojo, I got to get back home now. Bye, love you!"

"Love you too Zayn!!!!"

I walked out the door and walked back home. I walked through the door and saw all the boys gathered round Zanni. They all gave me a dirty look and Liam came up to me.

"Zayn, how could you do that?! Shes frigging 18 years old! look at her, you've gone and left her in her time of need!"

"Its her fault!"

"ZAYN! How the hell is it her fault?! You know what, forget it!"

Liam walked away and back over to Zanni. I looked at Zanni, she looked at me. I ran upstairs, with tears burning my eyes. I locked myself in my room and cried for hours. About 2 hours later, I heard a knock on the door.

"Come in"

"Zayn, I'm so sorry. You're right, it is my fault. I know you care about me and all, but I cant get an abortion. I want this child. Listen, if you dont wanna be friends anymore, I understand."

She sniffled at the end and proceeded to get up. I grabbed her wrist, and see sat back down.

"Zanni, Im sorry I shouted at you. I was scared. I love you and I dont want you getting hurt. I will always be your best friend. Even when we die, I'll be your best friend."

"Zayn, I love you too, but more than a best friend. I have loved you since, well, a few weeks ago. I know you love Jocelyn and all, but I will always love you more!"


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