I hate myself, my life. I should end it. I walked up to the bathroom and looked through my cupboards for a razor. Damn, cant find any. Maybe there in the other bathroom. When I walk out Zayn Niall and Liam are stood infront of me. I turn around and lock the bathroom door.
"Im not ever coming out!"
"We'll burn down the house Zanni. Please you know Im sorry. Liam and Zayn are so upset, not with you but with me."
"But what if it isnt your child? What if the others joined into but we just cant remember?"
"Well, thats always a possibility. Come on, lets go get you checked out. Please, for us."
"Fine. You owe me Niall."
I walked out and saw a teary eyed gang of 3. I hugged them and walked to get my phone. I nodded at them and we headed to the doctors. I really hope it was just a scare. I mean, its not like they're always right, is it? I was biting my nails (nearly wrote niall lol) and ended up making my nail bleed. I sucked on the blood and it soon stopped. We got out the car and I froze. I was to scared yo move. Zayn had to drag me in. We sat down and waited. liam went over and booked it for us, which was lucky because they had a doctor in that could see us. We were in the room within 5 minutes. I went and layed on the bed and they took an ultrasound. I closed my eyes shut and hoped that I wasnt pregnant. The nurse taped me and showed me the screen... I WASNT PREGNANT! I cried with happiness. Liam and Niall hugged me. Zayn just sat in his chair and ran his fingers through his hair. He sighed loudly. We left and drove back. I went straight upstairs and changed into my pj's.
Later that night, Zayn came in and sat on my bed. I didnt look up from my phone and continued to text my friend. He moved closer and went to touch my leg, but I slapped his hand away. He mouthed an 'Ow' and rubbed his hand. I still haden't forgiven him. I knew he was sorry, I just wanted to teach him a leason or two.
Finally, I looked up at him. He had his head in his hands and was crying. I sighed and he looked up, his cheeks were tear stained. I wiped his tears away and hugged him. We both apologized. He told me he was angry because he cared about me. I pulled back from the hug and ran to the bathroom. I felt sick, but I dont know what for. I vomited over the toliet and Zayn came and rubbed my back, whilst holding my hair back.
"Why are you being sick?"
"I dont know, I think its from the stress."
"Okay, need anything?"
"No, Im okay."
I went back to the bed and cuddled into Zayns chest. 5 minutes pasted, and I was feeling sleepy. I looked up at Zayn, and stared into his dark brown eyes. Before I knew it Zayn had crashed his lips onto mine. I kissed back, and it became more rough. You can imagine what happened next ;)
I woke up next to Zayn, naked. I panicked because I knew this time I was gonna be pregnant. I kept spare pregnancy tests in the cupboard, so I grabbed a few and did it. All positive. I ran to the doctors to make sure. I went by myself. I came out of the ultrasound. Pregnant with Zayn Maliks child at 18 years of age. Im such a idiot!