I woke up early, my head was pounding like crazy, I was sweating and even if my eyes were open I couldn't see well, my vision was blurry. Obviously I knew what it was. I stopped drugs a couple of days before meeting all the guys. I felt bad in the beginning and than not anymore what was surprising so I knew it would happen again. At least I was never a real drug addict who needed drug more than anything but my body still fell sore. I tried to stand up but I felt dizzy so I went back to sleep. I woke up again hearing a knock on the door and I think it was Harry who came in. "Good morning, what's wrong ?" I could recognize his voice. "Nothing I just don't feel well, my vision is blurry, I have a headache and I'm feeling dizzy." I didn't want to tell him it was from the drugs, I didn't want him to look down on me. "Oh, do you want me to call a doctor ?" "No thanks."I replied with a smile. " I'll get you something to eat" He said and before I could answer he was gone. A couple of minutes later he came in with 2 sandwiches and a glass of water. "I'm not that hungry actually, maybe I should just stand up." I tried to stand up and then I remember nothing.
She tried to stand up and just lost conscious I grabbed her and put her back on the bed. Is she that tired ? Should I call a doctor ? Well she told me not to but I'm starting to get worried. I decided to go downstairs and see with the others if maybe they new what I had to do. After gathering all the boys in the living. I explained everything. "What did you say were the symptoms ?" Zayn asked. We were kind off surprised he would asked that but I answered "She told me she felt dizzy and that her vision was blurry, she had a headache. I could also see she was sweating a lot and she didn't want to eat at all. Then when she tried to stand up she fainted. "
When Harry said what the symptoms were I knew what it was but just to be sure I repeated: "so blurry vision, sweat, headache, loss of appetite, dizziness, syncope." When I looked around Harry was just nodding and the rest of them were looking at me not knowing what happened. "I'm gonna talk to her." "I'm coming with you ! "Harry said. "You can't !" I knew Amelia knew it was because she suddenly stopped using drugs but she didn't tell him. If she didn't, then I wasn't going to either. "But..." "Calm down bro, I'm not gonna steal your girlfriend. You know I love Perrie." I cut him off. "Oh ok thanks... Wait she's not my girlfriend." We all started laughing
I went to her room. I woke her up and said. "How long ?" "How long what ?" She asked. "For how long haven't you been using drugs ?" She was gonna protest but before she could even say anything I said. "Oh please ! Did you really think I wouldn't realize ? All the symptoms are obvious !" She smiled weakly, she was bad but not as bad as I expected so I knew she had stopped a few days ago and wasn't on drugs for a long time before she stopped. "What do you usually use to calm it off ?" "I wait till the pain goes away, it does take a few days and I get into bad situations." I stared at her surprised. A few years ago in Bradford I had friends who were on drugs but couldn't pay for medications to help calm the cravings. I saw what could happen and it was scary. "I'm coming back I know what you need it normally helps really fast but if its been a couple of days than tomorrow you should feel better if you use it like you have to." I was gonna leave to go to the store when she said. "Please don't tell Harry, I don't want him to be disappointed." "He's worried about you and I don't like to see him like that. And don't worry you will never disappoint him" I said with a smile and left.
Harry came in "Why didn't you tell me ? You knew it was the side effects." He stood in front of the door like a child who was scared of coming in. I rushed to him but felt dizzy so fell down on my bum. He came closers "Are you alright ?" "Harry I'm so sorry... I was just scared I didn't want you to see me like that." I said. Tears came running down my face. Harry dried them of with his thump. "Don't worry love, I think you're beautiful all the time." I smiled and than he added "Weren't you the one who said I'd have to treat you like a princess ?" He had a cheeky smile. "Oh I almost forgot that well then Prince Charming, would you do me the honer to carry me back to my bed ? I laughed while saying it. He carried me with a smile. Then I felt I was gonna faint again. "Harry I'm gonna faint. My head hurts ! I don't feel well at all !" He put me down and I fainted but before I did I felt a shock while touching the bed. I knew what was gonna happen but then I don't remember anything.
When I put her down on the bed she started shaking like crazy. I was scared I didn't know what to do. I tried to wake her up but I couldn't do anything. I thought about Zayn who knew she was craving for drugs just after hearing the symptoms and that he used to talk to us about his friends that were smoking, drinking a lot and using drugs so I decided to call him
"Pick up, Pick up, Pick up. SHIT" I yelled. Louis came in running. "What's wro... Oh my god ! What going on ? Is she alright why is she shaking ? Oh my god !" "Louis call Zayn on his phone !" I screamed. He did it.
"Zayn ? " Louis said
"Where are you ?"
"Come now ! We need you ! Aimee is shaking we can't wake her up."
ThEn Louis hung up. "He's coming, he's in the elevator." Louis said. A few minutes later Zayn came storming in with the lads following. They all started freaking out and asking questions. "Liam put her on her side. Niall go get some water. Louis take some towels girls take some fresh clothes for her. Harry open her mouth and put that in it and try to make her drink." We all did everything Zayn said, Niall came with the water, Liam pulled her up so I could put the medicine in and give her water. She wouldn't swallow, but then finally did.
She kept on shaking but after a few 15 minutes she calmed down. "Zayn thank you that was amazing. I was so worried !" I whispered "No problem that was the second time I had to do that." He said and I could see a glince of sadness in his eyes. I'll have to remember asking him. I laid down next to her under the covers and put my arm around her then I pulled her onto my chest. Everyone went outside but not Zayn. "What's wrong ?" I asked. "Oh I'm just making sure she's fine, I wouldn't want something to happen like my friend Jane." "What happened to her ?" I asked. "Well she stopped drugs and had the same cravings as Amelia but the difference is that she was more addicted and wasn't as tough. She just couldn't bear the cravings and she started drugs again but she did an overdose and died." I could see his eyes filled with tears and than I heard Perrie come in "I'm happy you told at least one of your best friends" she said with a smile taking him in her arms and then out of the room.
It was just me and her. She was sweating again so I wiped it off with a towel.
After an hour she woke up. "Hey" I said "how are you feeling ?" "Well... I can see you clearly and I don't feel dizzy, I'm not sweating anymore, I don't feel like eating but I could eat something. Buuuuuut... My head is hurting like crazy and I'm a little shaky. I guess it's already better." She said with a smile. Then we went downstairs "Zayn thank you soooo much. You saved my life." Than she gave him a hug. "GROOOUP HUG !!!" Louis yelled. Then we parted and all went to sleep.