Good bye doesn't mean forever. (Completed)

When bullied 15 year old Natalie Samantha Anderson's mother gets arrested for murder and her father arrested for robbing a bank Natalue is forced to move to Doncaster England to live with a foster family she runs into the one and only Louis William Tomlinson she feels different, little did Natalie know that she was going to live with him and suffer through pure pain.


24. Forgetting... A bit


Natalie's POV
A month. It's been exactly one month today. Since it happened. Louis' death. I feel so empty. All I do is sit around in my room. I stare at my calendar. Two weeks until his funeral. Can't wait, not. Most of the time I cry myself to sleep. Harry tries to help, my boyfriend tries so hard. But he always fails. I either cry harder or end up hiding. I haven't been eating lately. Mikki thinks I'm going anorexic. I'm not I just can't eat. I just sit in my room and stare out my window. Everything reminds me of his amazing smile. I look at my watch. 9:00pm I get up ever so slowly. And crawl under my blankets hoping that everything was just a dream. I know it's not but I wish it was.
~the next morning~
"Natalie, Natalie?" I hear Harry whisper. I moan and stuff my face into my pillow.
"Harry if I wake up life will be slow without Louis. I need him." Harry sighs and lays next to me nudging his nose in my neck. I cuddle him and cry.
"Shhh, baby don't cry. I know you miss him, I mis him too. He was my boo bear."  I sigh and squeeze closer. His warm breath on my neck. He pulls me out of bed. And drags me down the stairs. Everyone looks up. Isabel smiles and runs to me.
"She is alive everyone! Now let's see your smile!" I slowly smile. She giggles and I walk to the table. Everyone was there, well almost everyone if you know what I mean. Zayn puts a plate of flapjacks in front of me.
"Eat!" He demands. I obey and take a bite. My eyes light up and Zayn smiles. And I dig in. I spend the rest of the day talking and laughing. For once I think I forgot about Louis. But not completely




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