Hi im Harper Tomlinson im 18 when i was younger my mum and i were in a car accident. i got out with a few cut and scratches but mum died on the impact of the accident. since then i have been forced to live with my abusive step-dad who would beat me everyday and would bring his friends over to beat me 10x worse and would let them rape me. i soon find out that my dad is Matt Tomlinson and i am Louis Tomlinson's sister. i finally became re-united with my real family.


11. Chapter 11


~...~ RECAP ~...~

*•*•*•*• Louis' P.O.V *•*•*•*•

My phone buzzed again.

From: Hazza-Bear 

Please Boo-Bear ! I swear I won't hurt her. She's your sister why would I hurt her. Please, please, please !

I sighed. Harry won't hurt her... Right? Oh god I don't even know. But harry is known as a flirt what if he breaks her heart? I took a breathe before answering, 

To: Hazza-Bear 

~...~ END OF RECAP ~...~

*•*•*•*• Louis' P.O.V *•*•*•*•

To: Hazza-Bear 

Haz... fine. Ask her on a date. Make sure she has fun, got it? And if you do ask her to be your girlfriend... YOU. BETTER. NOT. HURT. HER. Got it?

I pressed send and looked at Harry a huge smile broke onto his face, I guess he must really like her if it makes him that happy. Haz won't hurt hair. I thought he was going to reply but instead he got up from his seat, and since he was right behind me he grabbed my head, kissed it repeatly and yellled,

"OH MY GOSH BOO-BEAR! THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANKYOU. I LOVE YOUUU SOO MUCH !" I just laughed and everyone in the car was staring at Harry and I except the driver. 

"You're welcome Haz." I replied, he was smiling so big.

"What just happened?" Liam asked.

"Nothing." I replied simply.

"LOU, IS LARRY STYLINSON BECOMING REALLL?!" El yelled from the backseat, I could tell she was joking so I decided to tease her a bit.


"Fine." She sighed. "I guess i'll just get another guy, it's not gon-" I cut her off.

"NO, ELLIE, I WAS KIDDING! FORGIVE ME!" I yelled dramatically. She giggled and nodded, I blew her a kiss and she pretended to catch it. Everyone was staring at us then burst out laughing.

"What's Larry Stylinson?" Asked Harper.

"It's Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson combined, it's their couple name." Niall explained. Suddenly I felt guilty for letting Harry ask Harper out, I completely forgot Nialler has feelings for her... well this is bloody fantastic.

"LOUIS!" Harper yelled.

"Yes, love?" I said camly.


"No, no. Our fans just smashed their names together, as like a bromance they aren't actually gay!" Zayn sad.

"oh... sorry."

"It's ok, love." I said.

*•*•*•*• Harper's P.O.V *•*•*•*•

Well, that was weird. Suddenly, I just blanked out and had a flashback. 


It was a cold, rainy day. I was at a cemetery with a bunch of people around me. I was next to my step-dad he was holding my hand and tears were streaming down his face. Everyone one was dressed in black. Then 4 men came out carrying a coffin, 2 in the front and 2 in the back. I looked at everyone and noticed a bunch of my mom's friends here, they all had tears rolling down their cheeks. The 4 men went and put the coffin in the ground and burried it. My step-dad, john, went up and started talking. 

"Maria, was a great women. She was gorgeous, funny, smart, fun, a great mother, kind-hearted and the list goes on and on. Her daughter, Harper, is an amazing girl, now she has to grow up without a mother. I remember the last time I saw her, it was April 1st, she got up and went to wake up our daughter, Harper. She got her dressed we ate breakfast. Harper was putting on her coat. I walked up to Maria kissed her and whispered I love you. And they left. That was the last time, I saw her, talked to her, kissed her, told her I loved her.... Maria will always be in our hearts." Tears werre streaming down my step-dad's face. I was 5 so I had no idea what was going on.I walked up to John and stopped him from talking, 

"Daddy, why you cry?" I asked. He just gave me a weak smile. So I asked another question. "Daddy, were mommy? Why she no here?" I said. Suddenly he burst into tears.

"She's in a better place now, sweetie." He kissed my forhead.

"When she come back?"

"I'm afraid she isn't come back." He hugged me and carried me on his waist and he said good-bye to everyone, they all had tears streaming down their faces. I walked up to my mom's stone and I tried reading it, but I couldn't. I noticed John looking at me I motioned for him to come and he came.

"Read." I said pointing at the words. 

"Of course, it says, Maria Anne, beloved wife and mother. April 1st." He hugged me. 

"Daddy, is mommy die?" He only nodded and I burst into tears. I was at my mom's funeral.


Why did I have that flashback? I looked at everyone and they were all staring at me with worried faces.

"Harper, are you ok?" Perrie asked.

"Yea, why?" 

"You zoned out." Dani said. 


"Are you ok?" Niall said.

"Yea." They all nodded. But then I was thinking why I randomly had that flashback of my mothers funeral. Then it clicked, is today April 1st? No it can't be.

"What's the date today?" I said rather loudly. But I didn't care, I had to know. Everyone was staring at me... again. Gosh they like to stare.

"April 1st... why?" Lou said,

"Oh my gosh." I said quietly. That means it's been exactly 13 years since my mom's past away. "13 years." I said.

"13 years what?" Asked El.

"Um. Nothing." I said. Trying not to cry. But my voice cracked.

"You sure?" Said Niall. I nodded and looked out the window. Not making any eye contact or talking to anyone for the rest of the ride.

*•*•*•*• Niall's P.O.V *•*•*•*•

That was weird she just zoned out and when she came back to reality she didn't say nothing just oh my gosh and 13 years. She looked like she was about to cry. I wonder what's wrong.

*•*•*•*• Louis' P.O.V *•*•*•*•

Why did she zone out. I am very confused. But I didn't pressure her into telling us, she would when she's ready. We finally got to our house. We got out and stepped in. Harper didn't show no emotion. She was so happy when we were in the car but after she zoned out she just looks like she's gonna cry.

"Uh, Lou can you please show me to my room?" Her voice cracked. I feel so bad for her. I nodded and showed her to her room. Her luggage was already in there so I left her alone. I went downstairs and the boys and girls looked concerned and worried. 

"She'll tell us when she's ready.... Hopefully." They nodded and we didn't bother unpacking we just went to the living room.

*•*•*•*• Harper's P.O.V *•*•*•*•

Louis showed me to my room I went in and got my little journal out that I had and hid from my stepfather, John. It's filled with songs, of course no one has heard me sing them or knew I wrote songs because I stopped singing to others when my mom died. I flipped through a bunch of pages and found the song. I wrote this song when I was 12. I looked around my room for the first time and noticed a guitar in the corner... Hm I wonder why that's here. I went and grabbed it and started strumming and singing. 

*•*•*•*• Harry's P.O.V *•*•*•*•

It was about dinner time so I went to get her. I was about to open the door when I hear a guitar start playing. I went to get the boys and girls so they could listen. We were outside her door being very quiet and she started singing, 

'Sha la la la la, sha la la la la
You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from heaven and you'd hold me close in your arms,
I thought of the way you felt so strong

I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holdin' me

I miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm livin' out my dream
Oh, how I wish you could see
Everything that's happenin' for me

I'm thinkin' back on the past
It's true the time is flyin' by too fast

I miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while and even though it's different now. You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you

I know you're in a better place yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

I miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la

I miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you'


*•*•*•*• 3rd person's P.O.V *•*•*•*•

Everyone thought,Wow, incredible voice. We listened to her and then she started talking. 

"Mom, I know you can't hear me, but I miss you so much! Today is your 13th year death anniversary. I still can't believe that you were the one that had to die, it should have been me. I wish you were here with me, protecting me. I miss your smile, laugh, personality, everything about you! You were more then a mom to me you were my best friend, my rock, my everything. Mom, I haven't been the same since the day you died. I've changed. I even gave up singing. I only sing for myself and wrote songs but no one has seen or heard them and they never will. I remember how we used to sing and dance all the time and John would videotape us. Mom, you deserved to live, you should have made it, it should have been me! You don't know how hard it was for everyone when you passed away. John started drinking and doing drugs to keep his mind off you. He changed completely. Even though he would hurt me I know deep down inside of him he's still the same John you married and the same stepdad I loved. Mom, I just wanted to tell you that I miss you so so much and love you even more! By the way I'm living with my actual dad now his name is Matt. I also have a new brother his name's Louis. He's so loud and full of energy. I am with Louis, his band mates, Eleanor, Perrie and Danielle. They're all so sweet and just like a family to me. I know you're my guardian angel and are watching me I love you and miss you! You're in a better place now, bye mom. See you soon." The girls and guys could tell she was crying, they were also crying. They couldn't believe she had gave up sining and writing songs. They couldn't believe it was Harpers mom's 13 death anniversary. They thought she was so kind hearted after her stepfather did that to her she still will forgive him. They lads and girls all went downstairs before Harper found them listening.

*•*•*•*• Louis' P.O.V *•*•*•*•

We all went downstairs and all had tears in our eyes. That was so sweet but the part of it should have been her was not true at all.

"She has an amazing voice" Liam stated.

"I know, I can't believe she gave up singing." Harry said.

"And that song was fantastic, I never knew she could write songs." Niall said.

"Guys, Paul told me we have rehearsals tomorrow, we should take her with us and try to get her to sing." Zayn said.

"And you guys should record it and show it to Simon." Danielle said. We all nodded and it was getting late so we all headed off to bed.

*•*•*•*• Harper's P.O.V *•*•*•*•

I wrote that song when I was 12 when I got another bad beating from John. I was crying my eyes out. Why couldn't it have been me? It wouldn't have effected a lot of people if it was me but her death affected so much people's lives. I laid in my bed and cried my self to sleep with thoughts of my mother in mind.


It was Christmas morning and I was 4 at the time. I got up and went to mommy and daddy's room. I jumped on their bed waking them up. They finally woke up and we went downstairs and opened presents. I got my first tricycle, a Barbie I wanted and a bunch of other toys. My mom and I went into the kitchen to bake cookies. We were dancing, jumping and singing, dad was videoing the whole thing. Later we went to the park so I could learn how to ride my tricycle. We went home at around 7 and made popcorn and snuggled on the couch watching Christmas movies.



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