Looking After You (Sequel to "I Won't Give Up")

Christina Fernandez and Harry Styles have been dating for over a year now, and things seem to thicken, meaning, their relationship is getting harder to put up with. Will they keep their love for each other going? Or will they disconnect from each other and never talk to each other again? There is only one way to find out.


12. Carnival


as all of you may know, I have decided on continuing this fanfic. but I wouldn't have done it if it wasn't for all the amazing support that you guys have given me. I appreciate every single one of all the wonderful comments you leave me down below and I just want you to know that every time I stop to read them, they bring a big smile to my face. I love you all so much, and i hope you enjoy this chapter. tell me what you think in the comments below (; x


Song for the chapter: "iris" by sleeping with sirens.

~ Alicia's P.O.V. ~

I stared out the window and squinted because of the harsh sunlight hitting my face through the position I was in. I began to grow anxious, wanting to know where Zayn was taking me as his "surprise."

"Zayn, can you please tell me where we're going?" I begged, pouting.

"You'll see it when we get there." He smirked, looking at me through the corner of his eye and then looking back at the road as he drove.

I eventually grew tired of getting the same answer from him a couple times, so then I decided to check my messages on my phone. I had over 17 messages. 3 from Christina, 8 from my parents, and 6 from Olivia.

All of them we're asking me about the "date" with Zayn, so I'm guessing Christina and Olivia told my parents. Fun.

I relied to them all and sighed, staring off at the road again.


~ Christina's P.O.V. ~

"H-Harry, s-stop it!" I yelled, trying to get him off of me and to stop him from tickling me. He smirked and licked his lips.

"What are you going to do about it, little girl?" He grinned, making eye contact with me.

I tried to escape from below him but his arms dragged me back into place. Damn, this kid was strong.

"Please?" I asked innocently, fluttering my eyelashes at him.

"Nope, it won't be that easy, darling," He said. "Who's the best?" He smirked arrogantly.

His smirk grew bigger than ever, and he licked his lips again.

"I'm waiting for my answer, old lady." He told me sternly, putting force into my wrists but not enough to hurt them. He knew my weak spots.

Suddenly, I had a plan.




"Bes-SIKE!" I tricked him, throwing him off of me. He fell back and now I got on top of him and smirked.

"Not so tough now, are ya?" I giggled devilishly, playing around with his curls.

He looked into my eyes, grinned, and quickly crashed his lips into mine. His soft, perfect lips kissed and sucked on my bottom lip. In between each kiss, he said one word.









I frowned my eyebrows at him and smirked. He saw the look I was giving and chuckled to himself.

"Baby, I have to tell you something that's bothering me about you, but I don't know how you'll take it.." He frowned.

"Harry, what is it? Tell me."

"Y-You're kneeling on my balls and it hurts."


"EW, EW, EW, EW!" I squirmed, getting off of him and feeling yucky. 

"You could've just said 'get off', I didn't need to know what was happening in your pants." I laughed, shaking the feeling off.

"But you will soon."

"What?" I asked, not knowing if I was to laugh or be disgusted.

"Nothing." He chuckled. He headed to the kitchen and got out some orange juice from the refrigerator.

"Want some juice?" He asked, holding out the gallon.

"No, thank you." I told him, leaning on the kitchen counter.

He poured his juice in a glass and drank a sip, then he turned to me and stared for a while.

"You've been losing a lot of weight lately." He pouted, frowning his eyebrows. "When was the last time you ate?" He asked, taking a sip of his juice.

Oh, my gosh.

"I don't remember." I lied. "I think it was yesterday in the afternoon."

He gasped and nearly choked on his drink.

"You're kidding." He gulped. "I'll go and make you something, so go upstairs and wait for me. I'll bring the food to you. I don't want you to faint like last time you didn't eat." He spoke, kissing my neck and slightly sucking on it.

"Alright." I answered, walking upstairs to our room and lying on the bed. I checked the clock on my left counter, it was nearly 4 in the afternoon. 

I secretly haven't eaten anything in almost 4 days.

"I don't want you to faint like last time you didn't eat." The words ran through my mind a couple times again.

That's when I remembered about my disorder.


~ Alicia's P.O.V. ~

I opened my eyes and immediately noticed where we were. A carnival! I loved going to these!

"Zayn, I love carnivals!" I told him.

"I know you do, so that's why I brought you here." He slightly smiled, letting his perfect teeth peek out.

"How?" I asked.

"Well, I've been waiting for this little date for a few days, so I asked Christina and Olivia what you liked, and they told me you loved carnivals, so that's why we're here." He grinned.

"That was so sweet of you, Zayn. Thank you!" I blushed. 

"Anything for a good first impression, beautiful."

We both smiled and got out of his car, heading towards the entrance of the carnival. We bought our tickets at the guide and looked at all the rides in front of us.

"Which one do you want to go on first?" He asked.

"The cranium blaster." I smirked.

"You have good taste." Zayn said, chuckling. "Let's go for it."


"What." I gasped.

"The hell." He finished for me.

We both laughed and shook our heads.

"That was insane." He said, trying to get air. The ride was amazing, but frightening.

"Sure was." I chuckled.

I saw Zayn stare at one of those game booths where you win things.

"Hey, let's check this out." He stated, grabbing my hand and leading me towards the booth.

His hand was so soft, oh my gee.

Zayn came to the booth and asked the guide how much it cost to try out the game with the water balloons to pop with the needles.

"$2 for 3 tries, sir." She said. Zayn took out his wallet and handed her the money, then she handed him the needles. 

He took aim at the first balloon, and got the shot. I smiled at him and winked, which he did back. Only two more tries. If he gets them all, he wins.

He aimed for the second ballon, this time i noticed that he had a bit of a shake on his hand, but he still got it.

Last, the third one. He took a deep breath and threw the needle. He got it.

I jumped up and down and congratulated him. He grinned and and the guide asked him what stuffed animal he wanted. 

"Which one do you want, Ali?" He asked, pointing to them all. There was a stuffed bear, zebra, frog, and a tiger.

"Hm, I choose tiger!" I told him.

"A tiger, please." He told the guide. She gladly smiled and handed him the tiger, which he then gave to me. 

"Thank you." I told him, kissing his check softly as a friendly way of saying it.

"Anytime." He genuinely smiled. We walked away from the booth and looked at the other rides.

"I'm gonna start calling you 'tiger' from now on." He chuckled. "You ready for some more rides?" He asked, winking at me."

"You know it."


~ Christina's P.O.V. ~

Harry opened the door to our bedroom and came in, my food was resting on a big plate in his hands.

"I made you pasta, babe." He chuckled, sitting down on the bed next to me. "Do you want to eat alone or do you want me to stay here with you? I know how you are about people watching you eat." He giggled.

"No, no, stay with me." I begged, biting my lip.

"Fine." He sighed jokingly. "Anything for my favorite girl."

I smiled and he handed me my food, which I then began eating. He cuddled up next to me and rested his head on my shoulder.

"Hey, can I ask you something?"

"Sure, anything."

"By any chance, are y-you starving yourself again?" He stuttered, taking a deep breath.

I sighed and looked down at him. "Yes, Harry. Yes, I am."

"But why? You're already beautiful the way you are, you don't need to weigh 70 pounds like other girls."

"It's just that every time I log onto twitter or instagram, your fans always have something bad to say about my face or my body. I try to ignore it, but I just can't stand it sometimes."

"Then those people aren't really fans. I'm sure our REAL fans love and respect you."

"Yeah, some of those fans are really amazing, but the other ones hate me." I chuckled slightly, not to sound funny, but to show that I "didn't care" about the hate.

"Come here." He told me, reaching out for my hand. I grabbed his hand and he leaded me to a full-body mirror. He pointed to the reflection. "Baby, tell me. What do you see?" He questioned. "An ugly, fat pig.." I mumbled quietly. "Well, you want to know what I see? I see a beautiful girl who tries so hard to please everybody. I see a girl who is absolutely perfect in every single way. I see a girl with a beautiful personality and beautiful curves to match. I see a girl who doesn't realize how absolutely gorgeous she is." He says. I stood in the mirror and looked at myself. He flipped me around so that I faced him. "You could point out a thousand things about yourself that you don't like, and I could tell you a million reasons why I love everything about them." He finishes. I turned to Harry and wrapped my arms around his neck. "I love you so much, Harry." I whisper into the skin of his neck. "I love you too. You honestly mean the whole world to me." He smiled, wrapping his arms around my waist.

"You're perfect, and don't ever forget that." He whispered before kissing my neck again. "And don't ever worry about what the haters have to say about you. Trust me, everything will be okaystagram."

"Are you serious."



Baaaaaam. What'd ya think? :3 I made it extra romantic for alicia, who is actually my best friend in real life. I wanted to thank my other best friend olivia for actually writing the mirror part, though. She wrote me an imagine about that when i was insecure, but I later transferred it into the fanfic. So thank you, Olivia. I love you so much <3

And a new update; i will be adding a song title before every chapter that represents the emotions and plot of the chapter so yehhhhh. [Pussycat dolls voice] How do ya like me nowwww. awk.

I hoped all y'all like it :3 and please ignore some spelling mistakes in this one, I'm using my friend's phone and her phone doesn't have autocorrect :(

Btw kik me at christiee89 and please go and follow my instagram @griselfernandez 

Love you guys and thanks for reading! Much love xxxx

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