Me and everyone else went back to the hotel. I felt so bad. I loved pattie and I know everyone else did to. This was devestating. I could only pray for the best. Justin stayed at the hospital because it only felt right. I could tell he just wanted to be alone with her. Justin was a very emotional person when it came to his family and the ones he cares about. I couldnt imagine the emotion he is feeling right now the only thing I could do is be here for him. We all fell asleep. The boys shared a bed and Emily and Mare shared a bed. I slept on the floor. It was pretty comfortable though. I just kept thinking in my head. I fucking hate drunk drivers. I hate that people dont know how to make smart deccissions. And I hate how inocent people have to suffer because of other peoples stupid choices. I fell asleep angry and sad.
I woke up to my cell phone ringing. I had it by my head so I just reached over and grabbed it. "Hello" I said, "Genna..." I couldnt tell it was Justin so I sat up and said "Justin is everything okay..." He hesitated. "Its alright can you come down?" 'Of course I said. Then he hung up. I didnt want to wake anyone so I left a note and got ready. The I was out the door. Scooter was down stairs and offerd to drive me, I agreed and we were off. "So how are you taking it?" I asked him. 'Im doing okay, its just hard to believe this is real life and its actually happening, I kept asking myself last night why? And what made me more upset is Justin had to dissapoint thousands of fans. But they understand Family first" I understood why he was upset, and I felt the same way. We parked in the parking lot and made our way to the entrance. I looked to my left and on the bench was Justin. Crying with his head barried into his hands.