12. Turn To You
My mom. My everything, was in ICU. I didnt know what happend for me to deserve this, but I did know God is with me and will help me get through it. I had my moms hand, still crying. Scooter came in with puffy red eyes, and put flowers by her bed. "Justin we are going to get through this." I nodded my head. Suddenly my moms grip lossend and her hand slid from mine. I started crying more and more. I got up and grabbed Scooter leaving everything around my mom. "Scooter what about the tour" I know it was stupid of me to ask. "Justin we need to cancel the next few shows". He said. "I cant let everyone down". Scooter looked at me and said "This is your mom, your fans will understand". I nodded and he hugged me while I cried. I sent out a tweet explaining what happend. My phone started buzzing with millions of responses I just shut it off. I walked over the the doctor and he explaind to me her injuries. They were pretty bad. She had a broken arm, broekn leg. A concution and a broken rib. I looked at him and said "But is she going to be okay."He put a hand on my sholder. "Justin she will be okay but it takes time, these things dont heal over night and with her concusion she could be in here for 2 months". I was still very upset but knowing she was going to live was a huge relieve. I walked away back into the room. Everyone was crying I didnt know what was wrong. I sat beside my mom and took her hand she opend her eyes and said "Justin..". "Yes" I answered. I felt the tears start rolling down my face. "I Love You". I started to cry and kissed her hand. "I love you to mom". the doctor said I could lay in the bed with her. So I did. I layed there with my head in her chest and holding her hand. I prayed. he was my rock, my everything. She helped me through the hard times and gave me a life im so gratful for. She was my best friend and the most important person in my life. She was my angel. She slowly turned her head and looked at me. She said "Sing" in a really faint voice. I smiled fighting back the tears and began to sang Turn To You. Genna and everyone else went back to the hotel to get some sleep. But I couldnt leave her. Scooter promised to tell my grandparents but they couldnt come out to buffalo yet. I fell asleep singing my song to my mother.