She's Not Afraid

Sophia Villegas has everything she could ever want. Her life wasn't horrible, but it wasn't great.
Sophia tries to please everyone, even all the people she hates.

Zayn Malik has just gone through a nasty break up, and just wants to forget about it. What happens when he meets someone new at a party, and falls head over heels for her?

Can Zayn get through to Sophia's heart? Or is this love story hopeless?

You'll never know until she falls in love...


12. Forever & Always

Zayn POV

I looked around the room smiling at everyone. All the lads had big grins on their faces. Then I noticed two other girls in the room that I haven't seen before. One of them was crying.

"Zayn you're okay?" The girl that was crying asked me. I furrowed my eyebrows. "Yes, but who are-" I didn't get to finish my sentence because the girl jumped on me and gave me a hug. "Oh, I can't believe your okay. I missed you so much!" She cried into my shoulder.

I looked towards Harry confused, but he had a smile on his face. I push the girl off. "Wait, I'm confused." I said sitting up. She gave me a worried look. "Are you a fan?" I asked. Her eyes widened along with everyone else's. "You don't know who I am?" She asked. I nodded my head.

"Zayn I'm your girlfriend." She cried. I furrowed my eyebrows. When did this happen? I had no clue. Last I remember was my awful breakup with Perrie, and that's something that feels awfully fresh in my mind.

I looked over to the boys. Liam and Harry were talking in hush whispers. I couldn't make out what they were saying, but it looked serious.

"I'll get the doctor." Liam muttered more to Harry, but everyone else heard. I looked back at the girl. She had tears streaming slowly down her cheeks. Her hazel eyes had a fresh layer of tears, ready to fall over the edge.

"I'm sorry." I mumbled. "I-I just don't remember you. I'm sorry." She quickly shook her head. "It's not your fault Zayn, I should be the one saying sorry." She quickly wiped her tears and walked past everyone in the room.

I wanted to call out to her, but I never got her name, or I just didn't remember it. The doctor came in and gave me a sympathetic look.

"I'm sorry to tell you this Zayn, but it seems that your going through short term memory loss." That's when everything just clicked.

It made a lot more sense. I just hope that I can remember soon, because seeing that look on that girls face made me feel like shit, and I hated it.

Sophia POV

I tried to calm myself down as I paced down the hall that Zayn's room was in, but nothing worked. I was still a mess. I bit back the tears that threatened to fall from my eyes as I thought about everything that was going on.

I was a reck. I couldn't sit still. I tried to focus my eyes on one thing, but nothing seemed to work. I felt a warm hand on my shoulder, making me jump. I turned to see Niall.

"How you feeling?" He asked as I fully turned to him. I looked down at my feet and started to fiddle with my fingers. "I don't how I feel anymore, to be honest." I barely said over a whisper. I felt Niall pull me into his arms, and that's when I broke down into sobs yet again.

"Shh, Sophia everything's gonna be alright." He mumbled into my hair. "How are you so sure?" I cried. He was being so calm, I didn't understand how he could even act so calm in this situation.

Niall pulled away from me and looked deep into my eyes. His icy blue eyes had a thick layer of tears ready to fall at any second. "I'm not sure, I have no clue, but I know that Zayn will get through this. Especially for you. You just have to believe." I felt my lips turn up into a smile and I wrapped my arms around Niall in a warm hug. "Your amazing, you know that right?" I mumbled into his chest. I heard a low chuckle erupt from Niall, sending vibrations through my body.

"I think Zayn gets that one, but thanks." He smirked. I grinned. "Thanks." I mumbled as I rewrapped my arms around his waist again.


I sat quietly in a chair beside Zayn's bed. Everyone was knocked out, but I couldn't even think about sleep. I looked over to Zayn. He looked so peaceful. He had one hand under his cheek as he slept. His chest rising and falling with every breath he took.

I felt my eyelids start to get heavy, sleep trying to take over my body. But they bounced up when I heard a moan. I quickly sat up and looked at Zayn. He had his hands covering his face. "Why does my head hurt?" He mumbled to himself. I got up and grabbed the pain medication that the doctor instructed Zayn to have every five hours.

"Here." I whispered softly as I handed Zayn a glass of water and two pills. He looked up and gave me a small smile as he grabbed them and popped both into his mouth. "Thanks." He said as he finished his water. I took the cup and sat it back on the side table. "No problem."

I sat back down in my chair and looked down at my hands. I could see Zayn staring at me from the corner of my eye. I looked up to see him still staring. "Why are you staring at me?" I asked curiously. He shrugged.

"I'm just a little confused." He murmured. I nodded slowly. I wanted to say something, but I was stuck, I had no clue how to talk to Zayn anymore.

"What were we like?" He asked quietly. I nervously chewed on my lip. "Well, what exactly do you want to know about us?" I know, that was a stupid question. I should've just told him straight. But I didn't know how'd he react. What if he though I was lying?

"Tell me anything." He breathed out. I looked up to meet his brown eyes. I sighed and racked my brain for something suitable to tell him. "I guess I should tell you how we met. Well on the last day of summer, my friend Angel, who is Harry's girlfriend, took me to this crazy party. That's where I met you." I felt tears start to form at the corners of my eyes. Zayn noticed and quickly sat up causing him fall back down in pain.

I rushed to his side and gave him a worried look. "Please don't hurt yourself, I've already don't enough damage." I whimpered. I reached down and grabbed his hand. He looked up to my eyes and let out a breath. "Tell me more. How did I get in here in the first place?" He asked me. I bit down on my lip. I tried to figure out a good way to explain everything, but how was I supposed to say my boyfriend hurt you?

"It's kind of a long story." I spoke. I saw Zayn pat the empty space on his bed, offering me to lay down with him. "I don't think that's a good idea Zayn." I said with a small smile. He shrugged. "I'm fine, now come lay down with me, you look really tired." I let out a breath that I hadn't noticed I was holding in and gently laid myself beside Zayn. I felt his arms snake around me forcing me to lay my head on his chest.

I took a deep breath in and took in his scent in as well. I shut my eyes for a couple seconds, until I looked back up to see him smiling down on me. "Y'know, you don't have to tell me what happened if your not ready." He told me. I nodded my head.

"No, I wanna tell you. You have the right to know exactly what happened." So I told him. He was really shocked that we were secretly dating while I had a boyfriend. He looked hurt at times, asking me why I just didn't pick him, and now that I think about it, Zayn was right. I know I should've picked him. But I didn't. I looked up at Zayn to see him fast asleep. He looked so peaceful. I tried to get up, but his grip suddenly tightened around me. "Don't leave." He said in a raspy voice. I sat back down and pulled the blanket over Zayn's shoulders. "Goodnight Zayn." I quickly gave him a kiss on his cheek and closed my eyes, letting sleep take over my body.


Someone's POV

I looked across the club, and soon found who I wanted. She was dancing alone, so this was my chance. I pushed past people until I reached her. She looked up at me and smiled wide.

"Zayn!" She cried. I grabbed her waist and pulled her close. "Dance with me." I pleaded her. She nodded.

I tried to press my lips onto hers, but she put her finger onto them. "Okay, but you can't kiss me. I have a boyfriend remember." She laughed as I twirled her around. We both started to get really dizzy so we stopped. "I wanna another drink!" She screamed over the music. I watched as she skipped over to the table that Liam, Niall, Louis and Harry were sitting at.

"No more drinking tonight missy. I think Zayn and Sophia should go back to the hotel." I watched as she rested her head onto Harry's shoulder. "You looked sexy with a mustache." She hiccuped. Harry just laughed. I felt jealously course through my body. I narrowed my eyes at them to get a better look. "They should." Harry mumbled.

I think Niall called a cab for us, because soon Sophia and I were outside of the hotel, stumbling into the entrance. "Zayn stop pushing me." She giggled softly. I let out a loud laugh. We got into the elevator after many tries. She pressed the button and waited for the door to close.

"Sooophia!" I whined. She laughed and stumbled over to me. "Yes sexy?" She asked as she fell into my arms. I felt my stomach do flip flops. I looked down at her with my brown eyes. I notice her breaking her contact from my eyes, to my lips. I wanted her soft pink lips that felt so good against mine.

Then I felt her lips against mine. It felt amazing. Just like I remember. I pressed my lips to hers with as much passion I could muster. I needed to show her that I was better for her then her boyfriend. We both pulled away to see that the door of the elevator was open. We walked out hand in hand. I watched as she fumbled with the key, but managed to open it.

She walked into her bedroom pulling me in to. I watched as she kicked off her heels and lazily pulled her jewelry off. I was in the process of unbuttoning my dress shirt when I noticed Sophia watching me.

"Zayn, could you help me with my zipper?" She asked turning her back to me as she lifted her hair way from the dress. I walked over to her and slowly pulled the zipper down, until it fell to the floor. She let her hair down and turned to back to me. I automatically wrapped my arms around her.

"Your beautiful." I mumbled. Sophia pulled us over to her bed. She laid me down and ran over to the door to lock it. She got back and climb on top of me having one leg in each side of my body. "I'm not drunk." She whispered into my ear. Sophia pressed her lips to mine. "I want you." She blurted. I flipped us over and smiled. "I thought you'd never ask." 


Zayn POV

I sat up quickly in a cold sweat. I looked around the room to see everyone was awake, and they had noticed me waking up. I turned to see Sophia fast asleep beside me, her arms partly around me.

"Zayn, you alright?" Louis asked concerned. I nodded my head. Of course I lied. I needed to speak to Sophia. Whatever I dreamt last night felt so real.

"You sure mate? You just woke up and your sweating." Liam pointed out. "Guys, in fine. Just a dream. Don't worry." I looked back to Sophia. That dream. Did it really happen? She looked so innocent. How could I ever let that happen? Especially when I was drunk? I took something away from her that she'll never get back. I'm so stupid.

"Um guys, I was wondering if you could fetch me some McDonalds. This hospital food really sucks." They all nodded there heads.

"Sure thing Zayn. Will be back soon." Harry told me.

Once everyone had left, I turned to Sophia, and lightly shook her. "Sophia wake up. I really need to talk to you." I whispered close to her ear. Her eyes fluttered open, and she looked at me. "What's wrong?" She asked as she asked worriedly. I shook my head. "I had this dream last night. It felt so real, like it really happened. I'm just so confused." I looked through my eyelashes at her. She had an odd expression on her face, then a frown replaced it. "Please don't tell me you remember the party where we-" I cut her off by nodded my head. I heard her mutter a couple swear words under her breath.

"Was it really that bad?" She asked. I shook my head. "No, it wasn't bad at all. I just don't know why I let that kind of thing happen. I should've stopped it." She nodded her head.

"Zayn it wasn't all your fault. I was really drunk. I shouldn't have been drinking anyways since I'm underaged. I'm sorry." I shook my head and cupped hers in my hands.

"Sophia stop apologizing. None of this is your fault. I know deep down, where ever the real Zayn is, he loves you, and he knows none of this is your fault. So stop blaming yourself." I told her sternly. She wrapped her arms around me and rested her head onto my chest.

"There's no other Zayn. Your still the same. The one that I love." She pulled away and pressed her lips to my cheek. I smiled small and decided to take a chance.

I leaned forwards and pressed my lips to hers. At first she was pretty shocked, but soon she kissed me back. It felt right. I pulled away looking into her eyes. Then everything fell onto my shoulders like a ton of bricks. Everything I forgot was back. "I-I love you." I said. I shook my head. "Sophia I love you. I remember!" I felt her lips onto mine. "I love you to. Forever and always."

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