Writing Harrys letter. That was the hardest thing I had ever have to do. I stared at my bare pink flamingo wall.
One last letter. I neatly scrawled Harrys name and put the last of my energy. It was actually 3am. Harry had regretted to come to bed, which made it better. My bags were packed and at the door. I held back tears, and wrote everything I could, that words could help for.
I wish I was with you.
I wish I was your Edmontonian girl.
I wish I could kiss you.
I wish I could be known as yours, and you known as mine.
I wish we could live together and be more then 'bestest ultra friends'.
But, Wishes don't always come true huh?
What can I say without crying? Well, I can say Please Don't. Cry. For. Me. I hate seeing you cry, it hurts. It really does.
Harry Edward Styles... Who knew I would know the deeper meaning behind the name? Not me. Lets be honest, your known as a womanizing man whore. But, I learned more. You have a heart, you can make me laugh at any time... And now I have to stop seeing you.
Your eyes shine every time I look at you.
Your smile, can brighten a room.
Your laugh, Its like how Vic says 'Alcohol and Coffee. Bliss right there' So I suppose, addicting.
Your hair, perfectly curly
Your dimples, I love them.
Your personality, Can it get any better?
Everything about you is my favorite. But, I have to go. Im not leaving because of you. Im leaving for... Well, I cant say. But, Lets just put it as, Ill probably never see you again. To make sure you remember me with your next girlfriend, I put a photo (skillfully hidden) Behind my favorite photo of Vic and I. Seems fair to put my favorite photo of you and I together there... Right?
My home beckons me... Actually, its the guards. You may not feel this, but when I walk by you, I promise you one last kiss, from me.
Harry, I love you. Dont you EVER forget that.
Love you Forever, to cheesy,
Your Canadian Lover... Nah.
You know what, Ill just end it with this, Read carefully.
~End of Flashback~
I hope... With all my heart, He figured out the key words. Three days of soulless wall staring. Nothing. Maybe he didnt love me as much as I thought. Maybe... It was a hoax. I looked down at my hands, tears dripping all over them from free falling off my cheeks, the tears I never noticed.
"Courtney?" My grandma whispered walking into my room. I hated when people saw me cry.
"Yes" I whispered feebly with a voice crack. She sat down beside me on my bed, and my aunty Lanita sat on the other side.
"What wrong sweetheart?" My aunt asked rubbing my back soothingly.
"Have you ever had someone... Ripped from your life." I asked. They both nodded a yes.
"They took him." I whispered. My aunt looked at me confused, and I'm almost 100% sure my grandma didn't hear me.
"Who took who?" My aunt asked softly. I pulled out my phone and popped off the case, pointing to the only picture I had left of Harry and the boys. I pointed to Harry.
"My life." I whispered. My grandma looked at me sadly.
"Did he die Courtney?" She asked, just above a whisper. I shook my head.
"No, He's with my other best friends in London, safe and sound" I barely choked out. My aunt looked at me knowingly.
"This is the boy band." She stuttered wide eyed.
"Care to explain what happened these past two months?" My aunt asked softly. I nodded
"Well, I met my friend Victoria in London, and I bumped into Harry, I may have left something of mine at the airport and he returned it with Niall," I pointed to the blonde boy. "The rest of their friends weren't in London, so they bunked with us. I ended up getting my freedom taken away to get these boys freedom brought back. If I wasn't Harrys girlfriend in 3 dates, I was erased fro their lives. Harry and I went on 3 dates. I'm not his girlfriend" I sighed the last part. Before I knew it, My Grandma and Aunt gave me a hug, making me release my sorrows a cry. Just, a good, Long, Cry.
-3 days later-
"Victoria!" I heard my mom scream from downstairs.
"VICTORIA!" I dashed down the stairs and saw my bestfriend, from... San Diego? Wherever San Francisco is. I hugged her tightly.
"YOU CAME FOR ME!" I screamed. "Well... I got lost twice and gave up like 50 million times, but some ass hole forced me to come anyway" She mumbled the last bit. "What about Niall? oh my God you didn't leave him right? NO. GO. YOU NEE-"
"I didn't leave him." She laughed rolling her eyes.
"OK... Good." I breathed a sigh of relief.
"So," I looked at my feet. "How's Harry holding up? Did you help him find someone else like I asked you?" I asked, hoping she didn't actually. A small (actually very large) part of me wanted him, to myself.
"Well, He met this girl..." My heart dropped to the pit of my stomach. I nodded numbly. "She had to go back home so Harry went with her. Don't know much after that." She finished. I nodded.
"Well, I'm glad he... Got detached from me." WHO AM I KIDDING! NO I'M NOT! Victoria brought me into a hug.
"Courtney, Look behind me." She whispered in my ear. I looked behind Vic and my eyes watered immediately.
"Harry? A-are, I-Is it you?" I stuttered out. Victoria released me from her grasp as I found myself walking towards Harry.
"This better not be a cut out Victoria. You know how I can be when I'm emotional" I muttered. I heard Harry chuckled, His chuckle. His Harry chuckle that I love. "Harry." I whispered. Harry looked me right in the eyes and smiled.
"Courtney." The next thing I know, Harry was holding me in his arms as I cried. I cried and cried. He slowly calmed me down by whispering in my ear. Then, It hit me.
"You cant be here." I whispered.
"Courtney, Nothing can keep me away from you. Nothing."
"But, It Si-"
"SPEAK OF THE DEVIL." Victoria screamed. My eyes widened as I felt Harrys grasp on me become more secure.
"That's not nice to say Victoria" Simon hissed. His voice sounded like velvet. Vic nodded contently and apologized.
"Harold, Release Courtney. The contract between you two is broken." Simon declared.
"What contract? Courtney, What contract?" Harry asked me. I looked up at Harry
"It was the only way." I whispered.
"What was the only way?" He asked me, looking confused and concerned.
"Simon and I made... A deal type of situation. For your freedom... You had to become my boyfriend within 3 dates. Niall and Victoria... Technically they passed." I mumbled.
"What happens if you don't pass Courtney?" Harry gulped. I looked at my feet.
"I would be forced to leave." Harry hugged me tighter.
"Simon, This isn't fair." Harry announced.
"Life isn't fair Harold" Simon smirked. He was right. Life's not fair... But, What happens to us? Will Harry really slip through my fingers again? There's nothing I can do.
"COWEL, GIVE MY DAUGHTER ONE LAST CHANCE... AND ILL GIVE YOU ANYTHING." My mother screamed at Simon. Simon looked at her with a raised eyebrow, willing to take up the offer. But, what would 'anything' be. God... I should have just let Harry go.
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