17. My secret love
I walked downstairs and Zayn said he wanted to talk. So, we walked outside and i sat down.
I needed to tell lena something very important.
"Lena, right now i just need u to listen, dont say a word," i instructed. She nodded.
"I've loved you ever since i layed eyes on you. But, Harry was already a step ahead of me. When you were in the comma it gave me time to think, you are my best friend and if you dont like me back i dont want to ruin it," i poured my heart out. Then, i took a risk and leaned in to kiss her. She didnt stop me but she didnt kiss back. "See, that right there how can you not feel the sparks," i asked.
"Honestly Zayn, i like you too, but i'm with Harry and i am happy. I thought about this a lot too, but Harry is who i want. Yes, i did feel a spark, but i cant act on it. We have to stay friends and friends only. Im sorry," she said honestly and sympathaticly.
"Can i have one last kiss?" I pleaded.
"Sure, but no one knows about this, it our little secret okay?"She insisted.
I was too focused on the fact she said yes to the kiss i just nodded. Then, i leaned in and we kissed. She kissed back this time and it felt right.