It was my first trip to the doctor. I told Harry and he was overjoyed. Zayn tagged along because i wasn't sure who's baby it was. Harry didn't think anything of it because Zayn was my best friend, so it didn't alarm him. Today was a rough day. I was already getting mood-swings, kicking, and cravings. Well, it has been 3 months so almost half way there. Yay (sarcasim).
I didn't want to know the gender of the baby yet. I just wanted to know who the father was. My baby's ultra sound went well. S(he) is growing. The doctors couldn't tell me who the father was until after the baby was born. Lovely..... well 6 more months to go.
I get hot flashes and this stupid baby rash thing is coming in. I get weird cravings and my hormones are like everywhere. I guess there really is a first time for everything huh. I feel so fat it;s unbelieveable. "I'm in a fat suit that i can't take off" Juno (from the movie Juno). This baby is so much work. But, it will all be worth it.
We went home and i started to feel sad for no reason. Must be the hormones. I ran upstairs and shut my door. I heard a knock, it was Niall.
"Hey, Lena good news me and Lanna-what's wrong," he said.
"i'm okay, what about you and Lanna?" I cried.
"oh, well i like her. But there's also this girl Martina that i mean't and have been texting," he trailed off.
"We flirt but i dont know who i like better. Lanna is best friend and girlfriend "material", but Martina is girlfriend only "material," Niall whined.
"Ni, it's okay, i personally think Lanna is better. But that's because a. Lanna is my best friend and i know she likes you and b. i don't know this Martina chick," i smiled. He did too. I then burst into tears telling him everyhting with the baby and Zayn. He was my secret love but i could not have sex with a secret love, when i have a boyfriend. He comforted me and i was happy i had someone besides Zayn to tell. He promised not to tell Harry and understands because we were drunk.
Thank god for my irish snowflake
Shoutout to LoveoftheMusic for giving me that nickname for Niall :DDDDDDDD