21. The Morning After
I woke up with a pounding head and sat up in the bed. I squinted my eyes as the sun shone through the window. My eyes adjusted and I looked beside me expecting to see the guy I love, Zayn. Who I saw wasn't him though, I jumped out of the bed. "Oh my god! What did we do?" Harry shot up at my shouting. I was putting on my clothes already when he replied "Did we you know?" "I think we did." I looked around the room for my shoes and saw a used condom on the floor. "Fuck!" I screamed. "Why did I do this?" I ran my fingers through my hair in frustration and sobbed. "We can just forget it happened, you can go back to Zayn and no one has to know." "I can't lie to him." "You have to, it's the only way. I can drop you off at the house and if he asks you were you where just say you crashed in my spare room." "Fine. Take me now." We drove in silence and I jumped out of Harry's range rover. I opened the door and Zayn was sitting on the couch. "Hi," I said quietly. "Where were you all night? I was worried sick." "I crashed in Harry's spare room." "I'm sorry about our fight Em's. I didn't mean anything that I said." This made me snap. "You've nothing to be sorry about Zayn. I'm the one that did something wrong." "You didn't do anything." "I did, you might want to sit down for this." He sat down and I sat beside him, that's when I told him about last night.
I can't believe she slept with one of my best friends. "Why Em's?" "I was drunk and mad at you. I regret it so much, I love you Zayn. It was a mistake." "Where is he?" "No, don't hurt him Zayn. It's more my fault than his." "So you're defending him now? How many times have you been with him?" "I'm not, I just think that I should be the one to pay for this. And last night was the only time, I promise." "I need time, just go." She got up and walked upstairs. She came back down 10 minutes later with a suitcase. "I'm so so sorry Zayn. I love you," she said before walking out the door.
<Leave me out with the waste, this is not what I do, it's the wrong kind of place to be cheating on you>